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One of my Christmas Presents
9:23AM on January 22, 2011

Ok, so I am about to show you all exactly how much of a nerd I really am.

There is this one thing I have been looking for, something that I am so in love with, well here lets give you a picture of him

                                                

isn't he adorable!!

This little guy is Wicket Wystri Warrick, he is an Ewok from Star Wars. Wicket is a scout for Endor, a moon. This little guy is the first of his kind to meet Princess Leia, who of course was frightened by him but the two became friends and with the fellow Ewoks in the Bright Tree Village began to help the Princess and her crew of friends. I could go on forever about Wicket and his family and friends, but Wicket isnt the original Ewok that was supposed to meet Leia, the one that was got sick and my little Wicket got to take the spot light. You see in the comic, before the movies, it wasnt Wicket, but Paploo that was to meet Leia, and Wicket here was supposed to come in later and be the Ewok to steal the Bikebut anyway, thats enough backgroundlook how cute he is, isnt this little guy adorable, in am overjoyed to have him protecting me, Ewoks are very loyal creatures by nature.

Just wanted to share my new friend with all of you.

My Christmas Visit With Master
9:02AM on January 22, 2011

It started the same as the other visits we have had, I go to pick him up at the airport. We always have the best times either in or near the airport, I love the trill of the chase, the thought of being caught and of course Master knows this. When he arrives we head out to the car, but he stops me by the restrooms. The look he gives me is more than enough for me to know the thoughts running threw his mind. I go in to be sure we can be alone when we enter the room, after checking I get Master and we proceed into one of the stalls. He pushes my skirt up and forces me against the wall, straddling the toilet and bracing my hands against the wall I feel him enter me, one hand on my hips the other over my mouth so that if anyone enters I will still be quiet enough for him to finish with me as he pleases without notice. As I feel his hips pressing against me I hear one of the other stall doors open and then shut, a slight grin comes across my face, but not for long Master shoves into me taking the grin and returning a painful grimace, which is one of pain and pleasure, something I have grown accustomed to from Masters touch. I can hear the woman in the next stall but only faintly as the noises from around me fade and I enter my own head where only master and I exist, where nothing can take away the touch of him or the feelings he brings to me. As Master finishes it takes every bit of restraint I have not to scream with enjoyment, a single moan escapes my lips and the woman next to us giggles and leaves. Master and I arrange our clothing and return to our walk to the car.

It was a long ride home and I could feel my need for another release from Master growing within me as we drive, my body wanting him with every mile. More and more the closer we got to home. Those few moments where I can catch his eyes in between looks as I drive I can see he is thinking, wondering, planning, of what I am unsure but I know it is there.

When we arrive at my place we gather Masters things and settle in. We lay in bed for a bit watching movies. With Master beside me everything seems right and in place, his hands caressing my back as I lay with my head against his chest. The touch of his fingers against my skin makes me quiver with chills. His hands wonder my back inching lower and lower until his fingers enter me, my eyes close and everything fades but him. The pleasure I receive from Master is a necessity something that I can not do without, it motivates my breath, my heart, and stimulates my brain in so many forms it is beyond words for me to be able to explain. As his touch brings me to orgasm I drift into sleep, a sound sleep that only Master can provide for me.

Just think this is only the first few hours, I will continue to write the rest of our visit out but wanted to be sure to get it started.

My Visit with Master...
10:53PM on August 07, 2010

July 30, 2010
 Heading for the airport I was so nervous. For one, it was my first time on a plane, and two it had been a while since I was in Master's arms.  
The flight went well, after we got off the ground, some kind of light on the instrument panel (figures huh? my first flight and they scare the shit out of me before we even take off.) But all in all I truly enjoyed the flight, once I blocked out the sound of the screaming children behind me.
Once I landed I called master to tell him where I was, lol, that was a treat. Now mind you, I had NEVER been on a plane, I didn't know what the hell I was doing. He told me to stay where I was, until he realized I was still behind security and he couldn't get to me. So I moved towards him and finally found where he needed me to be, wasn't to bad for my first flight, now the ride to masters house, OMG.
Ok, I don't like crowds of people and i don't like traffic...now lets put me in the middle of all that and see how it goes. yes, I was hiding in the back seat, closing my eyes and praying. Doing 70mph for 2 tenths of then slam on the brakes, yeah scared the shit out of me.

July 31, 2010
Today we help set up for a friends wedding and engage in more crowds of people, not bad at all though, until we went to the damn mall!!! My mall at home is nothing compared to this, then again I am a small town girl. Had to get a dress for the wedding. There is a picture on my page.

Aug. 1, 2010
Today we went to the wedding, I video taped the ceremony, and took over 200 pics from my phone, Master took over 800 pics all together. Between the bridal party getting ready at Masters house and then us helping with things there it was a long, long day. But it was a beautiful wedding, the bride cried the whole time...lol...from the moment she put her dress on, almost until they left for the honeymoon. 

Aug. 2, 2010
Spent the day lounging around letting me get used to things and just relaxing in bed, perving people on Rude.

Aug. 3, 2010
Went to visit hunny and irish. Hunny and I, along with Master and bits of Irish, did a "naked floor" show. Had a good time with that, hunny and I did most of the floor, well hunny did, I was busy laughing and having fun. Then Master got roped into helping and Irish took pics and greened for us while we did the floor. After that we hung out in the hot tub for a bit, then spent the night. The next morning hunny took us back to Masters and we all watched  the "Short bus" show with McP. I will be posting some pics of that...lol...yes we took pics of us enjoying the show.

Aug. 4, 2010
Aug. 5, 2010
Aug. 6, 2010
Just hung out and enjoyed each others company. Perved Rude, watched Lake and his balls, among other shows, and had a generally good time together.

Aug. 7, 2010
The final day of my trip, packed everything, or at least as far as I know I got everything...lol. Got to meet McP, what a great way to end my trip, being able to meet McP and chat with him a bit. So, off to the airport we got, geez it looked smaller when I arrived then it did when I was leaving. But I was able to get to where I needed to be and onto the plane to make it home...it is a happy flight but yet a sad one, knowing I am headed home away from the big city is a happy point, knowing I am leaving Masters arms is a sad point, but we will be together again soon, i know we will, and that is how I get threw.

So there you go, thats my trip, although I left all the major naughty bits out, I will save that for another blog, hehehe.

 

Leaving to visit with Master...
1:25PM on July 29, 2010

Hi all you pervs and pervettes. Just wanting to let you all know I will be leaving for a trip to visit with Master tomorrow, so the house cams will be off while I am in route. But be sure to keep an eye out for shows, vids, and pics, and as always the house will be running 24/7.

xoxoxo

how this surgery will go...
2:32PM on March 10, 2010

 I want to thank you all for your prayers, dads surgery is tomorrow morning at 3am. They are leaving to go to the hospital tonight since it is a 3 hour drive from us. In the morning they will prep him by shaving the part of his head where the entry of the shunt is...the back lower right side, above his neck, then to start he will be given a narcotic to put his brain to sleep for the surgery, his body will be numbed by anesthesia...they will begin by taking the top part of the shunt out and cleaning it, rinsing and checking for defaults, ensuring that it is working correctly...then replacing it if needed, if not returning it to his brain and the coils which are directing the blood flow to the rest of his body, after that they will use a scope to check the rest of the shunt which goes down his neck, to his shoulder muscle, down into his stomach where the access brain fluid is dropped to keep his brain functioning right. hopefully everything will go right and he will be able to be back to normal after they clean and check the shunt. The main concern right now is an infection of the fluid in his brain upon opening his old wound, after that there is always a chance of him becoming a vegetable because of time restrictions while his brain is asleep, then there is always stroke due to nerve endings that may be cut or bumped while the surgery is happening, and of course, last bt not least, instant death because of the coils rupturing and/or being punctured or broken upon reinsertion of the shunt. Hopefully all goes well and there will be no need to have him in the hospital longer than 24 hours. Hopefully. Just wanted to give everyone a bit of knowledge about what is really going on with dad and why i am concerned as i am. i will be staying at my mom and dads for the next two nights to be sure everything gets done the way it should as he isnt allowed visitors as it is, but if anything were to go wrong i am the person to make decisions on his behalf as i am his medical power of attorney...so as long as all goes well i will be back here and sitting on my house cam by the end of the day friday...wish us luck and thank you again for the thoughts and prayers you have already sent.

huggz 
April

Dad is having surgery...
7:29PM on March 01, 2010

 Many of you know that in Nov. of 2008 my dad had a brain aneurysm  rupture. He was doing amazingly well, but here lately his vision is blurring, his gait is unsteady, and a multitude of problems have begun to reoccur.His surgeons have told us that his shunt, which is what has been keeping the fluid draining from his brain, is not working correctly. He goes for pre-op on the 3rd, and his surgery for them to go in and completely replace his shunt is on the 11th. I may not be around for those days and the days to follow his surgery. I ask that you keep him in your thoughts. Hopefully he will recover from this as quickly as he did the first, although it is brain surgery. and if he does not, i pray that it ends quickly, mainly because i am his medical power of attorney, and i would prefer to not have to help him along in that process.

Missing Rude...
10:29AM on October 18, 2009

Hopefully everyone remembers me..i just wanted to stop in and let everyone know i am missing you tremedeously. There has been a lot going on for me, moving and such. Still having some issues but I am working hard to resolve them and get back to Rude, you have no idea how hard this has been for me to not be able to be with you all everyday. Huggz and happy pervin! See you all soon.

April

Time away....
6:56AM on April 24, 2009

After the end of this month i will not be able to get online for a while, possibly a few months, i just wanted to take this chance to tell my fellow Rudies, both new and old, (meaning the time you have been here, not your age...lol) how much i care for you all, and how much i will miss you all!

With that being said, i WILL be back, might take me a bit, but i will be back...lol...and i promise to come back with a bang, after all, what else would i do with my free time except acquire more content to add to Rude.

Love and happy perving to you all!!!

The Shy Submissive,
evollirpa
a.k.a
April

Punishment...
1:48AM on October 10, 2008

Today i want to write about punishment in the D/s relationship...

There are many forms of punishment, but the reasons for punishment remain about the same...Not obeying the Dominant.

Punishment has many forms, from physical pain to that of the psyche. Punishment is used to teach the slave/submissive and to help him/her to grow. It is based on the same general concept as when you are teaching a child...if a child does something wrong you would find a way to teach them not to do it again, help them learn that it is wrong and that the rules must be followed or there are consequences. It is the same for a slave/submissive, when something is done that is not supposed to be, one of the rules is broken, disobeying the Dominant, or out right disrespect, a punishment needs to be set. Ultimately the goal is to show the slave/submissive that he/she must follow the Dominants orders/rules, and when this is not the case then there is a consequence and that threw it all the Dominant will still remain with them. The main point of any punishment is to teach the slave/submissive a lesson, but in doing so the Dominant usually instills a sense of love and caring from Him/Her to the slave/submissive. The fact that the Dominant is willing to teach the slave/submissive instead of just letting them go, it shows the slave/submissive that the Dominant will still be there to help guide them.

Punishment is part of helping a slave/submissive grow and understand that there is a reason behind the Dominants order, that the Dominant is there to help you in your process and that punishment can help you release the negative. Meaning you can use it as a release to let go of the wrong doing and move on.

Here is aan example of just one of my punishments ..

A few days ago i was told to do something by my Master, when i did not i had to engage in the consequences. Those being that i was ordered to take clothes pins and attach them to my nipples and my pussy lips, i also was informed by Master that i would have to remove my collar as i was not fit to wear it at that time.

The clothes pins were of course painful, but ultimately it was the thought of having to go without my collar that bothered me, knowing that i had disappointed Master to that degree made me sick. So sick in fact that i got dizzy and felt as if i was going to pass out. Although the pain was there and i was able to remove the pins, i still had the mental anguish of knowing i had not fulfilled my obligation to my Master, that in itself is what was making me sick. Crying and being upset, to the point of making myself vomit because of being disgusted with my own actions, and not finishing my tasks.

It is the mental state i put myself in that bothers me the most, when i can not please my Master i take things to heart very easily, i run things threw in my head over and over again until i am able to process what i have done and how i can fix it for the next time. Even though i received a "pain" punishment, which is still with me in my mind, the knowledge of the feeling of the pain, it is the thoughts that i run threw my mind that will finally let me be able to make my judgments better and be able to take my true place and wear my collar once again.

Without my collar i am lost, alone and forgotten in my mind. Without the feel of my Master's collar around my neck, the knowledge that He has proclaimed me as His own, i feel worthless. Knowing that i sent my Master to that place, putting Him in a position where He felt that removing my collar was necessary that is what it is that made me sick. Without my collar, well, without my Master, it is a dark and desolate place for me to be. A place that i know i do not want to return to and a memory that i will hold forever, which in turn will insure that i will make sure that i will be able to fulfill my obligation, my orders from this point on.

You can only be you once you have set yourself free!

Hot Bath
9:17PM on September 10, 2008

Wanting to be ready for when you come home, I run a long hot bath. Slowly gliding my feet into the water, lowering my body into the heat. Letting the water rise against my legs, onto my stomach, up my back, I erlease a sigh. Closing my eyes, laying back into the steamy water, thinking of you. Of how much I want your cock, how I want to taste you. Feel you in my mouth, wanting you, thinking of running my tongue across your cock, my hands wonder over my body. Wanting your touch, to feel your hands on my body, the feel of your hands as they work their way up to my head, resting, pushing your cock into my throat. Feeling your cock fill my mouth, pushing against my throat, knowing my pussy is growing wetter with every thrust you take, I cant help but moan. Just the thought of you is making me wet. The thought of your cock in my mouth, making my pussy tremble and my juices flow....

Watch for the next update to see the pics of how this turns out...hehehe

Huggz,
evo

My site is up...
5:14PM on August 30, 2008

Omg you guys, I am sooo overly excited, I just got my website up and got it connected to Rude. How awesome is that? Well let me tell ya, I am loving it. Of course I am just getting started so as for content it is a bit weak right now, but it is up and going...YAY!!!

If you want to check it out, you can get to it from my profile...let me know what you think.

Huggz,
April

What Master is to me...
9:06AM on August 13, 2008

I want you all to know what it is that Master does for, and to me. In order for me to do that I have to try to put you in my place. Master is the first thing I think of in the morning, the only thing I think of all day, and the last thing I think of before I sleep, He is even in my dreams. and that is on a day that I don’t get to talk to Him. When I hear His voice it sends chills threw my body, I get butterflies in my stomach, and my entire body trembles with fear and anticipation. Fear because I am afraid to disappoint Him, and anticipation of His very words. Although Master encourages me to let things go, to relax and be myself, when I don’t have His voice in my ear telling me every detail as I go threw the motions, I get to nervous to be able to do anything. Without Him I feel like I have lost myself, and with Him by my side I know my place and exactly where I am meant to be. The only thing I fear anymore is losing Him, and disappointing Him. I have a lot that holds me back from doing some of the tasks that Master requests from me, a lot of that has to do with my past, but by telling Him that and working threw it with Him, I have been able to conquer some of the things I fear most. Now that is just some of the feeling Master gives me, the courage, and the ability to express myself with my words, which isn't an easy task for me. Without having to touch me Master can send me into orgasm. Just the thought of Him can put me into a sexual state, make my body tremble, my thighs quiver wanting Him, my mouth waters, and my pussy gets dripping wet. Hearing His voice does more to me than any man, or woman, has ever done to me before. His words fall upon my ears and make me feel like there is nothing else, these are the reasons I give myself to Him, well some of them. The thought of His hands on my body, the thought of pleasing Him, the thought of having His cock in my mouth, my pussy, my ass, any thought of Him is orgasmic for me. To be able to please Him in the smallest of ways would be a privilege and an honor. For Him to allow me to touch Him, kiss Him, or to just be near Him, means more to me than anything else I could imagine. Without my breath I cannot breathe, without my eyes I cannot see, without my hands I cannot feel, without my heart I cannot love, and without my Master I cannot be. He is the reason I wake in the morning, he is my everything.

communication
8:14PM on August 11, 2008

The definition of communication is the process of conveying information from a sender to a receiver with the use of a medium in which the communicated information is understood by both sender and receiver. It is a process that allows organisms to exchange information.

Now that being said, communication is not always verbal. I, myself, have trouble being able to say the things that I need to say, but if you were to give me a pen and paper you would have an answer in no time. There are two forms of communication, verbal, and non verbal.

Verbal communication is auditory, speaking, singing, shouting, whatever it may be, but it can be heard and results in the information needed being transferred.

Non verbal communication is a physical means of transferring information. May it be threw body language, writing, touch, sign language, and so on.


Communication is one of the most important parts of any relationship. Lack of communication can destroys a relationship in minimal time. Although your significant other may not be speaking to you that does NOT mean s/he is not communicating. Pay attention to their body, the movements tell a story. Listen to your partners body as if it were a new song, its movements become the words. If they seem agitated they probably are...lol. The more they fidget the more likely it is that they are not into what you are saying. Watch their eyes, the eyes can tell a story all in themselves.

If your partner is having trouble conveying their emotions threw spoken words, ask them to write it out, may it be in a journal that you read together and work from, or them writing you or themselves a letter. Writing can be very calming for some.

I use my writing to communicate almost all my feelings, it is easier for me to write things out than to say them, with this being known by my Partner it is easier for us to communicate. As I write out what it is that may be bothering me, or just something I feel He may need to know. With me writing things out I have been able to open up, not an easy task for me. So being able to write thing out has helped greatly.

There are many forms of communication, don't just assume because your partner isn't speaking that they are not communicating, things can be seen when you open your eyes to the different ways of communication. Only you can open yourself to others, with that in mind you must take the time to learn your partner. Their movements can tell you a lot, just focus in on the different ways of being able to communicate and remember that there is always a way to "speak" to each other even if it is in total silence.

more about my D/s realtionship...
8:29AM on June 27, 2008

There are a lot of aspects to the D/s relationship, although most things apply to everyone there are some that change depending on the Master/slave. As much as i can try to explain my life to you, there may be a lot of differences to my life and that of others within the D/s "lifestyle". Within all D/s relationships there are some things that must be considered. Here are three of the biggest ones i can think of...

Safety is a big focal point in "play". There should be a signal or word that is used to slow or stop "play" if it becomes to much for the slave/submissive. This should be something that is easy for you both to remember, something that will be recognized as a stopping point. You should always be open and honest with each other, establish limits, if any. Being able to communicate is the key to a D/s relationship, this helps to create a trust between the two of you. Before any "scene" or "play" takes place you should discuss what needs you both have, know what you both expect from one another, and if it becomes to much how to stop it.

Sanity, maintaining you mental health is something to look at carefully, never push yourself to hard, this is why there are limits set. Realize that there are things that take longer to accomplish, and within accomplishing them you do not have to rush yourself. Look at reality before attempting to set limits for yourself that may be to overwhelming. Never set your goal so that it will not be reached, there is no purpose for that. Emotional needs should also be looked after. All in all think about things before you do them if it is not logical then don't!

Consensual, nothing should ever be done without consent, ever. Both people must consent to any part of the relationship, there should never be any force. What type of relationship would it be if you were forced to do everything? How much pleasure would you get from that? Just because He/She may be you dominant does not mean they can force you to do anything. They are only dominant because you allow them to be, you also have a say in whether you do or do not like something, whether you can or can not fulfill a request. With good communication you should never come to a point where you have been forced into something you do not want to do. Just because you are submissive does not mean you have to lose your entire person, you are who you are and being submissive should add to that not take away from it.

These three things mean a great deal in my relationship with Master, i do have a safe word, and Master is very aware of it. Although i have one, with my communication to Master i should not have to worry about using it. By telling Master of my fears, and limits, it will set a balance to guide the path we take. My sanity is knowing who i was and who i am before entering the relationship, this will help maintain my sanity. Along with my explaining to Master how i feel about things and Him taking that into consideration. When i entered into this relationship with Master i gave my consent, He would never force me to do anything, guiding and nudging are not the force i am speaking of. Force would be something that had been agreed upon that would not be done and then having to do it anyway.

The main thing to remember is that as long as I talk to Master and keep our lines of communication open, then all should be well. This also goes for if at anytime either of us feel that the relationship is not profitable, meaning that it is not working to our benefit, we can stop it. Anything is possible with communication, but when those lines close, so does everything else. When you stop talking the relationship can not advance.

Always remember to be safe, and have fun!!!

Wondering about my Master?
8:36AM on June 21, 2008

Just to begin, I want to try to explain to everyone who keeps asking me about Master and our relationship. But to do that there are a few things I have to explain first...

Me being shy has over run much of my life, held me back with a lot of things, and with help I am able to overcome those. This help comes from Master, His words, and touch open everything in me. There is a lot to learn when it comes to these types of relationships, it isn't just about sex, the D/s (Dominant/slave) relationship has much, much more to it depending on if you are in it for "scenes" or 24/7. In general the meaning of the "lifestyle" is a power exchange, either for a "scene", meaning that for the duration of the time chosen the power is given and then everything goes back to "normal". Or in my case the power exchange is given to Master permanently, until one of us, mainly Him, decides it isn't working, there are ways for me to break this power exchange if need arises. I am doing this willingly, because this is what I need, for myself to grow and thrive.

There are several key elements to this "lifestyle", trust, communication, and commitment are the basis for every relationship but go much further in the D/s relationship. Without those elements the relationship will not work, I must trust Master with my life, and everything in it, I willingly give everything including myself, mind, body, and soul to Master. With this exchange comes great responsibility for me, everything I do must come before Master and be accepted by Him, the way I sit, stand, or speak could be changed because of what pleases Him, and that is what pleases me, being able to please Master. In pleasing Master and being able to follow threw with His orders I will grow and be able to open myself to many things. I will ultimately be a better person for everything I learn from Master.

This is just the beginning of many blogs that I will write to try to keep your questions answered as to my situation, every D/s relationship has different Rules and limits, with each Dominant there are different rules as with every slave there are different rules, it is up to the "couple" to agree upon rules and limitations, contract or no, whatever it may take for both parties involved to be able to get the utmost out of the relationship.

Writing for the RudeMag
4:16PM on June 04, 2008

Hey all you Rudies, do you have unanswered questions? Something you have always wanted to ask someone but were to embarrassed, or afraid to ask? Well here is your chance to get those answers. I am going to start witting for the Rude Magazine. Send me the questions you have, and I will do my best to find you a answer. So there it is in a nut shell, a "Ask Evo" article...send me anything you would like, and if you want to remain anonymous let me know we can do that too. Just leave me a name you want me to use. But remember, it may not always be the next months issue that I respond in, so you'll have to keep an eye on the RudeMag to find our answers!!!

Huggz,
April

June "toy contest"
11:04PM on May 30, 2008

We want to start by saying this contest is sponsored by rebellee and evollirpa, we will decide who the winner is, Rude.com is not responsible for any miscommunication between us and the entries.

Tired of breaking your toys while in the middle of thing? We all know at least one out of every five of us there are has broken a toy during use...here is you chance to get a new one FREE!!! All you have to do is upload 5 pics of what you use to compinsate for the broken toy. May it be the end of a cooking spatula, a screwdriver, whatever it is, take 5 pics of you using it.

Here are the rules...

1) We must be able to tell it is you in at least one pic...meaning you can have four pics of nothing but your pussy and the object in question, but one must be a full body shot.

2) Pics must be uploaded by last day of June, when you upload the pics, post them under as being named "toy contest".

3) Send either rebelle or evollirpa a RudeMail with the link to your page and also a link to the pics.

It's that easy, take the pics, post the pics, send a link.

Once all entries are in and the contest is finished, we will give points for originality, best pic shot, and the more fun you have of course the better it will be! We will tally the points and make an announcement!

Now for the prize...
The rechargeable Jack Rabbit, that's right, rechargeable!!

A friend is a friend...
8:28PM on April 03, 2008

Ok, so sometime we get a little down on ourselves here and there...but this blog is to let a special person here at Rude(c) know he isn't alone, and he has taken a special place in my heart.


     turbo3052002 a.k.a. Tracy, you have no idea how much your friendship means to me, and without it I am not sure how I would control my temper, let alone my rants...lol. 


     You have so many things you have done here at Rude(c), helping people all the time, and always being there. I realize real life gets in the way sometimes, but you have to know that their are many people who care about you. There will come a time when you will see what your true calling is in life, and you may be able to look back and say wtf was I thinking, you will probably be able to look back and laugh at those who offended you in your life time because you knew what you needed to do and did it!

     Just keep being you, never stop believing in what you are and what you want...without you around this world would be a solemn place for me...so I for one want to thank you from the bottom of my heart.

As always Tracy huggz!!!

The new
10:17PM on April 02, 2008

My Rant...
1:36PM on April 02, 2008

Normally there isnt much that bothers, not to bad anyway, not to the point where I need a rant. But....

When you have certain macros you know are yours because of the wording it tends to bother you if someone else uses it for another person, without asking you about it first. Yes, I would love to share my macros with everyone thats fine, but when you set a certain macro for a certain person and you see it being use in another chat without your knowledge it kinda gets to you. After all, you did set it for a certain person, I hate having the same macros as everyone else, thats why I decided to make some of my own, and after knowing that some people tend to "steal" macros it bugs the crap outta me. 

Now it wouldn't be that hard to contact someone and say "hey, I really like that macro, you mind if I use it?" No big deal, but when it is used specifically for one person and then it is exploited for someone else it tends to lose its originality.

Ok, I feel better, I think I'm done now...maybe edited later for further additions to this rant!!!