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it's been a while,
3:19PM on June 20, 2011

I am sure everyone feels the same way when you realize it's been a year since I have taken any time to post. I have been very busy with all the changes.

I have had to share my space more then ever and that includes my time. I am suprised I havent just shut down rude so I can have the privacy and go back to *normal* what ever that is.

I just wanted to say thank you, Thank you for still being around and checking in on me.

Rose.
 

12 more days!!
11:22AM on July 26, 2010

I cant believe I have 12 days to pull this all together and be completely ready to walk down the Aisle. I am almost ready.
Gustav is here and we have been very busy for the last 2 weeks. and 2 more weeks we should be able to enjoy the relaxation of no more plans. Our plans will then be to get his paper work moving. To become a US Citizen so we can go anywhere we went together as Husband and Wife!


I am soo excited and nervous at the same time.. Who wouldnt be!!!

XOXO
Rose

I am soo excited.
12:23AM on June 25, 2010

Everyone who knows Gustav and I know that we have been engaged and in a process of getting married.

The time has come.  In 7 days, Gustav will be here in my arms to stay.
Soon to get married. 
I have been working on getting my dress and my girls dresses.
Making the bouquets.
Figuring out the food preperations.
Getting a DJ.
I have even sent out invitations.
Last thing is cake testing

I cant wait.

I am soooo excited

For those that missed me this past week.
10:45AM on March 24, 2010

From  March 15-March 22 I spend  a week undergoing tests. If you've been in my room the week before youw ould know I was not feeling well and  then I started having a hard time breathing..

To find out it has nothing to do with my lungs or my heart. I was starting to feel like a lab rat. how many more needles do they need to put in me to draw blood  or how many different IV things did I need in my arms..

I can not express how much needles affect me. The doctors found out soon enough that this was an emotional affect as well as a physical.  and of course there were nurses who didn't care but I was lucky that I only l saw that bitch once! I had one idiot nurse wake me from a dead sleep  of course it scared me and he wanted me to relax so he can poke me for more blood..  it was bad..

The good news is.. all the swelling went down and my heart is good. my lungs are good.  They say I have high blood pressure but I think that's cause I was in the hospital.   The reason for the swelling was because my Thyroid stopped working.

I was very scared by all the tests and the length of time I was in the hospital but they did a really good job over all.  Of course my friends were a huge support and everyone who visited made my life easier..

So now that I am home, hopefully I can get back into a good routine and life will go on..

Thank you very much for your well wishes!!!
Rose

Rude Mate of the Year
2:06PM on November 21, 2009

I am on the list!
Wooohooo
Go vote for your favorite Rude Covergirl of the month.
rude.com/main/message_board/view_post/topic/124067/vote-for-rude-mate-of-the-year-here-by-CrissyDD/
Go there and vote for your favorite Rude Cover Girl.

Please take the time to go and vote!

Rose

Oh Christmas Tree Oh Christmas Tree!!!
12:31AM on October 15, 2009

Once again Christmas is cumming.. and Gustav will be spending the holidays with us once more.. This will be our 3rd  Cristmas together. I am soo lucky to be able to share such special days with my love.

Of all the things in life that make it speical Gustav makes most every day a better day just being part of my life. I am thankful for all he does for me, for the family. and luckly for me my Family likes him!!!!

Christmas charols are coming early this year!!

One Year ago TODAY..
1:01PM on October 12, 2009

Today marks the 1 year Anniversary that Gustav has asked me to Marry him.

If you read my other Blogs you would see that Gustav and I have been in an OnLine relationship for the last  2 years.  Our physical relationship started back around Christmas 2007.  As long distant relationships go the distance between us is great over 6000 miles and  time difference is 9 hours. I am 9 hours behind him.  If he was just on the East coast  or I was on the east coast of course this would be a little easier on our on line schedule. but as it is I am on the West coast and he is in Sweden.  I am lucky to have such a wonderful and carring man that has weathered such a rough transition in my life and now we are moving forward.

With hopes of being married by the end of the year kinda crippled by the economy we are pushing for next year.. 

I love you Gustav, Happy Anniversary.

Thank you for being you..

Love,
Rose

Removed my Ring..
5:54PM on August 25, 2009

I know alot of you enjoyed my hood piercing and I loved the look of it myself but it was time to take it out..

Thank you Bands for  taking me to get it.. I really did love it.. are you suprised it lasted so long??

and Gustav for understanding that I wanted to take it out.. he helped remove it.

As I know Gustav as well as Bands and a few others really loved the look of it. I was not enjoying it the way I use to.. so now I hope you all will enjoy the *jeweless hood as well as when it was jewelled.

Rose

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FU
12:42AM on August 24, 2009

STUPID FREAKING BACKBUTTON ON THE MOUSE>>>> god I hate when I type something and I loose it.. FU MOUSE!
ok I vented thank you.
Rose

August... Summer coming to an end
3:07PM on July 31, 2009

As the Summer comes to an end.. Gustav and I will be returning to California on the 10th. We will take my girls and enjoy our last week before school starts and enjoy time together as a family.

It's always nice to be on vacation but my heart is at home.  I am enjoying my visit in Sweden. I have a full week with just Gustav and I. I hope that we are able to do more videos and group shows since our time is precious. 

The weather is not  like California its raining a bit. I have enjoyed watching the clouds come in and go out.. It is wonderful here, as long as I stay inside hehe. 

Hopefully we will have fun and do some driving into the country, just to see a bit. Take some pictures, you never know what could happen.

keep in touch
Rose

on the cover of RUDE Magazine!!
12:34PM on July 03, 2009

For the July Issue of 2009... I made the cover of the mag.

www.rude.com/main/magazine/view/number/22/

soo cool

Thank you Rude Mag.

Rose

What do I want for My Birthday?
2:44AM on June 22, 2009

Once upon a time. I made a wish many moons ago.
Like most girls the same wishes...
I want to meet a wonderful handsome man that one day I will marry. Eventually we will own a house and have children. Of course and live Happily ever after.

Well most my wishes never came out the way I wanted them until now.

I do not think I could wish for much more at this time.
I have a wonderful man that loves me and he is not too bad looking either. Giggles just kidding baby, you know I love you with all my heart.

So on with my story..
Once upon a time. I met this wonderful guy named Gustav.
He traveled thousands of miles to show his love for me.
Though  our distance was wide, our souls were close His love for me drew us closer each day.
He made me very happy.
We spent our first Christmas together, laughing and enjoying each other. It was my first Christmas not spent  cleaning up after my children who  tore up all the wrapping paper and sprawled clothing and toys from one end of the house leaving a trail to their bedroom. It was Amazing.
It was not only Christmas. It was his 30th Birthday, wow he was young.. what was I thinking.  How could I possibly keep up with him.  He made me feel like a princess. You know the type that gets rescued from Prince Charming..  Yeah so he was my courageous, strong, handsome and charming, Prince.  The first round was like a silent movie. it went quickly but everything fell into place and at the end, the two lovers were in each others arms once again.
I guess you could say I was his Birthday present that year.  Not knowing how much he felt for me I tried very hard to hold back my feelings.  To profess such feelings was hard. When you have loved someone and given everything you are to them only to fall on your face, did I want that again. He was going to leave to go home.  I could not tell him how strong I felt. I could only make love to him and hold him, and hope for his return. It was a beautiful ending, for our  new beginning. Luck had it for us.  The day he was to leave the skies opened and the rain came down.  In LA the traffic was bad, bad enough to make us late to LAX by 5 minutes.  Today I am thankful that we were late. If not for that extra day together we may have never had the chance to explore. When Gustav left, I had already told him he was welcome any time.  The question was when, when would he return. 
When Gustav got home he was already putting in his vacation so he could come again.  This time he was coming because it was more then just an online relationship. It was a love that had grown quickly and untested. I knew this time it would be more then just a pleasure trip. This trip was  an introduction to my life.  My family and friends the people who touched my life for years  and will be there for years to come. Introducing him  as a guy from Sweden, that we are dating.  WOW was the normal reaction how did you two meet..  In a chat room I would reply. Never never would they know the type of chat room.
Before I knew it, my birthday was upon us. I really didn't expect such a gift as I was given. Gustav flew me to Sweden to meet his parents. I had a wonderful time. Even with the rain and the hot and cold days  so drastic sometimes it was a wonderful visit. The best part. We were together again.  To explore our love, our desire, our fantasies. It was a wonderful experience. Gustav took me to his uncles house. On an Island where the water was calm and the view was something you saw only in movies or nature shows.   I was in a country where I could get lost, and I was.  Lost in love and desire with Gustav leading me, holding me, loving me.  Gustav was incredibly sweet and  kept me on my toes.   Showing me some of his desires and taking the liberty to share what he wished of me.   He unleashed something inside me that wanted more.  More was what he gave. His love and desire ran wild while we had the time alone to explore new boundries.  I think the ropes against my body really turned me on. I was wet in an instant and he left me there for an hour, while he worked. Surprisingly I loved it. 
Who could ask for more I mean really.  A trip to another country, beautiful scenery,  and an awesome sexual experience? At this time my only desire was to make him happy. He gave me such pleasure and happiness what else can I do to give him the same pleasure? As all stories go  on and cycle though the years hopefully the same special moments that make the love that we share spark though our bodies and the excitement that we have when we are in eachothers arms will grow as each day that we share more about our innermost desires.
A year has passed since Gustav has booked me a trip to Sweden.
Since then he has asked me to marry him. He is my Prince Charming.  Gustav I love you.  And once again you amaze me by your unselfishness to fly me to you. To spend my birthday with you once again. Making me feel undeniably special. Thank you.

I love you.
Rose   

Spring fling..
1:30AM on March 22, 2009

Soo it's not really a Spring Fling.. but  its  that time of year again.. Gustav will be cumming to visit me. I cant wait!!!

Keep your eyes open.. you never know what you will see!!!


I am soooo excited..

Love you baby.
Rose

In a new house...
12:13AM on March 19, 2009

With all the packing and getting ready for a move I was unsure what day it would actually be.. It's finally over! Well sorta,

I just finished getting my cams back up.. *the important stuff* my house is still in boxes but I have my cams up!!!

the room wont look much different. my cams are in different areas I need to get use to.. I have alot of unpacking to do but it will be done over the next few weeks..

See you around
Rose

I'm MOVING
9:32AM on February 27, 2009

It's about time, I found a house and I will be moving the middle of March. so if I am not around   that weekend you know why.  Woohooooo a house!
Rose

Cookies Cookies,
12:37AM on February 19, 2009

It's that time of year. where I have boxes and boxes of GirlScout cookies in my  possession well til people pay for them..  Our goal is 1500. I just hope our girls make it. we made half of it with presales.  so thats where I will be boothing for my girls.. * I am the leader*  it's a lot of work but the girls get alot out of the proceeds.. I hope we do good..  We already are going camping in May. Hopefully we can do another trip in July..

Wish us luck
Rose.

Christmas is here.. well its not but it is...
7:55PM on December 18, 2008

Today Gustav is on his way from Sweden to California, once again we will be in eachothers arms.. I cant wait.

This is going to be a wonderful ending to a very good year!  With many  more to cum....

Exciting News!!!
11:27AM on October 12, 2008

What's soo exciting about today?

Today  just shortly after I woke up Gustav and I  were talking. He is soo sweet..  He said he had a question for me.
Gustav has asked me to Marry him.

I said Yes..

Christmas better cum quickly!

Gustav I love you,
Thank you for making me soo happy.

10-12-08  just before 5am my time

There's my news!!

Rose

Christmas cums Early
5:32AM on October 08, 2008

As you all know, Gustav and I are in a pretty serious relationship.   For Christmas, he is giving me the gift of, himself.  Ok so he's not giving himself to me persay, but he is cumming to visit me for Christmas and NewYears again. I am soo excited.  wow.  A year ago we would have never thought that we would be where we are today. I am so thankful for his kindness and his love.

Thank you baby,
Rose

Halloween??
8:46PM on October 04, 2008

It's Halloweeeeen Time.. haha ok so I hear it on the radio and I realize OMG it's almost here.. soo I have my kitty ears and my collar ready.. I wonder what else  should I do? I am going to go to Magic Mountian's Halloween thingy with my girls  we are going to have a blast..

What's going on in your neck of the woods??