2:07PM on December 24, 2008
Well I said I would keep you guys all informed with my wife and me. Fist off I would like to thatk you all for your loving thoughts that you all sent when you first found out we were having a baby. So now it hurts me deeply to say that we have lost this one also at only like 7 to 8 weeks old this time.I was ready for what ever happened when we found out but anyone who loses a baby will and does understand that it is a very hard thing to go through. I would like to thank you all for being here to listen to me bitch as I have great friends that are always here to give lots of love. I would like to thank Mcp and Chesty as they have extened there hands and shoulders for me to lean on for support in this upsetting time we are going through. But I do know that you all are there for support of us right now and I will not forget all the love you guys have for me. We are talking about what to do from here if we want to try again or just give up and save us all the trouble of going through this again we are not sure yet but that is a while down the road till we have to look at it again. I would love to try again but not so sure I could put her through this again it just hurts so bad and I don't think I could go through it again eather but I am willing to try it and pray and hope that it happens this time. Have to say that this time atleast we have help with the Dr. telling us he is willing to help us out next time to make sure we can have a baby. I love each of you and once again thank you for letting me get this out of me and being there for me in my time of need right now.
Sending out Loving hugs and kisses to all our friends.
Thanks for all your prayers and thoughts maybe next time the news will be better.