My Birthday
10:59AM on June 15, 2012

Well today is my 35th birthday. I am not sure what I am doing today as I have to get a new lamp for my tv, gas in the truck, and my check from my work. I am thinking that I might go and hang out at the amusement park today for a little but not really sold on that idea yet. I hope to spend time with my wife if not today then this weekend will do as we are trying to work things out and stay together. I know this is not much to blog about but I just don't type that much with school and work I am beat up badly but the good thing is I am almost done with school and that is one thing down that can help me I hope to get s good job to pay the bills.

My Day Gone Bad
6:55PM on February 16, 2012

Today is a day that will hurt forever. First I had a dentist app. and found out that I have to have my wisdom teeth cut out. So after that I came home and had my friend go to cut the hair out of the dogs eyes so that she could see because I was going to have to take her to the vet to have her put down because she was having problems with her legs and breathing. While I made the app. for Monday to have it all done my friend came out and said we had a problem I thought she cut her because it is hard to cut the hair around her eyes. But my friend did not answer me so I made a joke saying did she die on you. I walked into the bathroom and Zoe was laying on the floor no heartbeat or breathing. I just relized I lost a family member mind you we only had her for one year but she grew on us. I am so hurt by this not having our dog anymore and also losing a wife in the last month in a half it just piles up on me and I don't think I will ever be able to get out of it. Please send your wishes to me and family for our loss we really need it right now.

Where Have I been
12:15PM on March 05, 2011

Well as most of you know I have been away for a while. I took some time off to get cought up on my school work  and to spend time with my wife. The next few months are the hardest on me as it will be my dads birthday and the time of his passing. I know it has been a long time but he is never replaced. Another thing that has been keeping me busy also is working on my new racecar and getting it ready to run this year. I know my friends understand what I am going through and that I will be back on days that I can make it. Also with my work trying to make me work nights every other week the shows and my friends are hard to get to. I only have a year and a half to go with school then I will have a better job that I will like. Also with finding out that for some reason I can not have a gun really depressed me but I got over that and right now I am fighting it to find out why and what I can do to have it fixed. I do miss all of my friends on here and someday I do hope to meet some of you guys if it is you come to visit here or I take a trip and see you guys I hope this is a thing that will happen soon. Well that is what has been up with me as of late and I hope to make it back soon if not this weekend. Plaese feel free to leave me a comment to let me know I do still have friends on here and I am not forgotten about.

UPDATE
1:04PM on October 03, 2010

My new news in my life is that sadly me grandfather has passed away. I know he is in a better place right now but it is sad as he was a fighter and not a quiter. I am here to give my help to my family in their time of need right now so I am saddened to say I might be missing some shows in the up coming weeks as right now my family needs me more now. I am doing fine with this but it does hurt somewhat and I know it is hurting the family lots as he ment lots to us all. With all the changes in my life with school and work and now this not sure how much I will be able to take anymore. I hope I am man enough to have the sholders for everyone to lean on as I am the one that will be asked the most out of as besides my aunt I was the one that was closest to him as a grandkid. So with that said may he RIP as he moves on to the next chapter in his life and I will make this promise I will fight just like him and not let anyone get me down or drag me down from my main goals.

NEW THINGS IN MY LIFE
7:15AM on October 01, 2010

First off my grandfather is not doing good right now. He had a heart attack a few weeks ago and is now in a state that he can not go back home. So we have to put him in a home for now ( thats if he makes it that far) fingers crossed he does. I hope to get the race car he has in the garage so we can race it next year. And with all that going on I also went back to school to get a degree to help with work and all so I can make a better life for myself and the others around me. My course of study is Criminal Justice and I am having fun in school right now. Trust me it is not all fun and games but my classes are fun as long as you do the work. I hope to last it out and get my degree in the course and get a better job. I am laid off right now and that is what made my mind up to do this so that I am able to get a better job and not have to worry about looking for work as it is tight with money you know with bills and all it is like you can not make any head way like this. Well I guess thats all I have right now I hope you enjoy it and hope to be able to write more soon so till then.

NEW THINGS WITH ME
1:06PM on July 29, 2010

Well now I am on to a new chapter in my life as I am going back to school to study criminal justice just thought it was time to change my life and this is the way to go I think. With the economy the way it is this field seems to be the one that is the most stable as we always need people in this field. What made me go this way was I am tired of being laid off and having to wonder if we can make it with the little money I am making now. Other then that I am counting down the days till my good friend Chesty comes over for good I can not wait till I get to meet her in person finally. I hope to be able to work while I am in school for now. Also my sister is moving to Ohio next month so I will have to go visit her there and maybe I will be able to visit other friends that live there also and meet them for the first time face to face. Well thats about all thats going on on this end and I can not wait to read your comments on this.

Very pissed Right Now
10:57AM on June 13, 2010

Man I am alittle pissed off now. I have a friend who is going through a devirce cause she tossed her husband out cause she found out he was gay now thats not what I am pissed at. Here is why I am pissed it happened yesterday it was he sent her a text message saying that he sees I am a good friend of hers and that did she know I was gay and that I tried to get with him. First off I have nothing against gay people some of my friends are gay but I am not. And to try to get with someone like him is no way no how ever going to or did happen. I am so pissed that it has me all messed up not knowing where to turn and if I am going to take it out on the wrong person. I mean I have not talked to the wife at all today just cause I am so pissed I don't want to say anything and end up fighting. So here is where I can vent and not worry about snapping on anyone about this thing. I know my friends on here have there opions on things and I like that cause I know even though I have not met any of you I know you are all here for someone to lean on as I am here to have you lean on if you need it also. I know my best friend Chesty (who by the way got her yes so if you can please lets help her out with the tickets and get her here to MCP) is one that I can talk with about anything is always a great person to put that smile back for me. Well I think I have calmed down a little I just had to get that off my chest thank you all that read this and comment you are really great friends.

Update on everything
5:41PM on August 30, 2009

Well as most already know I was hit from behind like last month. Well she paid for everything with her ins. She took fool resposability for it. We go $2100.21 to get the truck fixed and we also go $1075 for pain and suffering. I was back to work only to get laid-off again this time for only a month. Then hopefully I will be back for a long time. Truck is fixed by the way as I have people that do that for a living. My summer bowling has ended and we won the title it is my first. Now my winter league is ready to start soon. Hope for the same outcome with that. Also I am talking with someone about getting a racecar ready for next year I hope it goes through. With all this happening you can see why I have been MIA on here for a while but hope to make a full return soon. I am still trying to get my red cape and hope that it happens for me.
 Hugs to the guys and kisses to the sexy women.
Thanks for reading about my life so far hope to write more later.

What a wonderful week
6:38AM on July 30, 2009

First off I want to say that I finally got called back to work so this is my last week off for now. Week started out ok spent all day Monday with my wife. Tuesday was a differant story it started out ok wife worked half a day then we went to the bowling alley to see about a new ball for me. We left the alley and was trying to figure out where to eat we were at a red light when it happened. A woman hit our truck from behind. She asked if everyone was ok and we were kind of a little pain that day thats all. She told us and the cops I am lost I am from North Carolinatrying to get to New Jersey when I took my eyes off the road to get my cell phone. She hit us at what I would say almost top speed cause she moved my big truck. Big truck vs little car truck always wins witch means her car was totaled. The bad thing was I watched her remove an open case of beer from her car but the cops said she was in his face and she did not seem drunk to them. Now I will say that I can have just one or two talk to you in the face and I don't nor will I smell drunk. So spent all day Wednesday on the phone with both Ins. companys to try to get my truck fixed. Right now the cops said it was her fault but her Ins. company said till they get the report or she files a claim it was libelty pending. So that means they are saying that till they hear from her or get the report they are not fixing my truck but they will give me an est. on the dameage so if they have to pay they know what they are looking at. If I use my ins. I will have to pay my ded. witch is like $500 to have my truck fixed then they will go after her ins. for the money. So yes tomorrow I have to take my truck to her ins. for an est. on the dameages. I was smart though and went and got pics of her car and took some of my truck. So if this was a chess match it would be check mate. Just wish I had gotten a pic of her removing the open case of beer but I will not push that issue cause it is her word agenst ours and since the cops did nothing I can not prove she even had it.Wife went to the Dr yesterday had x-rays done on her shoulder and back now we just wait and see if anything is wrong could need rotatar cuff surgery. Me I have some pain in my shoulder did not have it looked at but thinking I will as the pain is still there. I just say that it is from my seat belt as it locked in place and held me back against the seat. So what did we learn from this.... DON'T TRY TO GET YOUR CELL WHILE YOU DRIVE AND IF LOST PULL OVER AND THEN MAKE YOUR CALL!!!!!! Thanks for listening to my wonderful week and lets hope it only gets better from here.
Till next time
Hugs for the guys and kisses for the woman

My feelings on Michael Jackson
12:23PM on June 26, 2009

I want to say I read the post on the board about him and instead of saying things there I desided to do it here. First off he might not have been the best person around but who is. He did wrong and everyone picked on him about it and made him live in shame everyday that ought to be enough of a prison for someone but cause he was a big name we all kept going and now he is gone and we still cannot forgive or even just let a man RIP as it as only been one day. Come on if it was someone else we would just say thats to bad and show some type of respect to them so why can't we do it for him. I will say he was a great singer he made lots of great songs. I even put some up on my page to show some respect to his memory of great songs please try to listen to some of them. I will also say that I listened to him for his music and not his repution he had. He was a great singer and that is what he should be remembered for and nothing else right now. After he is gone for a while do you all think it will end there no it will not lets just say that when someone does someting they regret we hold it over them even in death and thats not fair. Like my old friend said befor he pasted bury me upside down so I can tell the world to kiss my ass maybe then they will leave me alone. I hope we don't have to kiss his ass just to show respect. JMO on this subject.
RIP Michael Jackson I will miss your music
Michael Jackson, one of the most widely beloved entertainers and profoundly influential artists of all-time, leaves an indelible imprint on popular music and culture.

Commenting on his passing, Sir Howard Stringer, Chairman, CEO and President, Sony Corporation, said: “Michael Jackson was a brilliant troubadour for his generation, a genius whose music reflected the passion and creativity of an era. His artistry and magnetism changed the music landscape forever. We have been profoundly affected by his originality, creativity and amazing body of work. The entire Sony family extends our deepest condolences to his family and to the millions of fans around the world who loved him.”

Rolf Schmidt-Holtz, CEO, Sony Music Entertainment, said: “Michael Jackson's unsurpassed artistry and beloved music brought joy to every corner of the world. We join today with his millions of fans in expressing our profound sadness and we offer our deepest condolences to his family and loved ones. It was a true privilege for all of us in the Sony Music family to work with one of the most talented superstars in the history of music. We will miss him greatly.”

Martin Bandier, Chairman & CEO of Sony/ATV Music Publishing, said: “Michael was the kind of amazing talent that comes along once in a lifetime. He was an incredible recording artist, an insightful businessman, an unmatched performer, and a true icon. To all of us at Sony/ATV Music Publishing, he was also a trusted and passionate partner, who was very proud of our accomplishments. He will be dearly missed. We wish his children and entire family our deepest condolences.”

Five of Jackson’s solo albums – “Off the Wall,” “Thriller,” “Bad,” “Dangerous” and “HIStory,” all with Epic Records, a Sony Music label – are among the top-sellers of all time. During his extraordinary career, he sold an estimated 750 million records worldwide, released 13 No.1 singles and became one of a handful of artists to be inducted twice into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame. The Guinness Book of World Records recognized Jackson as the Most Successful Entertainer of All Time and “Thriller” as the Biggest Selling Album of All Time. Jackson won 13 Grammy Awards and received the American Music Award’s Artist of the Century Award.

Michael Jackson started in the music business at the age of 11 with his brothers as a member of the Jackson 5. In the early 1980s, he defined the art form of music video with such ground-breaking videos as “Billie Jean,” “Beat It” and the epic “Thriller.” Jackson’s sound, style and dance moves inspired subsequent generations of pop, soul, R&B and hip-hop artists

Things on my mind
7:43PM on June 20, 2009

I have been thinking of some things lately and want to get them off my mind . First off I want to say that I think the slow process of some things in our country are outradious. The things that you have to go through with other countries to get here then to have our goverment say we have to go over more things and make you wait longer is not right. I think that if you can prove within so many days that you married,got a job, and a house then that should be good enough to let you get to this land. To make you wait is heart breaking on many but that is just the way this country is right now. Now that that is off my mind and I hope the person that was for gets it on to things that are bothering me now as some already know I am unemployed right now and that sucks. But I will be back to work soo I hope. And with my lovely wife working so much to make ends meat I have not seen her at home other then to say good night or see you after you get off work. Needless to say I have promised her not to ask her for sex till we have more time instead of no time. Now back to my first part again I want to say I can not wait for the day when the lovely chesty does end up comming over here to be with her love (like I said to you before I would come get you if I could) I would arrive on a boat of chickens for you.lol Well enough bitching for now till next time you all hang in there and keep the perving going strong.
Hugs to the men and kisses to the sexy women and a very special hug and kiss to the lovely Chesty keep your head held high you will be here sooner then you think my very dear friend

My special day
9:09AM on April 25, 2009

Today is a special day for me. It is mine and my wifes (sexygoofygirl on Rude) 6th wedding Ann. It is hard to believe that 6 years ago I would meet the woman that would make me complete. First time I met her she was my boss (gives whole new meaning to sleeping with the boss lol) at a candy store I had for a part time job. Bad thing is she had to fire me for dumb reasons and I hated her for a while but got over it after I found out that she got screwed also. She then got another job and that is when we started going out. It took a little time to muster up the courage to kiss her for the first time but it was great. We went on our first date to Red Robin and after that it was a match made for me. We dated for a few months and made out like horney people would. It took awhile but the first time was outstanding. Then on Christmas Eve of 02 I asked her to marry me. I waas told I had to tell her dad and that was a hard thing to do with everyone around. We then moved in together and then tied the knot on April 25th 2003. We have had our ups and downs but who dosen't. I am so happy with her and would not change it for the world. She is my match made in heaven. And yes we both say we can look but not touch and that is fine with me. Feel free to stop by her page and give her some love also. Thank you all my friends.

More on whats happening
7:32PM on April 08, 2009

First off let me say that with work and all my other problems my life sucks right now. Lets see I worked my ass off at work then get told that I could eather take the lay-off or go and work in the labor pool. I wanted to take the lay-off but then I was told by work I was not allowed to take the lay-off cause they would get in trouble and fined for it so I had to go and be in the labor pool for less money and that hurts. Now the bank wants to try to foreclose on my house and I am doing anything and everything to stop it. So here I am working for less money but working alot harder then what I did at my normal rate. No overtime is allowed right now so I am only gitting 40 hours a week. And on top of all that I had sharp pains in my shoulder so I went to the Dr. to see if they could help me and they put me on meds for musle relaxer and a med for tendonicios witch they said it could be also. I feel better now.Then I let people know I will be at there shows on the weekends only to have that postponed as I had my daughter and she will just walk in without knocking and I will not be the one to let her see what I do in my free time. But I have to say when ever I need to vent I know that all my Rude friends are here to listen and help out in any way they can. I would like to thank my very close friends RudeMcp, Chesty, Lusty, and all those others that have the shows that I can make it to as what you do always cheers me up no matter what kind of show it is I just love to be there to chat and be with all my friends. Well I guess thats all for now thanks for letting me vent and get this off my chest it feels like a huge weight was lifted off of me now.
Hugs to the guys and kisses to the women.

Things in my life so far
6:27PM on March 09, 2009

First off let me say I know I have not blogged for a while. But I have had a lot happen in the last week or so to me so I thought it would be good to vent it out. First I found out that we might be gitting layed off soon if we cannot get any work. Then my mother in-law had surgery on her spine up by her neck. The same day that my wife went in to the hospotal for pain in her stoumic only to find out that it was a hemeraging sysist. She is ok now as she did not need surgery. Also it is hard on me as I am comming up on my dads birthday then in less then 2 months I will be out putting flowers on his grave as he passed on at an age of 28 years 1 month 26 days lets just say I was young one when it happened. Well it feels good to vent somewhat but you never know I may have to vent again soon.

Its a new year
12:43PM on January 01, 2009

Upsetting news
2:07PM on December 24, 2008

Well I said I would keep you guys all informed with my wife and me. Fist off I would like to thatk you all for your loving thoughts that you all sent when you first found out we were having a baby. So now it hurts me deeply to say that we have lost this one also at only like 7 to 8 weeks old this time.I was ready for what ever happened when we found out but anyone who loses a baby will and does understand that it is a very hard thing to go through. I would like to thank you all for being here to listen to me bitch as I have great friends that are always here to give lots of love. I would like to thank Mcp and Chesty as they have extened there hands and shoulders for me to lean on for support in this upsetting time we are going through. But I do know that you all are there for support of us right now and I will not forget all the love you guys have for me. We are talking about what to do from here if we want to try again or just give up and save us all the trouble of going through this again we are not sure yet but that is a while down the road till we have to look at it again. I would love to try again but not so sure I could put her through this again it just hurts so bad and I don't think I could go through it again eather but I am willing to try it and pray and hope that it happens this time. Have to say that this time atleast we have help with the Dr. telling us he is willing to help us out next time to make sure we can have a baby. I love each of you and once again thank you for letting me get this out of me and being there for me in my time of need right now.

Sending out Loving hugs and kisses to all our friends.
Thanks for all your prayers and thoughts maybe next time the news will be better.

Exicting news for me
9:32AM on December 19, 2008

As you all might have know me and my wife are trying to have a baby and as some of you might already know we had it happen once only to have a miscarriage. Well we just found out the other day that she was once again pregnate. We took a home test and it said she was so we went to our Dr. and he conformed it that she was 100% pregnate. Thats great to hear but the bad news is she is a high risk so she will have to go to a clinc that can handle things like this.I for one hope that it all goes right this time and if not then we will just keep trying but as some of you know if it does not work it is always hard to handle for a little while. And as the Dr. told us don't lose the positive outcome that you have right now. And I will keep you all updated as to what happens with this one.

Hugs and Kisses to everyone that stands behind us and to all our friends and buddies we have on here

All my time on Rude
6:05PM on November 12, 2008

First off I would love to thank all my friends I have made on here without you guys I don't think I would have stayed. I have to say that this site is cool as hell and it keeps getting better each and every day. I do have to thank the lovely Chesty as she is the one that helped me learn how to mod and now I am a mod for her and Lusty and I always try to do my best for each of them. I spend as much time as I can on here and I know I do miss some days but all the time I am on here it is time well spent as I am going to shows or just going to a friends room to chat. I also can not forget to send a shout to my friend Rose as she was one of my very first friends on here and I will not ever forget all the time we always just sat and chatted. Also I have to thank Lusty as she took on a new mod and now I do my best to help her anyway I can. I joined Rude on May 12th 2007 and I got a taste of it and stayed with it and would never ever change a thing I have done in all my time here. I became a producer not long after I also got my wife involved in the site and she loves it but is afraid to do any shows as she thinks noone wants to see her. I hope to be a red mod soon. I for one know that it takes time for things to happen so I will stay moding for my friends till that great day comes. I also would like to let you all know if you ever need a mod and I am around I would love to lend a helping hand.

More on whats happening around me
5:54PM on October 27, 2008

Hi all this is whats up with me lately. First off I have been bowling on Tuesdays and some Fridays. I have been doing good with that part. Work as been going ok had a job posting I wanted but pulled my name from it cause my case against work is not solved yet. And now I have a friend that was kicked out by his wife living with me. He upset my wife by saying bad things about me to her like I was lazy and had no drive. All I did was bite my tounge all weekend so I would not snap. He is becoming an unwated quest very fast. If there is anything you don't do it is upset my wife or mess with my stuff. Not sure what to do about it all. He is doing things I can not stand even thought he is just trying to help out. O and by the way can not forget have not gotten any for like two weeks since he has been here. Well thats my bitching for now and I feel better a little by getting it out. Please comment on what you would do.

I'm back
10:39AM on October 11, 2008

As you all might have noticed I have been MIA for a while from this great site. I was having some personal problems at home and that is what kept me away from you all. But now I have those problems solved for now and I can get back to being with all my friends here on Rude. I will be getting to as many shows as I can and catching up on all those lovely pics and vids that you all take the time to put up for all to enjoy. Thank you all for not just giving up on an old friend and forgetting about me cause I have not forgot about you all. Thanks to all those that understand what I was going through is a tough thing and I will say that I missed all of you very much and can not wait till I see or hear from you all again. See you all on the perv side.