He is my everything....
11:25PM on February 12, 2010
Today I realize "I got a Problem".. Now this revelation came to me after a "crazy night". That damn I want my Rude Crush to be my "forever". I know this may not mean nothing to yall but I giggle like a lil girl when he "text me" his sexy thoughts. He makes me wet when he tells me he wants to "go low". Mmmmm, I swear He should get me "pregnant". Somebody told me let him "be my # 2"... But hell I want him as my "number 1". He has me going thru "changes" but his love keeps me "so high". My dreams would come true if he asked "can I be your man". He is a true freak but "you know i'm nasty". The thought of him in my visions is a "sweet dream". I bet sex with him will be the "best I ever had"... All this playing around the bush has me "slippin". Damn I wanna scream out his name and say I love you. But how you love a face on a screen how you love a man you aint never seen. These are "my confessions". "Truth is" "I'm so into you" til I just dont know what to do. This is "my last chance" to set right the wrong I did between him and I. But can he see past our "differences"? Lawd, i'm on a "merry-go-round" my feelings for him is breaking me down. Do I tell him or do I let it go. I love his "brown skin" and his soft juicy lips. Damn the tats on him drive me wild. This story here is playing it mild. But damn i want to have his child. Ok thats a bit far but thats just how i feel like "i'm wishing on a star". Now its time for me to bring this story to an end but never my feelings for my one true friend.........Muahzzzz