My Blog :: A window into my Mind, what I may think and what is happening in my life! I enjoy writing and have a lot to say about things a way for others to know me as the person I am , not just a body but the mind the manner the personality ! this is a good place to find out how I tick!

GLad I am a Nurse
12:54AM on September 21, 2009

Sat night  I was at a Play Party BDSM style ! I was playing a sissy sub with another BBW when I heard a loud crash behind me ! I turned to look what was up and there was a Small Domme holding onto her hooded slave! He was pale and looked bad from the short distance away from her station to ours! I didn't even think Just flung away the whip in my hand and went to her aide!
He was limp hot and sweaty and in a hood I asked her "need some help" there were Dungon Masters (people trained in emergency care to assist, carry, fix problems and protect subs),but I felt her need pulling me and I could see things were going bad! Yes she said and ask me to remove his hood as she struggled with a evil looking cock and ball Harness! I did this and he seemed to do a bit better ! The DM's moved him to a chair so I excused my self from her scene!
I did keep checking because I had a bad feeling that this wasnt over! maybe 5 minutes later again I heard a loud noise ! I turned to look he was slumped down in the chair,barely in it and she was holding on to him and looked worried ! Again I rushed over to assist! He was out cold, clammy and hardly breathing! I tried to take a pulse it was very thready and his breath well fruity ! I knew his blood sugar was low! I asked her is he a diabetic ? "I dont know" I saw someone I trusted coming over and told him go get me a cup of coke ! As I waited I patted his face and tried to get him to talk to me, he mumbled something, but I couldnt understand ! The cup of coke arrived and I got him to drink it slowly and told her what was wrong that, she needed to get him to eat or he would bottom out again! He finally was better color came back to his face I asked him if he had eaten he said "nö" Wash his face with a wet cloth and got him moved to a table to rest! I was Happy that iI was A Nurse this night even if I am retired My Nursing training has Served me well!
Know who you are playing with and always ask if the person has eaten as even non diabetics can have a low sugar event! I also ask him to go see a doctor have a feeling he was undiagnosed ! Be well every one!

I have a lot of work to do So today I am finally starting to! Free clip
1:36PM on August 31, 2009

Got a bunch of stuff to edited from the trip so I guess I best start eh! I will begin after I eat now that my House cams are up!  I have 35 videos to go though and edit not to mention the ones that were not on my camera!


       I will be doing that and phone sex to day! I find Phone sex not to be as disturbing, as trying to work and do private shows and of course they don't disturb my computer work or slow it down! Rude is advertising where I do phone so look for me where they have the add Grin! Hint F instead of a p? you find it if you look then look for my fat sexy self  self Grin! I love it cause I get to talk to my hot guys with the British accents ! Sometimes i get European accents too its fun for me truly  Well have a great day all

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Bad Mouthing
4:36PM on August 30, 2009

When you Bad Mouth another person you dont make them look bad you make yourself look bad!


I tried to help someone who I thought  was a "friend"  I set up a place to do something with another friend but it wasnt good enough ! They wanted more then I wanted to give my time, my money etc etc  They said they couldnt come, then re-invited themselves behind my back and didnt even have the denceny to let me know they were coming! They demanded, they whined, they came and did the thing they were contracted to do with the other folks! They refused to do their own filming and refused the finished product (so I was told I was not present )  I was told I wasnt needed to help handle the camera I wasnt good enough to do so( they pm a friend of mind didn't even have the balls to tell me them selves, my loyal friend refused)  so I left my place, that I paid for with another friend,( we went to the movies) So they could all do their thing! I didnt get paid anything, wasnt in the plans.I didnt make any money and they  are  refusing payment from the friends, from what I understood so why complain that I used etc? I dont know, confused me too! Now They are  bad mouthing me here to any one who will listen! So what ever!  I didnt lie, cheat or abuse any one! I didnt ask them to come, after they  said they couldnt make it had appointments !  I allowed them to do the things they wanted in a lovely place!  I didnt even start the fight!  I didnt physically remove any one from the place, they could have stayed and they knew this, they could have made more videos and they Knew this, they chose to leave!

I have helped many start a video or phone sex business so they can make money on it ! I cant not help if they dont work hard or think every one is making money on it! If  I  am  or my hubby is in a video, or  our cameras are used to make such product, yes we have a right to use it via our contract! I also have a signed contract giving me permission to use any such items to make money. they can as well!  I noticed  though most dont bother to cover their ass, with a contract  I always do!
So lesson to the wise get it in writing which my friends did, as I always do!
I wont give them a Name because that is slander ! I sorry for the Drama Trama but one sometimes has to address what is said about one ! So have a Great Day!

Great article on why BDSM gives us pleasure!
7:45PM on August 20, 2009

The Science Behind BDSM
Understanding Is the Key To a Good Scene
by Sir Real

Synopsis
The purpose of this article is to describe in detail how neurochemicals effect BDSM scenes, subspace, aftercare, and subdrop, and then to relate that information to practical ways to enhance our BDSM experiences. To that end, this article describes how to use this science to create better BDSM scenes leading to subspace as well as techniques to handle aftercare.

Preface
To be clear, I am a layman with no medical training. My understanding of how neurochemicals relate to BDSM is based on my ability to use Google effectively for research as well as having over a decade of real world scening experience in BDSM. My experience in BDSM strongly validates what I've learned about the scientific understanding of neurochemicals and their effects on our brain, so I'm simply passing along my findings and my views of how I believe they relate to BDSM. That said, I'd be very interested in hearing from those of you with medical and/or scientific training who have a deeper understanding of the subject matter at hand. There is precious little to be found about how these neurochemicals relate to BDSM play, so it is my fervent hope that this article opens up a dialog where we as a community can share our experiences and scientific knowledge with one another. At the least, it should allow you to scene more effectively.

The Neurochemicals
Why do practitioners of BDSM, most of whom are normal everyday people, like something as outrageous as giving and/or receiving pain? To understand the attraction of BDSM, it helps to understand what's going physiologically within the body during a BDSM scene.

First of all, as you're likely to hear over and over from others in the BDSM community, it's not about the pain, it's about the endorphins. But endorphins are just a part of it. There are a complex series of neurochemical interactions going on during a BDSM scene that ultimately come together to produce the pleasurable euphoric analgesia we experience (aka "flying") as a result of a scene done well. In addition to endorphins, other neurochemicals such as enkephalins, dopamine, prolactin, cortisol, and oxytocin all play a role in our scenes. They also come into play during aftercare and are a primary cause of subdrop that often occurs days afterward.

Chemical painkillers known as endorphins and enkephalins are produced naturally by the body. These two groups of compounds comprise the basis for the body's own pain fighting mechanisms. They are very close in structure to morphine, so it's not surprising that they produce the effect that they do. It is because our bodies are designed to be receptive to endorphins and enkephalins that morphine can do what it does.

The endorphins are primarily located within the brain itself. These are polypeptides able to bind to the neuro-receptors in the brain to give relief from pain. Enkephalins are found in the brain as well as many other areas of the body. This internal pain management system is responsible for the so called runner's high, the temporary loss of pain when severe injury occurs, the ability for women to go through natural child birth, and the analgesic effects that playing in a dungeon offers a bottom during a BDSM scene. It's also believed that it's responsible for the placebo effect and can even be controlled with hypnosis.

Four groups of endorphins, alpha, beta, gamma, and sigma, have so far been identified, but the beta-endorphins seem to be the most important for pain regulation. Enkephalins are pentapeptides, the smallest of the molecules with pain killing or opiate activity. Enkephalins are found in the thalamus of the brain and in parts of the spinal cord that transmit pain impulses. The checks and balances system of endorphins and enkephalins physically consists of chains of amino acids, which make up the chemical messengers known as neuropeptides.

The transmission of pain and/or pleasure feelings exist within the brain due to nerve impulses. These impulses are relayed via neurotransmitter chemicals thus causing the release of neuromodulator chemicals, such as endorphins. These messengers differ from neurotransmitters in the fact that they modulate feelings of pain and pleasure, rather than convey the actual feelings. In order to change the feelings of pleasure and blockage of pain, the endorphins must reduce activity in the thalamus and cerebral cortex. This occurs by the neuromodulators effecting the dopamine pathway by binding to a specific opiate receptor site. Endorphins "shut off" the nerves in the frontal lobe, inhibiting feelings of pain, and allows this area to flood with dopamine, hence the feelings of euphoria. Not surprisingly, a rise in blood levels of endorphins is measurable after exercise and sexual activity.

Dopamine is the neurochemical that activates your reward center. When dopamine floods the brain, either in response to endorphins, or from climax during sex, the euphoria associated with the dopamine begins to taper off as the dopamine levels drop. As the dopamine drops off, another neurochemical called prolactin rises in an inverse relationship. Prolactin performs many functions, and it also appears to play a prominent role in regulating sex and keeping dopamine in check (we can't be happy forever can we?).

As dopamine drops after orgasm, prolactin immediately rises in both men and women, acting as a sexual satiation mechanism. Research shows that prolactin surges immediately after orgasm in both men and women. In addition, many see a rise in oxytocin after orgasm (more on that later), but prolactin is a much better indicator for orgasm. Men may experience this prolactin surge as the "roll over and snore" phenomenon. In women, the effects may be delayed for days. Like dopamine, prolactin profoundly affects our moods and behavior. Prolactin appears to be a stress hormone, associated with feelings of depression and alienation. In addition, cortisol levels gradually begins to increase, and this hormone is also associated with depression. This depression cocktail usually becomes most noticeable over the next few days as what we call subdrop.

What's the Science Behind Lust, Attraction, and Love?
You guessed it --neurochemicals! Lust is primarily driven by the sex hormones testosterone and oestrogen. Lustful attraction is heavily influenced by pheromones (sexually stimulating smells) we send to one another, and is driven by a group of neuro-transmitters called monoamines that includes dopamine (no surprise here), norepinephrine (aka adrenalin), and serotonin. Norepinephrine and serotonin excite us, while dopamine makes us feel happy. These neurochemicals are controlled by a substance which is also found in chocolate and in strawberries, called PEA or phenylethylamine. It is PEA which controls the transition from attraction to love and attachment.

This brings us to the neurochemical, oxytocin, aka the "love hormone". This is an interesting neurochemical with many functions. One of the most significant is its ability to bond us with each other when it is released in the limbic system. Oxytocin is behind deep love, parent/child bonds, friendships, even love we feel for our pets. In fact, we could not fall in love without it. Oxytocin is not about lust though. It is behind the selfless desire to nurture and be close to others. Oxytocin is responsible for our feelings of intimacy, caring, comfort, and emotional attachment. It is an anti-stress hormone that comforts and has a calming effect. It's also been linked to monogamous relationships. Interestingly, it counters the effect of prolactin and cortisol, and best of all, there's no drop in effectiveness as we promote it.

So how do we promote this love drug called oxytocin? Well neurochemicals and behavior tend to be circular. That is, a change in behavior induces changes in neurochemistry, and vice versa. Close, trusted companionship promotes the production of oxytocin. The more oxytocin we produce, the more receptive we are to it, and the more "loved" we feel. Oxytocin receptors do not down-regulate as dopamine receptors do. This means we do not need an ever-increasing level to get the same feeling of being in love. We can cause the brain to release oxytocin through caring touch, especially stroking, and selfless giving or nurturing each other, as a parent would a child. This isn't about sex, but sex can be included in the process, and oxytocin can be released during sex, assuming you have a relationship that allows for those feelings to be present. One night stands with strangers are an example of where oxytocin is not likely to occur during sex. This is because oxytocin is more about intimacy than the lust of sex. This is why sex with someone you care about is so much better. The more you give, the more you receive in return, and the better you both feel as your oxytocin levels rise in unison.

From the Top's perspective, I'm often asked what I get out of doing a scene. Well a big piece of this for me is the oxytocin mixed with adrenalin and of course, the dopamine hits. I may not be as fuzzy brained as the bottom, but I'm definitely riding on my own high. That said, a scene with someone I'm in love with is much better than a scene with someone I barely know. The dopamine hit associated with a "new conquest" is there of course, but the oxytocin effect is minimal. This is why many in the BDSM community rarely play with someone they don't feel a connection with.

Using Neurochemicals In Your Scene
In the context of neurochemicals, your scenes can become much more powerful. It's obvious now why the gentle caress of the Top's hand alternating with the pain of whatever is being used can be so powerful. Not only is there a cognitive dissonance of the pleasure and pain, but there is also the building of oxytocin within both the Top and the bottom from the touching. If genital stimulation leading to orgasm is a part of the scene, dopamine, endorphins, and oxytocin are all released as well. In addition, the orgasms are very powerful since there is a giving up of control in the process. As the Top and bottom climb together in the scene, the release of the oxytocin brings them closer together, and at the end, the intense emotions they feel for one another create a very strong bond.

In my experience, if you want to have your bottom enjoy the "flying effect" (as opposed to the simple sadistic pleasure of making the bottom scream in pain), you have to understand and work with the bottom's system of neurochemicals. It doesn't take much to get an initial endorphin flush to pain. Typically, I like to start off with some gradually escalating nipple stimulation at the start of a scene. Simply pinching the nipples for 30-60 seconds with increasing pressure is enough to get that first endorphin hit. As I'm doing this, I'm reassuring her with a backward countdown from 20. This lets her know that this is a temporary condition that's about to stop. When done, I praise her for being a good girl and let her know how much she's pleased me by taking the nipple torture gracefully.

At that point, with soothing rhythmic music playing in the background, I may start with some light flogging. Because it takes five to ten minutes for the bottom's endorphin pump to recharge itself, my goal for now is to allow the bottom to relax into the scene. Massage, light flogging, light touching, the sound of my voice reassuring and praising her -- coaxing her into relaxing, into listening to the music, into accepting and not fighting the sensations that she's experiencing. During all of this, I'm building her oxytocin levels as she settles into her first light endorphin hit.

After five or ten minutes, her endorphin pump is ready again, and it's time to take her to the next level. This is done by administering hard direct pain. At stage two, I find that a hard hand spanking for about a minute is enough to release the second endorphin hit. When I'm done, I return to giving her gentle touching, reassurances, and praise to soothe her back into a relaxed state of mind. Again, I spend another five to ten minutes with flogging mixed with hand spanking, and maybe some light paddling. I am always watching her body language to sense when she's feeling that I'm being too intense. If her shoulders tense up or she pulls away from me, I go immediately into "touching mode" with massage and gentle reassurances. My goal is for her to completely relax and to accept rather than pull away from whatever I'm doing. The rhythmic percussion of the toys in time to the soothing music mixed with the endorphins and my voice create a deep relaxation in the bottom similar to what you might experience in hypnosis.

Once the relaxation period is over, I once again administer hard direct pain for a moment so that she may get her third endorphin hit. At this point, she's starting to get a good buzz going on, and you'll notice that she's a lot more tolerant to pain. The level of paddling that she may have pulled away from earlier now gets little reaction. From time to time, I reinforce her good behavior with rewards of genital touching that induce orgasms (under my control of course). Pain, pleasure, my voice, hypnotic relaxation, loving touch, and orgasmic bliss -- she's on her way to outer space, and I'm the mission commander for her flight.

This process is repeated over and over as the she goes through each stage and deeper into subspace. As you play, you'll want to escalate your levels of intensity of play since she's feeling less and less of what you're doing. Light flogging becomes hard flogging. Likewise with spanking, paddling, and caning. This allows you to open up your more sadistic side with her not only able to take it, but to take it and fly.

How far you take her is up is for the two of you to decide. My experience is that if you take her past level three, she's probably not going to be much good for sex afterwards (nice to know if you have plans). Of course this is different for everyone, so if you have someone that takes more or less, that's not unusual. As always, you have to tailor your expectations to the individual. Keep an eye on circulation issues in extremities if you're using cuffs or ropes to bind the bottom because as she goes deeper into subspace, she's unlikely to know or tell you about problems she may be having. Once you get to level five or so, she's usually going to be pretty incoherent and may be incapable of calling out a safeword or telling you if there's a problem. My general rule is that when she can't respond to, "How are you doing?", it's time to stop the scene and to take her into aftercare.

Neurochemicals and Aftercare
Aftercare at the end of a scene typically includes holding, stroking, and nurturing behavior, so it's not surprising that we're continuing to promote the release of oxytocin in the bottom as we hold them. At this point, they have the endorphins and enkephalins acting as powerful analgesics, the dopamine giving them a euphoric high, and the oxytocin making them feel loved and cared for. Is it any wonder that bottoms can fly when all of this is going on inside their brains?

And as we hold them in our arms, caring, nurturing, loving, do we as Tops not feel a true sense of connection with our bottoms? Gives me chills just thinking about it.

In the course of aftercare, it's good to recognize that as the bottom comes down from their endorphin induced analgesia, they may feel chilled and start shivering, even in a hot room. If you've ever had general anesthesia for an operation, you may remember having a similar chilled feeling as you woke up. For this reason, it's good to have a blanket available for aftercare. It's especially nice for the bottom when you wrap a blanket around them since they feel enveloped in your care for them. In addition, a drink with a straw (they won't be holding their own cup for a while) is recommended since this experience tends to dry their mouths out. In fact, stopping the scene periodically to check on the bottom and to give them a sip of water is a good practice. Since during a scene, I like to give g-spot orgasms as rewards (these very powerful orgasms usually result in a good release of endorphins as well as female ejaculation), this can also lead to dehydration.

Dealing with Subdrop
As an aspect of aftercare, we should also note that a phenomenon known as subdrop often occurs after a good scene. This can occur quickly or may not appear until several days later. Subdrop is a state of depression and moodiness that often occurs after a heavy scene or where the submissive is away from their dominant for an extended period of time. It is the result of increased prolactin and cortisol levels. Aftercare isn't something done only immediately after a BDSM scene, it should be something the Top should do in follow up with the bottom for several days afterward. This should especially include phone calls to check on the bottom when personal contact can't be made.

For methods of countering the effect of subdrop, please visit Ten Ways to Fight Subdrop.

Conclusion
BDSM scening can lead to some very profound changes in the neurochemistry of both the Top controlling the scene and the bottom experiencing the scene. By better understanding the physiological aspects of what is going on within our brains, we are able to create better experiences from our BDSM play. I inclue the link so that you can read more about it! Below  Thanks Nurse Vicki
http://www.hotlanta.com/sirreal/BDSMScience.htm

going to Conroe Lake for R and R plus Videos
2:09PM on August 17, 2009

Well we are heading for Conroe Lake near Willis Texas  on sat the 22 for a week of R and R !  Plus some  new content we be doing out door Stuff again So should be fun! My friends will be heading out with hubby and I 3 BBWs now for Sure and 4 ( BBW rosy red will come like on Wed if she doens't change her mind again)  for part of the Time so should be lots of interesting things to do ! I was hoping to get some request but well nothing form my fans and buddies it isnt to late we have till Friday morning  till we take off! Í know i may end up tied to a tree and begging to be set free and some one is bringing a canoe so we see if this gal can float! I know every one is excited! The 2 guys will have their hands full with us gals and I think hubby has another gal hes bringing too LOL or wants to he has a friend up in Houston he met at a swing club! Well i wont be doing any shows the next 2 sundays but i will try to get a few in this week say weds day perhaps! Thanks for Reading Nurse Vicki! added a prevous out door video clip and my latest free one

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thanks to FantasyFarrah
4:59PM on August 03, 2009

I also noticed that my 2 year anniversary came and went and no one even noticed Sigh! I have also enjoyed many folks and made friends who I hope to meet some at the Event in Oct in Indiana For the Mask ball ! http://www.rude.com/main/events/view/id/27


We will be spending  additional time in French lick INdiana in a Time share resort therethe week before! We had weeks going to expire so if your in Indiana and want to meet us Let us KNOw! We will be in a 2 bedroom so we have space for a few others to stay over night if we like you! We will be looking for video opts of course and it sounds like a lovely place even if i do solos nudes out on the patio! Big Grin!

It is always nice to see a state we havent been before! We will also try to extend it with time up in ILLnois using our silver leaf endless escapes resort in that area, of course wont know till closer to the date if we can or not but Indiana Is a YES all the way! This will be our first Rude event! So I hope we havea blast and get to meet some of our fine friends here!
  I too want to thank my (our as hubby lives here too and our 3 cats)  Fans, New Friends, buddies, my Green mods and always helpful red mods and most of all the owners of this fine site For the great times ive had even though sometimes i get upset with things I am over all happy here and I plan to stay as long as rude is here! Kisses and Hugs to all !  Naughty Nurse Vicki,  Hubby, cats and our crew!

Spanking Date with Sir B ( Part 1 Mind fuck) part 3 of my BDSM weekend
11:31PM on July 23, 2009



I waiting for my date and I am getting dressed wanted something really sexy so I put on my ruffled black laced panties a cute pink laced t shirt and pair of cropped pants being its summer and we going to dinner first! We do both enjoy our spanking dates!



We tend to go to a cute little Pho restaurant as neither wants to eat to much since we wont feel like playing if we eat to much. Pho is a Vietnamese broth, noodle based soup, with choice of meat and lots of herbs.



Sir B comes in his cute PT Cruiser and picks me up, escorting me into his car ! He makes me feel so special, always making sure I am safely tucked into the seatbelt! We take off on the highway towards or dining place and we chat !



He does warn me that he will be spanking me later,since he was told I was a naughty Girl and I giggle at this little game we play! We talk about friends and what I have done so far since I been in town for this weekends BDSM event! He is always interested in what I am doing !



I make sure I stay seated till he comes around the car to open my door as I been warned that I have to be a Lady with him and I don't want to disappoint him again. I already made that mistake once ,and oh it was humiliating to be dressed down like a child! I am not used to Gentleman who open doors and walk one safely to their car etc but I do find I like it! I am a Lady he explains and I really do want to be treated as such!



We go into the little restaurant , we are shown to a table near the window and he seats me before seating himself ! He goes over the menu with me and we decide what to eat, then he orders for the both of us! I smile and flirt with him while waiting for our meal ,



He tells me that he has a plan for tonight that I am to be spanked here after dinner and that all the guys have paid to see me spanked! I blush and smile but I not to sure if he means it or not. He is grinning at me but he seems to mean it ! He explains that the adults will stay and any children and their parents will go ! He goes on and on about how he set it all up with the owner who is smiling at us real friendly like he knows! Oh my God my mind races and I can barely eat my soup , I think he means it! He tells me how the men are watching me and they all seem to be in this small place! I swallow nervously and for once he is finishing his meal before I get mine far done at all !



He points at the soup and asks is it ok You don't seem to be eating it! I look at the bowl and it is still rather full, he says well you better hurry up as every one is waiting to see you take my spanking . I noticed all the children have left and there are more men there then earlier! I mumble Yes Sir and blush redder and try to eat my soup! He is still talking about bending me over and first spanking me with my panties on to arm me up a bit then exposing my ass to all the Asian men in that Pho restaurant, I shiver and try to read his eyes does he mean it will he really spank me here!



Finally I can not eat any more and ask to go to the bath room ! He says” yes, but don't take to long our friends are waiting”! I had said earlier I might hide there and he said he would drag me out by my hair if I did, so I go and I don't take very long indeed!



I return and I don't sit down just wait to see what he will do. I have all having decided I will do as I am told ,but will he? ! I find my self looking at the table envision me putting my hands on it and bending over waiting for him to spank my rounded cheeks!Is or isnt he , I ponder? He comes back from paying and says Lets go”” and pushes me slightly towards the door as I gasp and speed up so he wont change his mind ! He assisted me into the car and tells me why he didn't spank me cause the owner didn't come up with the money he promised him for the show! He also reminds me of the words we talked about before we went to the restaurant '' Mind Fuck”



I breath a sigh of relieve but I know if he would have told me to assume the position that I would do it as any good little subby girl Would! End of part one of the spanking Date you will have to look for the rest tomorrow ! Real life does keep me from writing all I promised but I will finish this and the sunday picnic part as well Soon keep reading and mark me so you wont miss a thing add me as a friend as well! Naughty Switchy Nurse Vicki

Late Night Outing to Dennys
11:15PM on July 22, 2009


Well as you know I went out on Friday Night with my Dom on a spanking date and left my poor Sissy sub all alone to her own devices! Apoun returning to the hotel full of subby space myself, I realized I had basically ignore her needs all night, which isn't very nice to do!

So I asked her what she had been up to and if she had eaten ? She replied that she had gone to the bar and was basically ignored even though she was dressed her best and wandered around the hotel all dressed up! She was kinda hungry So I say I was as well, and ordered her to get her dress on and we go to Denny's as we had discussed earlier that day!

I got dressed in some a lacy t shirt and pants and my sandals. She put on a soft, large strapped sun dress in blues that I had approved for her to wear for an outing in public! We fixed her wig and she applied some makeup and lipstick! She strapped on her roman sandals .We took our purses (hers was Pink print)and off we went!
It was a short drive to Dennys and well being the first time, I took a man in drag with me.I was a bit nervous! I pulled my self together and didn't let her know, just acted like we were a normal set of girlfriends! Elaine can pass as an older aunt very easily especially when she takes the time to shave her body and remembers to have her girl voice on !

So in we went with myself leading the way smiling and joking with the hostess and Elaine following Soon we were seated at a table and the waiter was hovering getting our drink order, as we looked at the menu! We each figured out what we each wanted and ordered . Then chatted about things, God only knows what, and watched the others around us trying to guess if they knew!The waiter and hostess seem to be all smiles but nothing was said and we didn't get but one or two funny looks from the other guests there ! No questions were asked what so ever! So we ate our hearty meal with lots of free refills on our waters. Went to pay, again a smiles ,maybe a bit to happy, was it to see us go?

Well I don't know but My Sweet Girl girl Elaine seemed to passed with flying colors. I felt like I had as well, after all I was careful not to do or say anything to give the game away! We returned to the Hotel and joined a bunch of young folks who allowed us to do A Lady's first entrance into the elevator. I suppose they assumed Elaine was my older aunt or sister, but maybe were a little bit into that we were not who we were posing to be at all. Again all smiles in our face and whispers perhaps behind our backs! We made it back to our Hotel room safely and soon were getting ready for bed all worn out after our adventures!

Hey How was your WEEKEnd Have any Adventures Like I did?
2:45PM on July 20, 2009

Hey All wanted to share my adventures this weekend this is part 1 SAt

Mine was very busy I went to a BDSM Event to Vend my Jewelry and Being a naughty Switch have fun with the subs and doms that I had on my dance card to Play with It was a all fun weekend didn't take any photos Cause camera is in the shop and I just wanted to relax with my guys and have fun!
What did we do well Fri day went to Austin Met with one of the subs picked Up him and his stuff went to the hotel and got settled ! My other sub/switch came just as I was taking off on a spanking Date ( will write on that tommorrow) After my spanking date returned to the room with a sad pet waiting for me, the other had went to the Bar gathering the group was hosting ! My sissy slve girl was needing some dress up time so I told her to get dress in her pretty blue Dress and we will go out! ( will write more on that on wedsday)
On SAt We woke up early, to set up the booth and do vending! Vending is mostly waiting for clients to come to your booth between classes, not much fun so I wont bore you with that!Though I always do some shopping and met some neat folks amoung the venders ! I always scope out the Sillent auction and this year I won a sharp Skull Knive and a lovely erotic wood Paddle!
We went to a play party Sat Night after a bit of dinner wonderful chinese that my sissy slave told us about! I had 2 subs 2 Doms and a Husband All Males in my little click! What a lot of attention on me, Yes I loved it But it can be a lot of work to please 5 men LOL
So I was quick to get the ball rolling though I was really kinda tired from a long day of vending my hand made Jewelry! I be happy to post some one day soon!
I soon had one sub strung up on the cross to be played. He was the lighter one and a sweet cross dresser, but He whines and complains a lot about how hard i hitting and jjust whimps out on me! ! I wont go into details of what nasty things I did to him to him but I had a new paddle I tried on him and did a bit of knife play! He was well worked when I finished with him 30 minutes Later!
NeXt I had this very Large hairy Man 6'5 and strong as he could be under my whip, he was a heavy one and It took me a bit to work him into sub space! I used all my leather floggers and paddles , wood paddles and whip as well as my lovely new knife! He took a lot and was very much in subby space after I was though it had been a year since he had been played! I really loved How he growled when my hits hurt oh so good! Last thing I did was Iced all his red spots after craving my V into his hairy back with my Knive so he wont forget me for awhile! ( I removed Some of his hair No blood was spilled)
Then I rested LOL! I did have a short spanking with my favorite Dom play mate, since my own bottom was sore from the night before Grin! It was just about time to go then and I only tease the other Dom by sitting in his Lap!
Next day we went to a Picnic BDSM style and I tell you more about that tommorrow! TY Nurse Vicki

Stealing from Eric
1:58PM on July 12, 2009


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name: Victoria
Birth month: Dec
Your sign: capricorn
Current Location: San Antonio Texas
Eye Color: hazel
Hair Color:  redish Brown
Height: 5'8
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty
Your Heritage: German Dutch Polish
The Shoes You Wore Today: none
Shoe size: 81/2 OR 41
Your Weakness: CHOCOLATE BUT ONLY EUROPEAN DARK
Your Perfect Pizza: lots of veggies anchovies cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get my house organized
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "lol"
Thoughts First Waking Up: oh every thing hurts
Your Best Physical Feature: brain mind
Your Bedtime: i am a night owl midnight maybe
Your Most Missed Memory: dog putzle
How do you want to Die:  Fast or in my sleep
Are you a Health Freak: yes more and more
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:I am a grown up Was a Nurse Now Naughty Nurse
What country would you most like to Visit: Austrailia


THIS OR THAT...

Pepsi or Coke: neither not into soda clubis only kind
McDonalds or Burger King: yucky neither if i go for a Burger its Whatburger Texas chain
Quiznos or Subway: Subway
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither Stash
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Big or Small: big and cool we talking coffee right
Playstation or Xbox: none but i do put my videos in PSP formate for those that like!


DO YOU...

Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: yes, bad girl but less since i am feeling less stressed!
Do you Sing: yes
Do you Shower Daily: most of the time sometimes 2 times a day!
Do you want to go to College: college grad
Do you want to get Married:on my 2nd one divorced once
Do you belive in yourself:  yes.
Do you get Motion Sickness: yes back seat of car plane cruise ship!
Do you think you are Attractive: I been told I am
Do you Work-Out: sometimes mostly swim or water arobics Dancing
Do you get along with your Parents: usually
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes but not when they are on top of my head!
Do you have any Hobbies: yes, reading Making jewelry
Do you like to play Video Games: occassionally


CAN YOU...

Can you play an Instrument:not really unless air ones count Grin
Can you Sing: Choir girl yes
Can you Cook: yes have had praise for it as well
Can you Drive: yes safe and sure driver
Can you Swim: yes fairly good
Can you Skateboard:  i tried it but i dont do it well
Can you Ski: no, never tried


A NUMBER GAME...

Number of Drugs I have taken:  doctor prescribed to many to count Other  tried 2 times pot and hash both made me sick so stopped
Number of CDs I own: a few
Number of Piercings:  my ears only
Number of Tattoos: 0, and never will
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 0, I know life happens


IN THE PAST MONTH, HAVE YOU...

Drank Alcohol: no
been Drunk: no
Smoked cigarettes: no
Smoked weed: no
been on Drugs: yes doctor kind
gone on a Date: yes
gone to a Mall: yes
gone Swimming: yes
eaten a box of Oreos: no
eaten Sushi: Yes
been on Stage: does here count
played a Video Game: yes
been in Love: yes
been Dumped: no
been Beaten up: Yes umm felt so good ( i am into BDSM)
gone Skinny Dipping: no
Stolen Anything: yes this survey


HAVE YOU EVER...

Drank Alcohol: yes
been Drunk: yes tipsy i cant handle much
Smoked cigarettes: yes
Smoked weed: yes
been on Drugs: yes
gone on a Date: yes
gone to a Mall: yes
gone Swimming: yes
eaten a box of Oreos: yes
eaten Sushi: yes
been on Stage: yes modeling at BBW event
played a Video Game: yes
been in Love: yes
been Dumped: yes
been Beaten up: yes
gone Skinny Dipping: yes
Stolen Anything: yes candy bar mom made bring it back Grin i was 5


IN A BOY/GIRL...Boys for me

Favorite Eye Color: Blue
Favorite Hair Color: tend to like silver
Short or Long Hair: short well kept
Height: 5'8 or taller
Weight: dont matter
Tattoos: with or without, don't matter to me
Piercings: with or without, don't matter to me
Best Clothing Style: clean  and neat I do like a well groomed man!

Up dates and news!
1:15PM on June 03, 2009

 Hello All,
                      Man its to quiet here! I I been real busy work on adding stuff to a brand new site My Fat Forum Fan Club and also to my Nurse Vicki site! I updated both the tour page with a new better slide tour now with all 4 ladies on it (me,sexy dutch girl,Rose,Barely Legal Angie) Then I worked updating the inside pages of 3 of Us! We up loaded at least a 100 of photos ! We put new photos on Rose 8 sets,2 sets on Barely Legal Angie and 5 Videos of me!
      Of course regular Life also happens Like having to take every thing off our patio so that the new sliding and paint job can begin!That was finally pushed though over many including our protest !For us in the tune of $5000.00, we didn't have so, we had to take a loan out. Sigh one more bill to keep up with! 
         As some of you might remember I have a mini garden out there, So all them pots had to move Hubby commanded an empty parking spot and started yesterday on any pots he could lift by himself, against my asking for him to wait for us(son and I) to help!( I hadnt slept and son works, so both crashed! Ed didn't tell us he was going to any how Oh that man!
           This morning we tackled the big planters I made out of 50 gallon storage containers and a lot of other things to place on that parking spot, in the small storage closet on the patio, or take to the big storage ! To say the least, we all wet with sweat but it is finally done!
        My cherry tomato plant have little green gems on them I noticed and picked 2 banana peppers today! This move I hope will be good for my plants.I hope as they will get more sun and may give me some extra growth and more flowers and fruit! What am I growing well still got cabbage coming to a nice head, eggplants, okra, Squash which is being bugged by bugs and Peppers (got two Sweet bananas off them today)as well as the tomatoes and herbs!Oh and flowers of course! So I do have a green thumb! I will have to water them more being there!
     Hey I going to moms on the 9th Back by the 14 then off to Washington DC the 16 of this month for a week! So I wont be doing my shows on a few Sundays again OOPs!  That should be fun if your in DC let me know ! My Lover will be with me mostly at night so I be site seeing in the day time by myself! I want to see more of the area and Sat I want to hit the big out door market! That should be fun! I have an adventurous soul! I still need to tell you more about where we went in Az But Not this moment! Try to tell you more soon! Got work to do! How has your day been!

Mrs Obama Gets Hands Dirty!
12:56PM on April 10, 2009



White House Wife Plants Garden
Poem written by Me  published as creative contest regarding News today paper!  I chose an article in my home town paper of San Antonio about Mrs Obama Good works teaching children about gardening, going green and eating fresh fruits and veggies and it inspired this poem Enjoy All! Photo is one of mine from visiting Texas Hill Country in Spring Poppies and Blue Bonnets Copy rights 2007 !


Go Green Obama gal Now a garden but where's the cow?
Planting Seedlings for fresh loot isn't that a hoot!
Helping children and the poor, Show us all to do more
Teach the young ones Honey child,make them learn to grow wild

Sow those seeds, not to deep so we all get good things to eat!
More and more we need the soil not just for its oil!I loved it that the Prince agreed
Gardeners Stand us tall we are not so crazy after All

I want You to Wear Red On Fridays!
9:20PM on March 30, 2009

I recieved this in my email today and wanted to share it with all my rude Friends If your American You will join me in this Thanks NV


Will you give this to my Daddy?

As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.'

Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen.

Moving through the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering..


When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families.

Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal.


Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of our service men and women, a young girl, not more than 6 or 7 years old, ran up to one of the male soldiers. He kneeled down and said 'hi.'

The little girl then asked him if he would give something to her daddy for her.


The young soldier, who didn't look any older than maybe 22 himself, said he would try and what did she want to give to her Daddy. Then suddenly the little girl grabbed the neck of this soldier, gave him the biggest hug she could muster and then kissed him on the cheek.

The mother of the little girl, who said her daughter's name was Courtney, told the young soldier that her husband was a Marine and had been in Iraq for 11 months now. As the mom was explaining how much her daughter Courtney missed her father, the young soldier began to tear up.


When this temporarily single mom was done explaining her situation, all of the soldiers huddled together for a brief second. Then one of the other servicemen pulled out a military-looking walkie-talkie. They started playing with the device and talking back and forth on it.

After about 10-15 seconds of this, the young soldier walked back over to Courtney, bent down and said this to her, 'I spoke to your daddy and he told me to give this to you.' He then hugged this little girl that he had just met and gave her a kiss on the cheek. He finished by saying 'your daddy told me to tell you that he loves you more than anything and he is coming home very soon.'

The mom at this point was crying almost uncontrollably and as the young soldier stood to his feet, he saluted Courtney and her mom. I was standing no more than 6 feet away from this entire event.


As the soldiers began to leave, heading towards their gate, people resumed their applause. As I stood there applauding and looked around, there were very few dry eyes, including my own. That young soldier in one last act of selflessness, turned around and blew a kiss to Courtney with a tear rolling down his cheek.

We need to remember everyday all of our soldiers and their families and thank God for them and their sacrifices. At the end of the day, it's good to be an American.

RED FRIDAYS ----- Very soon, you will see a great many people wearing Red every Friday. The reason? Americans who support our troops used to be called the 'silent majority'. We are no longer silent, and are voicing our love for God, country and home in record breaking numbers.


We are not organized, boisterous or over-bearing. We get no liberal media coverage on TV, to reflect our message or our opinions. Many American, like you, me and all our friends, simply want to recognize that the vast majority of America supports our troops.

Our idea of showing solidarity and support for our troops with dignity and respect starts this Friday and continues each and every Friday until the troops all come home, sending a deafening message that.. Every red-blooded American who supports our men and women afar will wear something red.


By word of mouth, press, TV -- let's make the United States on every Friday a sea of red much like a homecoming football game in the bleachers.

If every one of us who loves this country will share this with acquaintances, co-workers, friends, and family. It will not be long before the USA is covered in RED and it will let our troops know the once 'silent' majority is on their side more than ever; certainly more than the media lets on.

The first thing a soldier says when asked 'What can we do to make things better for you?' is...We need your support and your prayers.

Let's get the word out and lead with class and dignity, by example; and wear something red every Friday.

IF YOU AGREE -- THEN SEND THIS ON.

IF YOU COULDN'T CARE LESS THEN HIT THE DELETE BUTTON --- IT IS YOUR CHOICE. I don't know if you've seen this, but I couldn't delete it.

WE LIVE IN THE LAND OF THE FREE, ONLY BECAUSE OF THE BRAVE.
THEIR BLOOD RUNS RED---- SO W EAR RED! --- MAY GOD HELP AMERICA TO BECOME ONE NATION, UNDER GOD!

clitter? Hey I must be really dumb
9:19AM on March 18, 2009

I havent figured out the new clitter thing Maybe i will and again do i really need to put more Out there?  If someone would just write a few directions on how to do this I looked on rude control and forums but neither was any help!  Shoot dont we have enough to deal with ECK well any how! NV

I was so excite yesterday in my posting
8:01PM on March 12, 2009

that I had lost more weight I totally forgot to Read the mess I wrote ! I checked it today and did proof read it. So I must tell all  of you that I am sorry for all the errors! When I get too excited I write so fast, I am surprised I don't get arrested for speeding HA HA   I also do not for the life of me understand why there is no spell check here when it is every were else just about!  Well i had a good day today visited with my Girl friend ! we went to lunch and a bit of thrift store shopping!  Yes I am cheap lol We looked for kids clothing for her grandchildren for Oct when her daughter, son in law and the grand babies will be going to Germany ! Found some great clothing for them. We have always shopped this way, since  we were raising our own children as they grow so fast sometimes they do not even get to where and outfit more then once! I also found we bags that I can use! One for my longer BDSM toys and the other 2 will be for lugging around my finished photos for art shows or to bring to galleries!! Well my dinner is calling , just leftovers from last nights BBQ ribs corn bread, and lovely Lima beans  I made! Oh how I love ribs ! I wonder how many of you watch and see me working them bones and wonder what am I eating ! Well this girl is a cave woman when it comes to meaty bones LOL 

lost another 15 pounds!
7:35AM on March 11, 2009

Whoo hoo dont know how, but I am now down to 304 pounds! You say well your still fat for a 5'8 person, but that now brings my total loss to 145 pounds! Now how many of you have lost a full person ! Yes, some people weigh less then I have lost!  I have  45 more pound to go! Then I can have the loose skin removed, my doctor says, which will remove another 30 some people say ! When I was working full time in the hospitalas an RN, I weight about 290, so I am  feeling rather happy about that! Its been a many year struggle, but no one gets fat over night, so no one loses it over night! Ive had my set backs and hubby still doesn't think i ever get down another 45 pounds! Now i just need a dog to walk LOL cats don't like to go for walks! I asked a few neibors who have dogs to lend them to me but no go! Drats  well maybe I could volunteer to walk some but only think is I don't want it to be a job  with a reg shedule cause, well I have bad days and hell iIhave a hard time going sometime ! even to get out of the house!  Well I will keep you posted V

Damn wrote a blog and its gone!
7:25AM on March 11, 2009

Whaaa what happen Shoot me

My swinging friends froM Pa are coming To visit!
6:52PM on February 11, 2009

Well this is the 4th year that my swing friends from PA have come down to spend some of their vacation with us we been to Mexico ( cancun) Las Vegas NV and stayed with them in PA one summer in Philly  and they are staying with us up at canyon Lake where we can use our time share and it  is so nice to kinda run away for a bit with open minded friends!  I met them one year when i though I was going on a hot summer affair with just a hot man I had been talking to on the internet !When iIwent to Philly PA for a Poetry convention (went to show off my poetry and ended up selling more Jewelry to my fellow poets them making any awards or buying any poems myself!  Well he wanted to meet me and I thought he was another faker like some of the others who wanted to meet Nurse Vicki! Yes there was 4 supposed to give me a hot time, while I was in the city of brotherly Love!  2 actually showed one was  a other story i tell you soon!the other one of the two was NED and he  ended up taking me to meet with his steady Girl and wow ( well first of all I didnt know about her and my first reaction was "oh holy shit " what am I too do well I  figured she would be Jealous or somthing, and that nothing would happen! I  wasnt sure what to do Finally I said what the hey come on over and we can at least go out and have some dinner and dancing ant their favorite hang out! So they did i was all dressed in blue to my blue laced thongs and bra it was a warm summer eve and they picked me uyp on the side of my hotel cause parking was crazy and indeed there was a small red head in the back seat!  She wasnt as small as i thought but it was a big car ! That was Jenny and she was sweet freckled faced and though older then me gave off this younger then me air! This was my first 3 some with 2 girls! So I didnt know what was to happen ! i got to know them both on the drive to his apt !
           He said that he wanted to stop and get to know me better! HAha Well we barely got into the place and he was all over me, while she kinda just smiled sweetly at me! I was so hot I just let him have his way with me and soon I was being undressed to my bra and panties which they both admired ! He was so quick with my bra off and my big tits in his hands and mouth that I was soon moaning,  I could feel his cock though his pants and  I was not going to protest! He licvked his way to my pussy and ate it till i gushed and then again they both were surprised how much hot cum squirted from me ! Well it wasnt long till i was totally naked geting pounded doggy style and was kissing her! It was so hot that they had me making a huge puddle in his bed! Well we stop for a bit and he gather up the sheets with me say i was so sorry to make him such a mess and her grining at me!  they told me it was ok and  said go ahead take a shower and lets go out to dinner! Ned is very much in control and he didnt want to miss his free dinner  and he had gotten  his cock some hot pussy from me and licked hers already ( the club they went to dance and drink at had a special buffee for free on sundays )! He is really a strong sexual man I was soon to find out tall and well built he loves girls with big tits like mine!  I was a bit in shock about it all and soon we were at the club standing in the food line and WOW what a great meal we got for the cost of a drink!  I  am not much of a drinker so i also asked for some water cause well i had squirted a lot on his bed and i always need to replensh my fluids! Thats the secrete by the way to squirters we do need to drink alot even though it isnt Pee!  I  enjoyed the food and drinks and music  ! We danced about  an hour or so  and they were great dancers as well ! Well they are here so i finish the rest of the story Later Enjoy!

Green for Valentines?
2:51PM on February 10, 2009

Going Green On Valentines this Year ?!

Green is the latest catch phase in many of our lives now a days! So if you have a person or persons who wants to be more “Green”,or maybe you just wish to be “green” What do you get them for a  special gift for V Day? Well first of all you need to know what does green mean!? So here goes a little definition of “green”. Green means using less of the worlds resources, recycling, leaving less of a carbon footstep,using less energy! O k, you kinda remember this from school, don't you? How we collected cans, paper, and plastic for big companies to recycle them to keep from using oil,raw metal, or wood make more of these things right! Yes ,you are getting the idea ! So here are some nifty gift ideas for your “green” person or for you to be more “green”!

1.Give a gift of Trees Uh you want me to pick out a tree and put it in a package? No you donate money in your friend's name to the Nature Conservancy Plant a Billion Trees campaign in the Atlantic Forest of Brazil. Each tree cost only a Dollar and your friend gets a card telling them how many tress you planted in their name! Get this they even email it to save paper heres a link to do this! support.nature.org/site/PageServer?pagename=brazil_gift_aaa They have many other good causes to give as a gift many which are green! Save the Earth and all her life forms including us!
2.
Give your time and or Donations to local charities in your friends name and give him or her the certificate with a recycled gift card you make yourself!

3.Make a gift use only things you already have! Recycle that old pair of jeans into a tote bag. Make your plastic milk jug into a bird feeder! Make a bracelet from old buttons ! Make new soap from you old soap scrapes! You say you don't know how, go to the library and borrow a book on the subject! No time to learn how, well buy it from some else who does it !? One of the best resource I have found for recycle hand made items is a place called Etsy, if you only want green items well you just go to etsy.com and put that in their search engine! You can even local for Local dealers just add your home town I searched it for Texas and got 5 pages to look though! You will be going green in no time and helping a small business person who makes handmade items as well!

4.Buy local Why? Well anything you ship from somewhere else means emissions in transporting it, so buy things grown or made local as much as you can ! This also helps the local economy! Places to buy local Farmers markets http://www.localharvest.org/ or you can do on line search for local Arts and craft events near you! I also hit my local organic grocery store Sun Harvest http://www.sun-harvest.com ( in Texas only) or Whole foods markets http://www.wholefoodsmarket.com! Or Google for local one near you!

5.Buy vintage,or antique its already past the test of time wont use any more energy you can always personalize it with a bit of paint a ribbon or redo it ! Or if you have an attic, garage full of stuff or storage unit,hunt for a used gift that you can recycle or up cycle, (upgrade rework) ! Go to local Flea markets, antique shows, garage sales or estate sales! Yes, I do re gift too! If you get 3 toasters and you only need one !?At the last Christmas party I got a great photo frame for a wedding! I have already been married 10 years and its my 2nd his 3rd marriage, so we didn't need that any more !So guess what ?I re gifted it to newly weds, who loved it! When I don't have a a gift, I frequently hunt though my house for stashed goodies and make a gift box or basket with what I have in storage! Only 2 taboos on re gifting is don't give same gift back to whom ever you got it from !Don't pass on food that you had since last Year

6.Give organic or natural, free trade , or fresh food items! Hand made by you, picked out of your garden and canned or locally grown these are never wasted! I am a big time cookie baker and since I am on a organic, healthy living kick , my goodies are too! So past on the good health to your friends! Make it extra sweet include the recipe! (see item 4)

7.Be creative with the packaging! Paper isn't the only thing you can wrap with ! I tend to forget to get paper or only have the wrong kind! I have done the brown paper bag thing where you draw pictures or paint with a potatoes. I wrapped in scarves, put things in bags I got from someones else's gift ,used a basket or pretty box, wrapped it in tinfoil, its shiny isn't it? I have used ever greens or flowers instead of bows, I have put part of the gift on the package as a decoration instead of wasting money, I didn't have on bows! Big leaves from your garden with a few herbs would be great to! Its fun and creative and folks are always amazed or at least amused! I know my gifts are remembered !

8.. Give a service ! Give a massage ,give baby sitting, give a good house cleaning to someone who can't ! Give your co worker a month of rides to or from work or both! Give a friend a hand with buying groceries, when her moms in the hospital! Cook some extra food and bring it to their house for dinner! Do the physical work someone else cant, (mow the lawn, shovel the walk, move the furniture) Do the letter writing another cant! Walk the neighbors dog, feed your sisters cat! So many of us think we have to buy ,when we can give service that is very much needed ! This isn't just Green you know but much more it is caring and heart felt!

9. Give of your self! In this day an age of rush and hustle the best gift is of you, your time! Spend more time, less money and less of the world resources and give folks what they really crave more time with you! Read to you kids, play with your pets and kids, talk to your friends, do things with your family, cuddle with your mate, forget the gifts! When you spend time that is what people will remember ! Giving of ones self is the best gift any of us can give!

These are just a few things I hope you get the “green” picture ! I guess I was “green “ long before I knew what “green” was! Have a wonderful Day with your honey , family or firends how every way you spend it!

Man my shoulder hurts, but my ass doesnt LOL Photo of my ass with pink Butt Plug
4:18PM on February 09, 2009

My original disability has been hitting me rather hard lately ! I guess thats what i get for working to had that now my shoulder hurts! I guess i will get some rest from all this the next week starting on friday and hope to be better by the time I return with a lot of great videos to share for it since the party should get us some new faces and cock LOL wish me luck on it! I added a naughty photo from one of my recent flix will be up loading the rest later!