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My reasons to not marry, but be faithfully committed..
1:32AM on March 05, 2013

I know i have said in some posts that i don't want to marry. i wont lie, i do dream of being married to HER one day. But honestly i don't want to. And here are my reasons, if i have more i'll add them:

1- NO SUCH THING AS THE PERFECT WEDDING
2- EVERY BRIDE HAS TO HAVE THE WEDDING SHE'S BEEN DREAMING ABOUT AS FAR BACK AS SHE CAN REMEMBER
3- NO STRAIGHT GROOM EVER GETS HIS SAY IN THE WEDDING, IT ALL HAS TO BE ABOUT THE BRIDE
4- AND I DON'T TO OFFEND WITH THIS ONE, AND SORRY IF I DO OFFEND, BUT UNLESS THE GROOM(S) ARE GAY AND MARRYING EACH OTHER, THEN BOTH CAN AND WILL GET THEIR SAY IN THE WEDDING
5- IF THE RELATIONSHIP IS HELL BEFORE MARRIAGE, IT WILL BE HELL AFTER MARRIAGE.
6- IF THE RELATIONSHIP IS GOOD BEFORE MARRIAGE AND THEN START GOING TO HELL AFTERWARD, GETTING MARRIED WAS A WASTE OF TIME, MONEY AND EFFORT
7- BEING FAITHFULLY COMMITTED IS LESS HELL AND MONEY AND EFFORT WISE. IF THE RELATIONSHIP IS GOING TO HELL, JUST BREAKUP AND KEEP SEARCHING FOR THE BETTER PERSON. NO YEAR LONG DIVORCING STUFF TO DO, IF THEY OWE YOU MONEY TELL THEM TO PAY UP OR YOU'LL SUE THEM

well that all for now, like i said if i have more i'll add!

UPDATE 3-5-13

8- IF A WOMAN GIVES YOU AN ULTIMATUM: (MARRY ME OR WE'RE DONE), THATS A SIGN OF A SOON TO BE BAD MARRAIAGE.

Holmes vs Zimmerman....
1:25PM on July 23, 2012

choose which one you want to comment on:
 
1--Who's trial do you think will be the most watched?
 
2--Who's lawyer do you think will do their "best" of postponing the trial in hopes that the world will forget bout their case?
 
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I will do my best to watch both trials and i think both lawyers will postpone their cases till the end of time. even though i dont live in FLORIDA or COLORADO, i wont forget either case. i hope both men are found guilty and get the death penalty and nothing lighter.
 
SO what are your thought on my blog?

random thought....
11:41PM on March 09, 2012

to my future girlfriend...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JqHliQijgvA&feat -- when i find her, she will be bad in my eyes cause my eyes count and not no one else. but she better not be this type of chick...http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen& ...cause then i'll leave her

Do you thing MLK's dream happen?
2:19PM on January 16, 2012

Since his death, the world has gone up and down in more ways than one. but i wonder does anyone ever wonder will DR.KINGS dream will ever come true? Will all races and nations ever get along or not?

What are ya'll thoughts?

--THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS--
10:54PM on December 05, 2011

will be MIA for school.....
4:20PM on August 19, 2011

even though i'll miss ALOT of great things on rude i will have to focus school so see you when i see you rude and if you know how to contact me off rude do so but i'lll only be online for school only!!

a bit more about me....
4:17PM on June 26, 2011

the reasons i dont perv rude 24/7 is cause of school, which i NEED to stay in. also family dont know anything bout rude and if they did they would beat a dead horse till its nothing but dust. so until  my life gets better, they wont know. i told one cousin of mine and he knows and is ok with it but that it.

nother reason why i do shows at nite is cause mom, yes i live at home, and they wont call me to do thins for them at nite. also why my shows are SO late is cause i have an aunt that has MS, google MS, and i have to drive her to my sis house from my grandma so she can shower there. so once i take her home i'll throw up a show as long as im home alone.

so that a bit more bout me. if you want to know more, always mail me

one of those DAMN DAYS!--april 2011
2:47PM on April 30, 2011

when you read this you will be shocked, and nothing is wrong with me its just how my life is everyday.

There are days i hate how my life is going. i have a license but no car. family wont let me drive theirs so i can improve myself on the road. but hell not a single one of them is a perfect driver! Days i hate that i dont have a SINGLE postive thing come my way that helps me stay on track and focus on my life. Hell no love in my life and i hate being a virgin. I know some of ya'll who choose to read this will say: IT WILL HAPPEN IT JUST TAKE TIME/BE HAPPY TO HAVE IT CAUSE ONCE ITS GONE ITS GONE/SEX ISNT EVERYTHING. well i know sex isnt everything but hell at my age of 27, its horrible to be one, even a male vigin. School is only the best thing in my life right now, but hell how world is going no telling if i can find an entry level job when im done. my shitty life has more downs than ups, and wish it was reveresed everyday. i now some or all of you are going to say: THERE IS SOMEONE WHO'S LIFE IS WORSE/ THERE IS SOMEONE WHO WISH THAT THEY COULD HAVE-LIVE YOUR LIFE. i might be postive like crazy with everyone, but to be postive with myself is trully hard to do. hell there are time i even think that being dead would be better than living my life. no stress no worries, no problems. i love my family, but there are time i think their better off with me. Now i know what your thinking: I BET HE'S TRIED TO KILL HIMSELF, hell no i have not! i dont need medication nor any counsling. i just keep asking god with my heart to give me an inkling of which way my life is heading. i keep my eyes and heart and ears open to him but no sign. hope he does give/send me a sign so i can have some happiness in my life.

LUKE 15:32, I'm the son who's life sucks and sees no good to come from it!!
12:45AM on May 05, 2010

 ARRG!!! MY LIFE SUCKS!! no job nor car makes my life horrible!!! I pray and ask GOD for help but the world is in so much pain, he can't hear even the smallest yelp of and ant yet alone for me. if GOD helped me with a big blessing i know i'll do my best to help others that i want to help, no matter if they know it or not. even though i look and want to find work, no luck cause im not willing to sell my soul for work. hell love is not good to me either, i try and try but i'll always find ways to fuck it up. hell i might as well face it, if i cant find love online what are my chances to finding it in real life and trully know what it is with out being fooled by it.as much as i put postive things in people lifes, my life is shitty!! as much as i try to keep how i feel buried deep inside my being, sooner or later it breaks free and comes out n i have to wait for it to go back in so i can be postive for every1. hell if i leave this world sooner or later, family will be ok without me, they'll mourn for that one day n then do what they want with out ever thinking i could ever help them when they know they feel like they rather do it them selves with out me. my life is horrible and i hate ever minute of it. IF NE1 CAN TELL ME WHAT GOOD THINGS THERE ARE IN MY LIFE, AND CONVINCE THE HELL OUT OF ME TO BOUT THEM, I'LL BELIEVE YOU BUT OTHER THAN THAT I WONT BELIVE YOU. i keep having this dream once n a while bout me gettin in to some car accident with some one and i tell the EMT's to save the other person n not me. but when i think im dead im in limbo. the place between life and death. and i see some1 either my dad or some angle assign to me to convice me to come back to the living. but i tell them u got 3 strikes to  convice me to come back to the living. and 2 of them i already know of is my family and some1 spefic in my family. so the 3rd strike which they're bout to struck out with is that some woman who im meant is there for me but im getting tired of not know who she is. ITS DO DAMN ANNOYING!! hell as much as i want love, physical n emotional, i might have to admit it, my heart wont be able to find it.

Jack's new dog house...
1:29PM on February 23, 2010

 Jack (grandma's black lab and the dog all over my page) got himself a NEW RED DOG HOUSE. His old one is to small for him since he's a full grown black lab. Custom built by high students who are taking construction class built it with their teacher supervising for 50 bucks/dollars. It has roofing like a house and insulation on the inside to. Have to put it on some bricks so the rain don't wash to much mud against it. it took bout 6-7 people to load and unload it on to and off a trailer.

What Is Your TABOO?!!!!
7:45PM on January 24, 2010

According to NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC's reality series TABOO, just about EVERYTHING we do is taboo. PERFECT example and according to the series this is 100% taboo:

Myself (a BBM/BHM/BTM depends on your POV) as well as all other BBM's, BHM's, BTM's and all BBW's of the world WE ARE A WALKING-TALKING-SINGING (i cant sing nor will i ever again!!) and in some lucky cases FUCKING-SCREWING taboo's that aren't like in half of the world but rest of world WE'RE LOVED!!

Now the reason why i did this i want to know is WHAT IS EVERYONE'S TABOO? DO YOU WEAR IT/LOVE IT/ENJOY IT with a smile or not?

We Must Destroy Censorship Now!!!
7:41PM on December 08, 2009

 FIRSTLY, This is my LAST essay for THIS ENGLISH CLASS. still have to take one more english class to get my core classes out of the way.

SECONDLY, Thank you BiRacialsis and Slut_Sara for proofreading my essay.

THIRDLY, I got another A paper.

FOURTHLY, I WANT OPINIONS/POINTS OF VIEWS ON THIS TOPIC!!!

FIFTHLY, if you haven't given you point of view/opinion on my other essay here's the link, but i must warn you its in the brawling pit:

http://rude.com/main/message_board/view_post/topic/66028/a-closed-minded-america-by-turbo3052002
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We Must Destroy Censorship Now!


America needs to, should, and must lift its ban on censoring all we see and hear on TV and radio. America is censoring just about 99% of whatever enters home and school. No matter where kids are they will still hear cursing (swearing), and see countless acts of violence and sex. Children watch TV and listen to radio that has cursing (swearing) and gratuitous acts of violence and sex in search for uncensored content in their everyday lives, no matter how hard they try to avoid it. Uncensored events happen all the time and as much as people try to cover them from young eyes, it is impossible to do so. Censoring children from things only makes them want to look at it more to see what your hiding from them.


According to History.com it states, âOfficial supervision and control of the information and ideas that are circulated among the people within a society. In modern times, censorship refers to the examination of books, periodicals, plays, films, television and radio programs, video and audio recordings, video games, Internet transmissions, news reports, and other communications media for the purpose of altering, restricting, or suppressing parts thought to be objectionable or offensive. The objectionable material may be considered immoral or obscene, heretical or blasphemous, seditious or treasonable, or injurious to the national security.â In todayâs times people cannot put anything on TV or radio unless they receive the censorâs approval. Even if it is one thing, no matter how small it is in the program, the censors would never let it be aired. Censorship makes it tough to enjoy everyday life. If censorship was not invented, we as human beings would still be doing dumb things just for the joy of it. For example of the dumb things we use to do and still do are: shoot each other with paint ball guns, ride shopping carts, hit each other with waffle ball bats, and skateboard off benches and chairs.


Firstly, children surf the internet all the time for uncensored content, so it is no use for parents to have blocks on websites no matter how hard they try to keep kids from finding this content. An American computer scientist named Vinton Cerf in 1973 invented the internet. The internet has become the most active place where children will/have spend most of the time looking for uncensored content. Parents try to put parental control blocks on websites so that little children would not look at bad items, such as sex, nudity, and violence. No matter how hard parents try, little children still find these items to look at. No matter if they know their childrenâs friends and classmates, children will still see and hear uncensored content where ever they go. They can go to a friendâs/classmates house after school, weekends, and school holidays and if that personâs home computer does not have any parental control blocks on it, they will have access to all the sex, violence, and etc⦠there is on the internet. The internet has always been and will always be the number one place that children will go to search for uncensored content.


Next, TV is the second biggest source for uncensored content that children look at. Philo T. Farnsworth, a Mormon from Beaver, Utah, invented TV in 1927. This man created something at 99% of the whole world has either in their home or somewhere nearby to watch every single day of their lives. TV shows have nudity and violence in them, but mostly they have is violence. Violence on TV has been going on since TV was invented, shown, and sent all over to the entire wide world. TV has been showing countless amounts of horrific, horrendous, and atrocious acts of violence on it since the 1960s to present day. TV violence has been evolving since the early 1930s Golden Age Era to the current Era of choice from the 1990s to present day today. However, as the future progresses on and times constantly moving forward, violence on TV will get much worse and more real. By the year 2020 violence on TV will get so horrific that someone will create a TV show like the one shown in the movie, âTHE CONDEMNED,â where people will bet on who will survive and who will die.


These famous four Chief Justices: Earl Warren, William O. Douglas, Thurgood Marshall, and Potter Stewart, all deceased Chief Justices of the United States Supreme Court, each had something to say about censorship in America during each of their tenure. What each of these Chief Justices said about censoring during their tenure has affected the laws during their time, but also all the laws during current times. Earl Warren said, âThe censorâs sword pierces deeply into the heart of free expression.â In this statement, he is saying that censoring everything we do, speak, read, and write about stabs deeply in the heart of our free expression no matter where or how it being expressed. Next William O. Douglas also has his opinion on censorship by saying, âThe First and Fourteenth Amendments say that Congress and the States shall make "no law" which abridges freedom of speech or of the press. In order to sanction a system of censorship I would have to say that "no law" does not mean what it says, that "no law" is qualified to mean "some" laws. I cannot take this step.â In one of countless William O. Douglas famous statements, he is saying that government no matter how big or small should not cut freedom of speech or the freedom of the press by telling them that they can only speak about this topic, but never speak a word about this topic. Thurgood Marshall also made a famous statement saying, âRegardless of the strength of the government's interest [in protecting children], the level of discourse reaching a mailbox simply cannot be limited to that which would be suitable for a sandbox.â He means no matter what the government does to protect children, these uncensored items will still find their way to the little children sandbox. Lastly, Potter Stewart once said, âCensorship reflects a society's lack of confidence in itself. It is the landmark of an authoritarian regime...ââ What Potter Stewart is simply saying that if censorship does nothing, but reflect our lack of confidence in ourselves and gives those who have authority complete power to control us.


On the other hand, radio and music has changed so much over the years. The radios most renowned inventor that comes to most of the worlds minds was Reginald Aubrey Fessenden in the 1900s. He made an entire new system, completely wireless, from all those in the exact field of science as him. Therefore, as the radio and music evolves over time, it would not be long before the government censored the free speech of music and free speech on radio waves. As far back as the 1950s, music constantly been censored in the airwaves. In the last seven years, people have found ways to get around censors. Satellite and internet radio stations are the number one ways to get around censors all over the world. Governments all over the world are always trying to stop people from speaking their minds about whatever they want to talk about in their own countries. In some countries, governments control and censor the local radio stations so people would not speak their minds. Nevertheless, with satellite and internet radio stations, peopleâs voices are heard through speech or music and they will never be censored, ever.


In the end, censorship is the wo

NEW VID n PIX IDEAS!!
5:08PM on August 20, 2008

OK LADIES!!! I NEED NEW PIC N VID IDEAS!! nothing is goin n my ass, NO FUCKING WAY!!! i only have limited room cause of the cord length. n i'll mention u on the vid n pic sets of ur ideas. ty for ur imput.

TRACY

COULDN'T KEEP BOTTLED UP NEMORE!!!
7:25PM on August 11, 2008

Since i joined rude i seen lots of things. Not only house or group shows, but getting to know people n vice versa. Finding out how people trully feel, vice versa and etc..

1st-- countless of friendships. i have seen so many b made n so many get destroied. from somthing deep to shallow things.

As for me i have no problem being frineds with ne1 on here, PERIOD!! but there r those that r great people n will bleed to u n u to them no matte what. cause u know even if u see them on live house/group shows/IM's. u know how they r feeling no matter wat they say. hell as much as i have told people. im so glad that there r those that will always listen n even give the smallest prayer n cheerful words no matter wat each other's day is goingn i say ty all those that do that n i'll keep doin those same positive things to u, bet on it n believe it. n then there r those that can only listen for so long that they tire of u they r willing to laugh behind ur back n even one has courage to tell u this n still laugh at u. those who r willing to keep to their lil group n listen to those or that one n charge of that group n laugh at those they find funny to laugh at n not with. no matter how old u get, IMMATURITY never ever goes away. no matter the age,race, location IT NEVER GOES AWAY!! i know that those i n those groups that laugh at me n others r gonna reply to this n my blog to, its gonna b a mircale for me to belive their words as much as they try to mean it. i would say this to those that LOVE laughing at me behind my back n not with me n keep ignorin me n chat/rudemail/IM's: ur day is comming trust me its comming. no im mature than that n i'll say bless u n c u round.

2nd--countless of love realitinships. i have seen only an atom size of these stay tru to each other.

As for me I tried n fucked it up. Cant find the right words expect i fucked it up. I'm sorry i did n i'm tryin to move on. but I also have spoken n chatted with people that they have gone/in shitty realtinships n r still trying to find that one for them. so many women (think guys r to ) r or n shitty realitinships, its just not right. even if ur not n/been n one i bet u can think of atleast one who is going through this. it hurts me that so many good people r goin r going through/living this type of realtiniship. some r married, while others have promised each other's heart n still hurt each other, while one of them dont care. its just sad n wrong that people r going through this.

3rd-- huge burdens. here's mine n wats urs?

As for me if u havent read ne of my blogs to know wat im feelin everyday even though im trying for tech shcool. my burden isnt somethin i chose to take, IT WAS FORCED AND THROWN ON ME MOST LIKELY BEFORE I WAS BORN!!! my burden comes from my mom's hatered of my father. even if my dad did something wrong, the smallest detail, they would critize him for it. now that im his only child n they constantly c him every time they c me, they c him. even if i was to pick up an item n they meant something else, they say O UR JUST LIKE UR DAD N CANT DO NE THING RIGHT. they would have never guessed it would have ne effect on me from the time i first heard it to now. still do it no matter how old i get. my dad nor neother realtive of mine was/is perfect. it gets on my nerves when they say that. befor/after his death it hurts. dont know y they do it. if they think it will help me become a better person. i seriously doubt tellin some1 shit like that since they were little will help them ne. i rember my dad's death clear as a bell. n when mom or her fam say something like that, i just dont want to b round them nor help them even in the smallest of detail.

ty rude for reading this it's somethin that came to me today that i couldnt keep bottled up. hell if it was for u rude, i wouldnt have told ne one ne thing bout my life n blogs or chat. so ty all again for reading this.

i also have this as a thread

Me(Pisces) n ur sign a match?....
3:38PM on July 13, 2008

So which sign do u think holds the girl of my dreams, heart, n soul? And what are the chances she'll be faithful? Cause i sure as hell know i will be.

Pisces and Taurus--Dreamy Pisces and romantic Taurus can be one of the most stable combinations of the Zodiac, if not the most exciting. But who needs excitement when you have affection, support, and someone to share your icecream sundaes with? Both signs love indulging in the pleasures of the senses, so you can expect plenty of lusciously indulgent evenings. This combination naturally attracts wealth. It often seems that the faith of Pisces helps the practical dreams of Taurus come true, while the Bull's artistic bent enhances your creative imagination.

Pisces is ruled by spiritual Jupiter and dreamy Neptune, which is said to be the higher octave of Venus, the ruler of Taurus. Often what begins as an animal attraction becomes refined over the years, and it isn't uncommon to see this combination last well into old age. However, neither Pisces nor Taurus is crazy about initiating change and will often allow unsatisfactory conditions wear down the good feelings between them. By being too passive and accepting of each other, they can stay stuck in unproductive jobs and lifestyles. It might be a good idea for you to draw up a list of goals and chart your progress, otherwise you might just turn into a couple of couch potatoes.

Pisces, the Fishes, is a Water Sign and Taurus, the Bull, is an Earth Sign, which usually produces a fruitful union. Taurus is a strong, authoritative figure who can provide security and stability. You can help earthbound Taurus to dream, while Taurus can help you turn those dreams into reality. When the two come together to create a home and family by being the best that they each can be, they are usually remarkably successful. However, if Taurus, a fixed sign, gets too rigid and unyielding, or Pisces, a mutable sign, gets too vague and undependable, the result can be an emotional quagmire.

This is one of the most compatible and comfortable combinations of the Zodiac and together you'll furnish a secure and luxurious setting for love. Both of you are highly passionate and sensual, although Pisces tends to be more emotionally volatile and there is some tendency to fall into a rut. Overall, though, it's an excellent match.



Pisces and Gemini--Pisces, the Fishes, and Gemini, the Twins, are both mutable signs with dual symbols, so keep in mind this relationship involves at least two fish and a pair of twins! Many astrologers are not fond of the potential for compatibility between these two signs, but the bond of a common quality can be enough to keep you interested for life. Both signs love communicating in creative ways, so expect plenty of double entendres and meaningful silences. You could happily spend evenings doing crossword puzzles in ink, or attending the latest community performance... variety is the spice life for both of you, after all.

Gemini is ruled by fickle Mercury, and if there is one thing a Gemini fears, it is boredom. Pisces is usually anything but boring and you may even have your Gemini partner longing for a bit of emotional predictability. Gemini prefers to live in a world of ideas, while Pisces inhabits a world of emotions, making it necessary for the two of you to respect each other's boundaries. You can understand and appreciate Gemini's frequent new ideas on a deeply intuitive level.

This combination works best when both of you have matured, otherwise you are likely to call it quits before you have truly started. Gemini is rarely ready to commit early in life, while Pisces generally settles down early and often. These two often marry and divorce more than once. This combination can work best after at least one of you has had a 'starter' marriage, or two.

Pisces,a Water Sign and Gemini, an Air Sign, tend to come together in a refreshing, healing mist. The sex can be sublime, as the Twins' light touch can give life to the rich fantasies of the Fish. However, if Gemini doesn't give the sensitive Fish enough time and energy, he or she may move on in search of someone more attentive. If Pisces demands too much emotional energy, the Twins are likely to give up in exasperation. If Gemini can remember that you need regular assurances of love and you can accept Gemini's need to flirt with everyone everywhere, you can enjoy much in common.

You'll naturally have a lot of trouble accepting Gemini's fickleness and thoughtlessness and often Gemini is unable to put up with that Piscean trademark emotionalism and dreaminess. Insecure Pisces can often be possessive and clinging, while Gemini wants to have fun and move on. Both usually seek more dominant partners. This may not be the easiest combination of the Zodiac, but other planetary factors can make this one of the most imaginative and creative couples in the Cosmos. At the very least, the relationship will be unforgettable.

Pisces and Cancer---Pisces, the Fishes, and Cancer, the Crab, are both Water signs, making you both very much at home in the world of feelings and emotions. This union is very compatible, as you intuitively understand and appreciate each other's needs. It is one of those relationships that just feels right from the start and moves forward naturally. If you can control your tendencies toward emotional excess and focus on encouraging and supporting each other, you can go very far in life as a loving team.

Cancer is ruled by the changeable Moon, which often leads to a cycle of moodiness and sensitivity. However, Neptune-ruled Pisces understands and adapts to these fluctuations, working with Cancer to create a more stable emotional atmosphere. Cancer is home-oriented and security-loving and will work hard to build a stable family homelife. As a Cardinal Sign, Cancer shines in leadership positions and often does well in business and finance. Artistic, dreamy Pisces appreciates Cancer's efforts and usually responds with loyalty and support. Jupiter, your life-ruler, can add good fortune to the mix, so you will often find that the two of you will soon be living quite comfortably.

Because Pisces and Cancer are Water Signs, you can be in danger of having too much of a good thing. Without the balancing influence of other elements in your individual charts, you can get lost in an ocean of emotion, drowning in a sea of drama you create for yourselves. The problem occurs when you unknowingly become addicted to intense feelings and equate extremes of emotion with being loved or loving. When you can be satisfied with the daily humdrum of living a simple life together, you will move past the need to create tears and reconciliation as proof of your love for each other.

Cancer can be sexually demanding, but you will respond to this powerful passion, for Cancer is equally sensual. You'll find passion, sensitivity, and tenderness in each other. Cancer likes to make most of the decisions, but you don't mind; Cancer's concern for security and excellent money-sense provides much practical stability. Cancer is loyal and once committed. will be exclusively devoted. In turn, you'll idolize that gorgeous Cancerian lover.

This can be one of the easiest, most natural combinations of the Zodiac, but it can become too emotional and irrational. Still, given the sensual communication and compatible outlook, this is very much a perfect match.

Pisces and Scorpio--Pisces and Scorpio is a legendary combination, one that is never forgotten by either party. Fiercely loyal and passionate, the two of you find it very easy to be together. In fact, you might find it hard to resist each other... Pisces Elizabeth Taylor and Scorpio Richard Burton are a classic example of a Fish and a Scorpion who kept coming right back to each other, even if they couldn't make it work for personal reasons.

Scorpio, a Fixed Sign, is ruled by passionate Mars and powerful Pluto, while Pisces, a Mutable Sign, is ruled by fortunate Jupiter and imaginative Neptune. Scorpio may fall for the illusion that he or she is stronger than the seemingly delicate Fish. However, you know that this couldn't be farther from the truth, because it is precisely your ability to be flexible that gives you a strength beyond all the other signs. Go ahead and let Scorpio think he or she is 'the strong one', while you find your place behind the scenes. Scorpio does provide a protective barrier between you and the world, while you can soothe Scorpio's surprisingly tender feelings.

Because both of you are Water Signs, you come together very naturally. You understand each other's moods almost wordlessly, as a sort of spiritual telepathy exists between you. However, you can have too much of a good thing! If you do not work to build a concrete, practical foundation for your partnership, it will be all too easy to get lost to the lure of drama and escapism. The Pluto and Neptune ruled are more susceptible to drug and alcohol addiction than most, and when the two of you are together it may be even harder to resist mind and mood altering substances. You can also become addicted to sex, television, or any other number of things.

If you find that you are running from your relationship problems instead of dealing with them squarely, you may soon find that the love of your life has turned sour indeed. Remember that Scorpio is reluctant to reveal all, even to you. Part of that scorpion soul must remain apart - and very private.

This said, Scorpio's strength is a perfect backup for any Fishy insecurities you may harbour. In turn, your imagination sparks Scorpio's creativity. You give your divine Scorpio lover your full devotion and admiration, while your shared fascination with lovemaking generates a luminous, romantic aura.

Your flair for the bizarre adds spice to Scorpio's desires, and the intense emotional needs of both signs neatly complement each other. Your intuitive awareness and Scorpio's depth of feeling unite in a special closeness. This kind of mating lasts. Intimate, almost psychic communication, mutual stimulation and amazing sex make this a perfect match.


Pisces and Capricorn--Pisces and Capricorn are a surprisingly excellent match... surprising because one might wonder what the fantasy-loving Fish has in common with the ultra-practical Goat. To understand this puzzle, you need to take a closer look at Capricorn's symbol... it's not just a Goat, it's a Sea-Goat. Since most of you are really Mermaids and Mermen at heart, it won't take much for you to convince the stoical Capricorn to join you in the soothing waters of love.

Pisces is a Mutable Sign and Capricorn is a Cardinal Sign, so you're generally willing to follow Capricorn's capable lead. Not that you can't find your own way, but rather you are more comfortable with someone else taking care of the bothersome details of getting ahead in life. In return, you can create a peaceful haven for Capricorn to escape to, something the Sea-Goat will appreciate deeply. Capricorn often suffers from a bad case of the worries, but you bring a breath of romance and idealism - and your praise and affection delights and eases the daily pressure. Capricorn does not easily verbalize deep feelings that are there, but you intuitively recognize your Goaty lover's loyalty and passion. Randy Cap is open to sexual experiment, but as a rule, prefers not to take the initiative at first, at least until your Goat is sure of its ground.

Capricorn is fundamentally loyal, needing a supportive partner to whom he or she will remain faithful, once committed. However, should you prove unfaithful, the green-eyed demon of jealousy will emerge with a vengeance. Some Capricorns are sexually repressed and can appear frigid or disinterested. This can be overcome by spending some time and delicate experimentation finding out what turns your lover on.

A Water Sign blending with an Earth sign, Pisces and Capricorn often to do very well when in comes to securing a comfortable material future. Water needs Earth to provide structure while Earth needs Water to be fruitful and multiply. Raising a family, even just a family of assorted friends and pets, comes very naturally to the two of you. Amassing a fortune is not out of the question, but both Pisces and Capricorn come into this world with some karmic baggage to work out, so don't expect anything to come easy! Instead, maintain a sense of integrity and you will find that together you are able to improve your lot in life.

This combination works well . If you love a Capricorn and want to spend the rest of your life together, have a compatibility study that will help you understand your combined strengths and weaknesses.This can be a perfect match.

Pisces and Pisces--Pisces, the Sign of the Fishes, is a Water Sign. Two Fish together can create a private heaven or hell on earth, depending on whether you choose to swim upstream or downstream. While you are irresistibly drawn to each other, you are both prone to become lost in dreams and fantasies. If you can commit to practical and realistic goals together, you have an excellent chance of success.

Because you are both Mutable Signs, communication will be almost effortless. In fact, most Pisces couples report a telepathic bond between them. All it usually takes is a look into the other's liquid eyes to know what is in his or her heart and mind. If all life's problems could be resolved in the bedroom you'd be happy!

The only danger of this is taking your connection for granted... While it may seem that your partner can read your thoughts, you still need to make things clear through the written or spoken word. It is not a good idea to try to deceive your Pisces lover. That other Fish will surely know the truth on some level, and will be hurt that you did not feel you could be honest. Ultimately, the two of you are among the most compassionate and understanding people in the Zodiac, and this gentleness of spirit must be extended to each other as well.

The double Water Sign connection gives you an instant empathy for each other, but this can be lost if you allow drugs, alcohol, and other forms of escapism to lead you astray. You could be the couple who works together to make the world a better place, or you could be the couple who spends every night together at the local pub, drowning in your sorrows. Rising to the challenges of life is a decision you both must make, for one cannot save the other from sinking to the bottom if that is his choice.

Generally the mutable signs (Sagittarius, Virgo, Pisces and Gemini) are rather better matched as friends, lovers or colleagues than as spouses. These signs need to lean on their partners for security, while supplying at their own end the social lubricant and joie de vivre that can make stronger, more stable partners happy, bringing them out of themselves. Without a reliable anchor for your relationship, you can get lost in a sea of overwhelming emotions.

Nevertheless, the power of Jupiter and Neptune can bring a deeply intuitive, even spiritual flavour to the mixture, so long as at least one of you is of a settled nature. Overall, this is a wonderful combination when both partners are balanced!

PISCES--the FISH..
3:09PM on July 13, 2008

The Sun brightened sensitive Pisces, a feminine sign on your birthday. In astrology, the Sun stands for your inner nature, the true mark of your character. The twelfth sign of the Zodiac, Pisces is ruled by fortunate Jupiter and new age Neptune. A mutable (changeable and communicative) sign, dreamy Pisces is the exaltation of Venus, the goddess of love and artistic sensibility. It is a water sign, so Piscean people are creative, sensitive and deeper than they appear on the surface, although they can be emotionally vulnerable, clinging and rather melancholic.

The light of the Sun, ruler of our inner nature, is somewhat dimmed in Pisces, the home of Jupiter (lord of the gods) and his elusive brother Neptune (the king of the sea). Jupiter gives you a thirst for knowledge and understanding, with a natural lucky streak.

Neptune brings out your sensitive and spiritual qualities, but it can also lay you open to deception and intrigue (that is if it's not you who is doing the deceiving!). You have probably noticed that Neptune can stimulate a thirst of a quite different variety — a thirst for liquor, drugs and addictive substances in general (including the addictions of love... ). Both of these great planets influence your personality.
Sensitive and Humane

Sensitive Pisces reacts emotionally to everything. You just give in to your feelings, a trait which can lay you open to control by the unscrupulous. But then, you yourself are fairminded and not at all afraid to bend unbreakable rules, should the situation demand a more humane approach. You would make an excellent judge, a sensitive administrator, or a quite inspirational teacher.

Compassionate Pisces is idealistic, although you have a tendency towards sacrificing yourself on the altar of love, or some other noble cause. Hmmm. You really must watch that tendency to play the martyr.

Despite your sensitive personality and delicate physical constitutions, you really are a survivor. You outlast those who may be much stronger, by adapting more easily to the demands of changing circumstances. Your intuitions are reliable and should be trusted; you may even have natural psychic powers, which can be developed, given the right circumstances. However, because you are adaptable and so readily identify with the feelings of others, you risk exploitation and loss of your own needs, ideas, and talent. Of course, intuitive Pisces understands the moods and behaviour of others so well that you can be quite a manipulator behind the scenes. Pisces is a dual sign, which has both an up and a down-side.

The two fishes in your astrological sigil swim in either direction. Here is your choice: focus, be strong and overcome the weaknesses in your sensitive nature, or dissolve in vague longings and become the victim of your own vulnerability. For the sake of your emotional equilibrium, develop a private place of your own, or at least take a private time for daily retreat and relaxation. Your most creatively stimulating and soothing environment is close to water, especially near the ocean.
Artists and Dreamers

Shy Pisceans would much rather impersonate someone else than be themselves. No wonder so many of you are actors, artists, writers, and dreamers. Elusive Neptune makes it hard to predict how you will develop. Some of you are neat and well organized, while others become slovenly and careless — largely a reflection of your emotional reactions to the environment. Your intense imagination can lead you to stretch the truth under many circumstances, the other side of the coin to your creative ability write fantastic novels, poetry and produce other artistic endeavours.
Wisteria, by Linda Lord, flower for Pisces

Confronting your own vulnerability, you can be a daredevil and risk-taker. The thrills of car racing, piloting a plane, exploring the wilderness, or hunting game can be seductive. A compulsive eater, you face a lifelong battle of the bulge. Sports and physical fitness routines are a good way to keep in shape and reduce emotional stress. Horseback riding, dancing, skating, swimming or sailing are favoured activities.
Psychosomatic Illness

Pisces rules the feet and lymphatic system. Swelling, allergic reaction to drugs, injuries to the feet and related problems are common complaints, but your emotional nature can also make you vulnerable to psychosomatic illness.

Your colours are pale green, purple, rose, and grey-blue. Pisces rules metallic pewter, while your birthstones are aquamarine, chrysolite and moonstone. Aquamarine seems to disappear when placed under water, like your shy Piscean self, which often wishes it could disappear so easily. Flowers for Pisces are the orchid, lilac, wisteria, lotus, white poppy, and pansy.

About me MODDING!!
7:57PM on June 27, 2008

Ok ya'll here's the thing bout me modding for ne one.

I live in GEORGIA, THE BIBLE STATE OF THE SOUTH. and in this state so many people are so damn closed minded it dont make ne since. both my parents familes r baptist.  yet they curse n some drink n smoke but somethin like this they will frawn opon. COME ON!! wat the hell ya'll.  that's y if i was to or is currently being a mod for you its cause of them. c if they was to come home unexpenctly, i have to log off ne a heart beat n clear rude, even though i love it more than ne site or video game i have ever played, from the history so not get yelled, bitched, chewed out, etcc.. how ever u want to call it by them. so that is y i leave unexpenctly at times. the one person i told n thinks this site is dumb is mom but hell if i had my own place, will work hard to get one once jobs r back n usa, i'll b straight. but until then if u still want me to b ur mod or stay ur mod that a huge mature thing ur doing n i give u big round of appluse for that. if not im cool with it n its completely fine.

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7:33PM on June 26, 2008

Y do i dream of some1 who doesnt even exist?

Y do i dream of a job that doesnt exist?

Y do i dream that my life will get better, even though as much i try to find atleast one thing to make is better i can never find it?

Y do we dream even though no matter wat we do n our lives, every1 has their own lil hell to live through?

Y do dreams exist? Do they show us something that will never happen?

Dr. King had a dream, but he never saw it come true. Will I ever see ne of my dreams come true?

Y does part of me belive that when a door closes another one opens, even though i dont know how long it will take for the next one to open.

Y is my life such a hell?!!!

Y cant i escape this hell?!!

Y do i c that there is no good for me n the near nor distant future?

Y cant these dreams ever come true no matter what i do?

Y cant i leave it n GOD's hands and let him do what has to b done? He has so much pain and suffering going on in the world i doubt he will help me even n the slightest bit n ne form or shape. as open as my ears n eyes r i cant c him nor hear his voice of words of wisdom

Y cant i change on thing n my past to help my future?

Y cant i figure out wat it is im suppose to do with my life?

Y cant i get ne sign or word or clue as to wat im suppose to do with my life?
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WILL GOD EVER ANSWER ME?!!!
2:37PM on April 27, 2008

Will he answer me before i meet him face to face?!! Will he ever answer me before i leave this world to let me know wat am i to do with my life.  I hope it wont b to late for him to answer me, since he busy as hell these past few years more than he's ever been in my life.  I hope he will take 10-15 mins out of his busy schedule to tell me what am i suppose to do with my life.  My heart, mind, body, n soul r screaming together for him to answer me. tryin to schedule an appominet with him before its to late for me. The big question i leave u with:

WILL HE ANSWER ME BEFORE ITS TO LATE?!!!

FRUSTRATION!!!FRUSTRATION!!!FRUSTRATION!!!
8:09PM on April 26, 2008

FRUSTRATION!!!FRUSTRATION!!!FRUSTRATION!!!FRUSTRATION!!!FRUSTRATION!!!

i may seem ok on the outside, but on the inside im under intense as hell FRUSTRATION!!! cause i cant find ne work nor find ne way to pay for school. So wat am i to do with my life?  PLZ SOME1, NE 1, LORD N ALMIGHTY, PLZ TELL ME WAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO WITH MY LIFE!!!!!!! im so FRUSTRATED,FRUSTRATED,FRUSTRATED,FRUSTRATED,FRUSTRATED,
FRUSTRATED,FRUSTRATED,FRUSTRATED,FRUSTRATED,FRUSTRATED,
FRUSTRATED,FRUSTRATED,FRUSTRATED,FRUSTRATED,FRUSTRATED,
FRUSTRATED,FRUSTRATED,FRUSTRATED,FRUSTRATED,FRUSTRATED

with my life n it hurts like hell inside of me!!!!!!!