win or lose
7:19PM on June 22, 2008
Yo dudes and dudettes. I haven’t written in awhile. This week and the past say ummmm yeah this whole year has been incredibly emotionally trying for me. My heart has been touched, smashed, caressed, fucked, pissed on, pounded in and now it’s just a cracked and empty shell.
Anymore these days I really just can’t expect people to be REAL. I mean, they say one thing to your face but then do something completely different when you aren’t around. You say this is who you are to me and your actions prove otherwise and it makes me so angry I could fucking stab someone. Why can’t everyone just be real? Maybe they are being real and maybe there are just alternative realities? I sincerely give up on everyone from this day forward.
Also I wanted to remind everyone that my Sunday member chat is tonight at 10pm CST so make sure you are there at that time so you don’t miss out!