what comes over me
3:35AM on August 05, 2008
so i gotta be in the right mood to be on this page and here i am. sometimes i wonder what comes over me when i make the vids of myself that i do and show my body like this to random people on the internet..sometimes i even go to adult chatrooms and send my link to people that i dont even know..its so dirty yet i like it so much. and you know i see so many other people doing it that i know i cant be the only one. and ive been doing this off and on for a couple years..i normally dont have my vids up this long tho... at least when porn stars degrade themselves they get paid..but we dont we just do it for attention which makes us lower then them. which is such a turn on for me when i am horny. to know that i post myself shaking my ass and masturbating on the internet to random people to see and me not caring about their reactions just as long as i get attention. its like hey look at me how desperate lonely and pathetic i am that i have to post these types of vids of myself to get any attention whatso ever...and i love it!~
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I'm back on here and it feels great. it feels great to express myself this way. i felt like i was missing something in my life and i realized it was expressing myself through the internet like this. when i use to feel down i always use to post pics of myself, vids etc and i felt great..well im back and i feel amazing lol i feel amazing contributing to the community of internet whores..all the booty shakers etc i love it.. let me know what u think of the new pic and if i should post more..if i should let me know!
