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Erotica by Skittlez.............Deployment!!
7:34PM on May 13, 2011

You're laying in bed watching tv. I turn on the music and start swaying with the rhythm. "Go away not in the mood right now!" you say. Come on you just got back from deployment don't you miss mii. Ok you decide to play along but warn mii that this is an man's game and I will get burnt.



You tell mii to remove my top and start rubbing my breast for you. As I dance and sway and play, I see your dick start swelling and gently throbbing. I crawl onto the bed to touch it but you tell mii no, keep dancing for you. I turn around and teasingly hike up my skirt, showing you I'm not wearing any panties and letting you see the garters and stockings you had mii put on for you. You tell mii to slowly dip my fingers in and out of my already juicy wet pussy, and then bring it to you for a taste. You suck my fingers deep into your mouth and remove my tasty juices.



Now you tell mii to squat over your face and continue my dance as I grind my pussy into your mouth, but instead I pin you with my knees on your arms and I wave my delicious pussy just an inch from your face. You try to reach for it, but I keep it just far enough away that I can feel the very tip of your tongue touch it as you stretch for it. You beg mii to smother you with my pussy as I smile and sway and dance and tease, then finally I grind my sweet wet pussy against your face and you lap it up and suck at it hungrily. I release your arms and you stroke my ass and my breast as you bury your tongue deep into mii and search out and rub that tender G-spot just inside and on top of my pussy. Your nose massages and grinds against my clit.



You remove your tongue and wrap your lips around my clit and swirl it with your tongue as you suck hungrily, drinking in all my juices. You continue this and more until I start to buck and quiver and gasp and finally cum all over your face. Now in control, you take mii by the hips and lift mii off your face and gently place mii over your dick. You can hear the anxiousness in my voice to be fucked by you, and you gently slip the head of your dick into my pussy, but nothing more. You fuck mii slowly for a minute with only the head while I try to get more of your dick in mii, then you pull it out.



You tell mii to lick the head of your dick and taste how delicious I am. You jump off the bed and reach into the toy drawer and pull out one of my favorite toys. You hand it to mii and tell mii you want to see mii cum all over it. As you watch mii fucking myself with my dildo, you tell mii how much you like what you're seeing. You describe what you see and how wonderful it looks. You tell mii to fuck myself deeper and harder. You take my dildo and begin to help mii fuck myself.


You realize I'm coming close to another orgasm and tell mii to slow down, then you move around to my face and tell mii to suck your dick while I cum. Now with your dick in my mouth and my dildo in my pussy, being filled at both ends, You start to gag mii with your dick as I fuck the shit outta myself with my dildo. As I thrust my dildo deeper and deeper into mii the deeper you thrust your dick down my throat.  You want to cum in my mouth so bad, but not now. I feel my body start to tense and quiver again as another tremendous orgasm takes over my body. 

You get down between my legs and slowly continue fucking mii with my dildo as you gently lick my clit. You slowly pull it out of mii as I watch, then bring it to my mouth, where I suck all my juices off and begin to deep throat it. You take it from mii and begin to kiss mii passionately, our tongues wrestling with each other as you suck off my juices from my lips. You slip it back into my wet and quivering pussy. Suddenly you flip mii over, putting mii onto my hands and knees and then you begin to fuck mii from the back quickly and deeply smacking my ass making mii throw it back no thoughts of mii, just how deep and how hard and how fast you can shove your dick in mii. Your lust and desire to cum deep inside my tight wet pussy overwhelms you as you fuck mii deeper and harder, one hand now in my hair pulling mii into you as the other is smacking my ass you say "throw this pussy back to daddy bitch!!". You call mii your slut, your bitch, and ask mii to tell me how much I love being fucked by daddy's dick.



As you continue to fuck mii with no mercy in site it is now clear to mii complete submission is what you seek. "Tell me you love my dick, you worship my dick." Is what you yell to mii while smacking my ass even harder. This sudden pain mixed with submission is making mii horny I can feel the orgasm building in mii like never before.  I tell you I'm going to cum and you tell mii "yes mii too!!" Then you take it out get mii on my knees infront of you. You begin to fuck my throat harder and deeper and grunt and groan, one hand firmly on my head forcing mii to take all of you in. I can feel the veins in your dick tighten. Everytime I try to put my hands on your dick you slap them down.  "No hands bitch suck my dick like you suppose to!!" You tell mii. I can feel mii starting to gag on this and you tensing up as I know whats next to cum. Moments later I feel your cum shoot down the back of my throat forcing mii to swallow all of it.



You begin to suck on my clit once more and stroking your dick with your free hand. I feel the heat coming over my body my nipples are erect and now my pussy is squirting it juices all over the bed. As I start cumming your dick is now hard again and throbbing. You throw my legs onto your shoulders and bury your dick into my pussy fucking mii like I've never been fucked before. I scream and tear at the sheets as wave after wave of orgasm washes over mii, the sweat pouring off your body as you fuck mii ever deeper and harder until you try to mash mii through the bed as a massive orgasm takes over our bodies and you collapse on mii with your dick pulsing and cumming all in my pussy.

JUST SHOW MII THE REPORT!!!
7:37PM on November 23, 2010




I was laying in bed watching t.v. one day and a commercial came on.  In this commercial the people kept asking for the "CARFAX" and I thought to myself DAMN can I get a "PUSSYFAX or DICKFAX REPORT??"

I mean let's just keep it real all this fucking and random fucking leaves one wondering some ish on the real.  So, if I can get a detailed list on what the fuck I'm fucking how easier life would be.  I mean dudes would know upfront if that pussy that's looking good really worth fucking or better yet putting your mouth on. Eeeeeewwww nothing worse then putting your mouth on a pussy the homie with herpes just smashed all unprotected in.

For females I mean if we could get a "DICKFAX" we would know if he been beating his dick or really fucking.  If he like smashing the homies instead of the hoes and how many hoes has he fucked. My report would be sooo easy to read that it would save you from buying a LEMON. Since we all know there's nothing worse then getting a lemon that you stuck with and can't trade that BIH in worth shit.  Now you fucked fucking a lil dick nigga or a big pussy hoe all because you didn't get the report.

When was yah last tune-up(last STI check-up) what was the outcome??
How many wrecks that BIH been in(how many trips to the STI clinic for penicillian)??
How many miles on that BIH(how many homies or hoes you've really fucked)
What the body like(is this a loose pussy or lil dick)??
How many miles per gallon(is this a 5min lover or a track star)??
What ammenities come with it(does she swallow, will he eat pussy and lick ass)??

I mean just think if someone could really give you a report on they pussy or dick and I mean an honest one would you take it or would you smash it without even looking??

My new slogan is "SHOW MII THE PUSSYFAX or DICKFAX REPORT PLEASE!!

Can I Satisfy Him??
10:15PM on October 24, 2010


Rick was very tall and slim, 28, with muscles in all the right places. He had his share of girlfriends all of his life and had never really thought of being with a man. That began to change a year or so ago and it is all his girlfriend's fault. She decided she wanted him fully shaved. Arms, chest, legs and his dick and balls. She loved the feeling of a perfectly smooth guy during lovemaking. This triggered something deep inside of him and he grew to love the whole shaving process. Really, it made him feel like a sexy woman and he started having thoughts of taking it a bit further and wearing female clothes. He played around a bit with panties but not much else. He flew to Chicago for a week long training seminar without his girlfriend and was horny as soon as I checked in. Something about a far away town and hotel that gets him going.

During the first day there, He met a good looking guy who was very friendly with him. Even though there were women around that peaked his interest, this guy intrigued him. He was smart, kind and laid back. Plus he smelled real good. He was big and strong and out weighed Rick by about 80 lbs. He was only 5' 10" and 155 lbs while Mr. X was at least 6'4" and 230, 240. Usually, this made him insecure, but now he was liking it. Mr. X, tall and thick and Rick long and thin.

Every chance they could, they would flirt a bit. Things were moving fast. Then one day, He found a pair of flip flop sandals hanging from his door knob. They were pink with a slight wedge and a flower between the toes. Rick was thrilled. This man wanted to see him in women's shoes. The next day Mr. X visited Rick in his room and Rick wore the shoes like he had been wearing them for years. With his male shorts, his smooth legs looked great. They said nothing to each other about the gift but were to nervous to take it any further.

The next day, another gift. A very tiny, faded jean skirt. Rick went nuts. The skirt rode very low on his slim hips while making his tiny waist look even smaller. He slipped on his sandals and pranced around the room. Mr. X was putting the moves on Rick, and he was liking it. If he thought buying me gifts was going to get me in his bed, he was right. Thought Rick to himself. 

He changed and ran to a store for pedicure supplies and makeup. He wanted eyes like the porn-stars have. Dark liner and purple, almost black shadow. He bought a tight white muscle shirt and hurried back to his room to primp. He wore the skirt so low, you could almost see the crack of his ass and his tight tee showed nothing except how thin and tight his stomach was. His toes were beautiful and he rubbed cocoa butter on his legs giving them a sheen. Rick checked himself out in the mirror, poured a glass of moscato and waited. Mr. X  was chasing him, and he knew he would call. At least he was hoping he would call. He was ready to satisfy another man.

After a long time the phone rang and Mr. X was buzzing pretty good because he was in the bar all afternoon. He asked if he could come up and Rick quickly said "please do!" When he opened the door, he was sure Mr. X jaw dropped. He sat down while Rick mixed him a drink, absolutely thrilled to be posing in his new outfit. For the first time in his life, he was standing in front of another person, skirt, heeled flip flops and make up, feeling terrific. he looked sexy ass fuck. Mr. X stood up and Rick wrapped his arms around his huge neck while nervously slipping his tongue into his mouth. It was on and he was thrilled. He wanted to satisfy this man and he was not sure if he could.

Rick peeled off Mr.X clothes and had a quick look at the body he would soon be rubbing and licking. Thick and manly, just like he likes them. His dick looked like a giant muscle with bulging veins. Of course Rick checked this out because soon it would be inside of him. He went back to his neck, rubbing the back of his head while swaying gently to the music. He was in a trance. He was lusting for Mr. X dick. Rick left his clothes on and let Mr. X feel me up like most men would do to a female in a mini skirt. He felt like a sexy hot bitch, being manhandled by an hungry black stud.

Mr. X began to direct Rick to his knees and he gladly obliged. He was face to face with Mr. X throbbing rock hard chocolate dick, this was his first sign he was turning on another man. Mr. X  had some succulent precum dripping from the tip. Wow! he was turning on a man. Rick wasted no time wrapping his juicy lips around it sucking and licking with great pleasure. It was hard as rock candy and Mr. X moaning was driving Rick off the deep end. With Sade smooth operator playing in the background, Rick gazed up with hungry eyes to gauge Mr. X reaction. He was loving it. A Sexy chocolate man, a real fione as brother was loving Rick sucking his dick.

This was Mr.x night, and even though Rick wanted it in his ass bad, He let Mr. X do what he wanted. After all, Mr. X is the man and it is Rick's job, as a bottom bitch to satisfy him, no matter what. Mr. X grabbed the back of Rick's head and fucked his throat hard with his dick. He fucked Rick's throat with great urgency and Rick knew what was coming next. That beautiful, tasty sweet cum that he had been craving lately. After a lot of deep throat fucking, out it came. He made a man cum. It filled his mouth and spilled out on the floor, dripping down his chin.

Mr. X walked to the bathroom , cleaned up and after waving good-bye walked out the door. Rick mixed a drink, crossed his legs and with some cum still on his face looked out the window. He could now say that he doubt very much he would ever bed another female. He knew he had what it takes to get men, good looking men into his bed.

Why did I make Rick seem straight at first??
Where should Rick go from here?? Do you think he will hold true to being a bottom or will he crave pussy again??

Entertaining The Mistress....
12:04AM on October 24, 2010

It It had started like any other day. At the appointed time to serve her, I followed my mistress into her woman-cave where she told me to get ready. I took off my clothes and kneeled naked in front of her with my head bowed starring at the floor in front of me. I did not know that my mistress had something special in mind for her amusement that day.

I could see her shiny thigh high black boots as she stood in front of me. I knew from following her into the woman cave that she was wearing her long leather trench coat which was as black as her hair and nails. As she circled round me ensuring that I was clean and well manicured as she demanded I could her tapping her favorite paddle against her thigh. When she was behind me I heard the footsteps of her boots on the wooden floor, then the footsteps stopped.

"Slave" she sighed "Do you own a pair of scissors?" "Yes Mistress", I replied  "And do you have the mental capacity to know how to use them?" she asked. "Yes Mistress" I answered. "Then why," my mistress demanded "are you toe nails so fucking long?"  I hadn't realized they were but thought back and calculated that it had been over a week since I had trimmed them. "I'm sorry Mistress", I said apologetically. "That," she stated "will be ten trashings".

I assumed my position on all fours with my face to the ground and offered my bottom, raised in the air, for punishment. The first stroke stung the flesh on my buttocks as she brought the paddle down on my behind, making a lovely smacking sound. "One. Thank you Mistress". The next eight strokes were applied with equal venom before the final stroke of admonishment was delivered with even more force. "Ten, thank you Mistress you are so kind."I said as a breathed heavily. My checks were tender and burning and I felt as warm inside as they felt.

I stayed in position as my Mistress walked over to the other side of the room and picked up a dog leash with a leather collar and a silver colored link chain from a hook on the wall. "This will be useful" she said. "Lift you head up." I did as I was told and she fixed the collar round my neck. She stood in front of me, "Now it's time for walkies." A jerk of the chain and I was down on all fours paddling along behind here as she strode to the other end of the cave. When she reached the wall she turned and strode back as I struggled to keep up with her brisk pace. She stopped at the end of the room where our walk had started and I stopped on all fours a couple of feet behind her.

"Lets see the doggie do a trick. Beg for me." my mistress demanded. She yanked the chain up and I sat up on my knees, looking up at her, my arms bent at the elbow up by my side and my two 'paw' hands bent down obediently. "Now on your back for me." I went down on my back, legs up and bent at then knee, my arms still bent at the elbow.

Standing where my feet would have been were they not raised above the ground she looked down at me, her dark brown eyes staring into mine. Slowly she bent over and put the end of the paddle gently under my chin. Then steadily she moved it down my neck, going down across my chest over my stomach moving slowly but inexorably towards my dick and nuts. She used the leather to gently manipulate my penis which was lying flaccid on my stomach. She gently flicked my member left and right and at the same time the leather caressed my shaft. I could feel my dick start to stiffen as she moved down and massaged my balls with the end of the paddle running it carefully and deliberately over my ball before putting the shaft of the paddle between my ass crack and rubbing the end of the paddle against my scrotum and my asshole. My dick grew and hardened, something which hadn't escaped the notice of my mistress.

"Doggie got a bone has he...". She firmly spanked my prick with the paddle, leaving it numb for a few seconds.
"Well. I've got a surprise for you, you dirty little slave dog." She pulled at the lead and caught me off balance almost dragging me to the wall where there was a catch to tie the chain up. The paddle was brought down on the right check of my bottom. Renewing the stinging sensation I had experienced earlier. "Kneel." My mistress commanded. I knelt , with my still stiff prick pointing up at me as I stared down at the floor. "You are to stay like that until I return" she ordered. With that she walked out of the door shutting it behind her.

It was difficult to tell how long my mistress was away. My erection went and I started to think about what this "surprise" might be. No doubt it would be something for her amusement and my humiliation. Eventually after running through a number of scenarios and possibilities in my head I was aware of a shuffling noise from outside the room, together with the footsteps of my mistress. After a pause the door opened and in came my mistress. She was holding a lead identical to the one which had me tethered to the wall. At the end of the lead was a collar and the collar was around the neck of a girl, she looked in her late twenties with lite brown skin. She was holding a toy rubber bone in her mouth, I could not see the rest of her face as her long hair covered most of it and anyway I quickly remembered my place and returned my gaze to the floor as my mistress requires.

She lead the girl round and when she was in front of me mistress stopped her. The girl was on all fours with her thick ass in front of me. Mistress went and got a chair and sat down to the side of us. "Well what do doggies do when they meet" Mistress said. "They sniff each other, so what are you waiting for?" I moved forward and put my nose close to the girls ass, I could smell her feminine scent as I sniffed. "Get a really good sniff of this bitch" commanded my mistress, and she got of her chair and pushed my face into the girls ass, my nose pressed up against her asshole. "Lick her."

My tongue pushed against the her anus and I felt my fellow dog twitch as I gently rimmed round her asshole before pushing my tongue harder against it trying to force its way inside. Then I moved down and began to run my tongue over the lips of her vagina. Slowly licking her pussy lips I pushed my tongue into her pussy, she was moist and the taste of her juices made me flick my tongue harder. She let out a moan and this together with the sweet taste of her pussy stiffened my member so that it was now achingly hard again. I buried my tongue in her pussy as she rhythmically rocked back and forth moaning as I rubbed against her clit and then deeper inside her. I was lost in the taste and feel of her warm wet pussy, my face buried between her buttocks as she rocked lightly back and forth as I explored inside her with my tongue.

A firm pulling of my leash took me away from the girl. I knew that Mistress had been watching me pleasure her 'bitch'. "That's enough", she ordered in a firm calm voice. "You two are a couple of filthy mongrels. You can only think of one thing, the stupid little doggies that you are. You are incapable of finer or deeper thoughts, unlike myself. Your behavior is what I would expect from a dog and a bitch such as yourselves. I could punish you and teach you to rise above your base desires. However I will let you continue to act as animals for my amusement."
"Right, time to give the dog a bone, or in this case time to give the bitch the doggies bone - doggy fashion. Lets see you."

The girl was still on all fours he pussy invitingly glistening with her wet juices and my saliva. My dick was still rock hard as I crawled over from a couple of feet away and then moved up onto my knees behind her. Her ass was invitingly in front of me and she gave a glance back to see if I was ready to fuck her. The tip of my member pushed against her pussy lips and then rub against her clit. I slide my dick further in to her tight wetness. Her warm wet pussy felt good and I slowly began to fuck her, deeper and deeper inside her with my dick.

I heard my mistresses stilettos behind me, then a swish and a stinging on my ass cheeks as she whipped me with her paddle. "Fuck her hard like the alpha dog you are", I was told. So I thrust hard and deep the full length of my dick sliding in and out of her with my balls slapping hard against her backside. The girl arched her back and sighed deeply as I thrust hard into her pussy increasing the tempo. Mistress grabbed her hair and forced the girl to look at her. "You can't get enough dick can you, you bitch whore?" she asked.
"No Mistress" the girl gasped "I love dick, Yes! I need it in my fucking pussy", she exclaimed.

This had the effect of me fucking her harder and quicker, she began to gasp and moan and her body began to quiver as she started to cum, crying out as she climaxed. I could fell my balls ready to shoot their load inside her. I thrust my dick hard several more times and then felt my cum explode into her sweet wet pussy. My dick shooting again and again into her as I shuddered with an intense orgasm. I wanted to keep my member in her sweet tight pussy but mistress pulled me off her. My still hard dick had droplets of cum dripping from it. Mistress turned the girl around on all fours to face me. Without hesitation the girl greedily put her mouth round my dick and began sucking my shaft and then taking it out of her mouth she flicked her tongue over my dick head making sure that she gobbled up every last drop of my sperm she could find.

After deliberately ensuring that she had ingested every bit of cum that hadn't ended up in her twat my fellow fucker took most of my dick in her mouth and began to suck it gently up. It felt as good as when I was buried deep in her pussy, her soft mouth gently massaging my penis.

"Right. That is enough." Mistress spoke firmly and the girl moved back and released my dick from her mouth without looking up at me. "As you know, neither of you are worthy enough, and never will be worthy enough, to pleasure your mistress in such a fashion. However mistress understands your basic animalistic needs. I think the least both of you can do is thank me for arranging for you to satisfy you carnal desires ."In near unison we both bowed our heads and said "Thank you mistress." "You may lick my boots." declared our mistress.

Both the girl and I crawled forward and began to lick mistresses shiny high heeled leather boots, the girl licking the right boot while I busied myself on the left. Our tongues, which only a short time ago had been busy pleasuring each others sexual desires where now busy in the familiar task of licking our mistresses footwear.

As the girl enthusiastically ran her tongue over the toe of mistresses shiny right boot I knew that she was thinking the same as me - how lucky I was to serve such a wonderful mistress and how I worshipped and served her and only her and would always do as she commanded.

The White Sluts Heaven!!!!
12:14PM on October 22, 2010






I'll never forget the first time Mr. Robinson took me to the adult bookstore. I was his "bitch" and was totally at his command. He kept telling me he was gonna have every black man in town fuck me and cum in my mouth. He had put the word out about me so that when we got there the back room area was packed with black men. I was very apprehensive while also very excited. I couldn't wait to wrap my mouth around some black dick. Mr. Robinson led me around on a leash attached to a dog collar. Some of the guys grabbed my ass as I walked by. Most made comments about how they were gonna fuck me into a coma or submission one. We went into a large booth with a love seat. Mr. Robinson ordered me to "get naked slut". Quickly I obeyed and tossed my clothes in a corner. There were many eyes watching through peek holes all over the booth. It was obvious I would be putting on a show for those waiting their turn.
"Are you ready slut?" Mr. Robinson asked.
"Yes sir." I replied obediently. Hell yes I thought to myself! I couldn't wait to start fucking and sucking all those dicks.
"They all know to cum in your mouth so we don't have to worry about sloppy seconds. You like drinking cum from a black dick, don't you white boy?" He spoke loudly so the "audience" could hear.
"Yes sir, I love it sir!" I replied eagerly.
As he left the first guy quickly walked in the booth. I was sitting on the sofa as he walked up and whipped out his semi-erect dick. I took it in my mouth and it hardened with in seconds. I savored the taste of a hard 10" black dick. After a couple of minutes of serious sucking he was ready to fuck me.
"Get on your knees bitch!" he ordered as he positioned me kneeling over one arm rest. "Rub some spit on your asshole white boy!"
I did as he ordered while he put some spit on the head of his dick. He immediately shoved his whole dick deep inside me. I groaned as the audience responded also. "Fuck that white ass!" one person exclaimed. "Yeah! That's it... pound that ass!" another said.
"How's that feel slut?" he asked.
"That feels great sir," I replied honestly.
He began to ram it to me in a good steady pace. All the while he really got into talking dirty, which is a big turn on to me. "Your ass feels real good slut. Yeah...ooooh... ride that dick white boy!"
Soon he was ready to cum. As he pulled out of my ass he ordered me to turn around. He shoved his throbbing dick in my mouth. "Here it cums slut... drink my cum white boy!" he ordered. Large gobs of cum shot in my mouth. Again and again he unloaded a huge mouthful of cum. I greedily swallowed every drop. Then I licked his dick for any drops I may of missed. I wanted it all... every drop of cum from every man there!
The next guy walked in with a big grin on his face. "I just talked with Mr. Robinson," he explained. "It seems you're such a big slut you deserve a good spanking! What do you think white boy?"
It sure didn't take long for Mr. Robinson to let my weakness be known to everyone. "Oooh... yes sir!" I answered. "I really deserve a serious spanking!" Goodness how I loved to be spanked. I laid across his lap quickly. WHACK! He smacked my ass good and hard.
The audience erupted into words of encouragement. "Yeah, spank that white slut!" yelled one man. "Show that white boy who's boss!" another called out.
After about a dozen hard smacks the guy asked, "Does it hurt bitch? Do you want me to stop?"
"It really hurts sir!" I replied meekly. "May I please have some more sir!" I begged.
"Ha!" he laughed. "You really dig this. Well good! So do I white boy." He continued to spank me even harder. He brought tears to my eyes as he smacked first one ass cheek then the other. After several minutes of this he stopped. Pushing me off his lap he ordered, "Now suck my black dick slut!" I took his dick in my mouth and sucked like crazy. I moaned while running my tongue over the head of his hard dick. "You're nothing but a black dick sucking, cum drinking white boy! All you white boys like giving it up to a real man... a black man!"
He was right, I was in "slut heaven". I could never get enough black dick. "Get up here bitch and ride my dick. You know you want it, don't you white boy?" he taunted.
"Yes sir," I replied. "I want your hard black dick in my ass... I need it so bad!" I impaled myself on his dick. I rode him in long steady strokes. Goodness this felt so good. Having others watch me ride a black man was a turn on too. Especially knowing the watchers would all get their turn fucking me.
Soon he told me he was getting close. In one swift motion I hopped off his cock and got on my knees. I took the dick in my mouth and pumped up and down furiously.
"Here it cums slut. Yeah... drink it white boy!" he ordered. And I drank it down. Eagerly slurping down every drop. It tasted so good...!!!

From the Sexual Deviant Vault of Skittles!!
12:15PM on October 19, 2010


Sexual Fantasies 101!!!
Man was she a bitchy woman. Bitchy, but her daughter sat with a slight grin on her face. What was up with that I asked myself? I couldnt explain it & I didnt want to. The daughter walked me out. 36, she was short but in my mind, a nicely well-defined woman & I hadn't found anything wrong with her, including her personality. I heard her call out my name and I stopped & turned around.

Mr. Young! Mr. Young, she said. Hi, please allow me to introduce myself. Im Veronica of course & thats one of my moms better features - always forgetting to introduce her children; done it all her life in fact.

She stuck out her hand. We shook. It electrified me. I held it too long as I held her eyes too. Wow, can we kiss, or hug, or do something with each other I asked myself. She was special. She explained her mother. She explained her mothers problem with the position. I nodded as if I understood. All I wanted at that moment was to feel the Veronicas body against mine. Im bad in that way and I've always been that way too. We stood outdoors speaking & I still had to tell Veronica I'd have to think about it. It was my policy as an investigator of my own company.

Oddly, as I walked around the car to get in it, she said it. I do like you too. I liked shaking your hand as well she told me. She said she didnt understand it either but when we shook hands & when we looked into each other eyes, she didnt at first understand it, but she said she would. It wasnt that hard to figure out relationships between men & women. Man likes woman. Woman likes man. They get to know one another. They make love, eventually she told me as I tried holding back from the truth.

I drove away, nodding, and agreeing with her. It was true. I liked Veronica. I liked her a lot. I did a u-turn & honked at her. She turned around & smiled when she saw me coming back. Lets go out I said. Lets go to dinner & then a movie... You & me and no one else alright? I said. What time may I pick you up?

She asked when & I told her. I picked her up. We never made it to dinner. I want you she said. Make love with me she told me. Have sex with me, suck my tits fuck them, eat me out, and Ill make sure this job is yours I promise you that.

I already wanted to do all that with her. Do I tell her that? Nah, forget it. Let her think I never ever thought of that before. Before we even made it to dinner, we made it to bed, & Veronica & I had some great sweat seducing sex. The woman was all over me. Everywhere a woman wanted to be on a man you wished her to be. Oh my goodness. She was great. I hoped I was as good. But she loved my body, or so it seemed. My lips, my chest, & my stomach - She was on them. My dick & even my ass - She loved them too. We nibbled on each other. Dick & tits & we fucked harder then fucking was legally allowed, I think, but it was great & the sweat poured down off us. Sweat & more sweat ran down off her & I wanted more sweat. And when it was all over, we ran for the showers. In the showers, we were surprised to discover We fucked even more. This wasnt friendship. This was madness. We were attracted to one another. And we loved it. We loved one another. And it was our first date too.

Wow like are you always like that Charles? she said.

No, not always I think you brought that out in me I said.

My eyes blinked & I shook my head as we lay wrapped against one another. We finally looked into one anothers eyes. She said she liked me. I asked her if she liked me or just the sex. She laughed. She said me & the sex. I told her she was great herself. It was humid & we should go to my place, or hers, next time. She said hers was fine, but this hotel was perfect for the very first time. We laughed, hugged, kissed, & we wouldnt let go of one another.

Can I eat you out again for crazies? I said. I loved doing yours.

Sure now? she asked.

I went down on her. Lapping & licking it, I never enjoyed a smoother, silkier pussy in my entire life. I loved how she moved her hips as I licked & consumed her pussy with my tongue. Silk. Thats how it was. Silky. Smooth. Soft. Her pussy needed my attention & I told her that too. She laughed & giggled. But it was true. I played & played with it. I enjoyed the softness. It was wet. It was inviting. I wish I was inside it. I wish I was consumed by its Its Its greatness. I continued licking it. And she had her third orgasm because of my actions. I felt manly now. Even though I knew better, I still felt more manly then I'd ever felt.

Marry me she said. Do this every night for the rest of our lives? she said. I stopped licking & looked up. Really, you mean it? Thats the look I gave her. She read my face. Okay, once you solve the case & were still hot & heavy, if were still hot & heavy like this, can we get married?

I lay half on and half off her body as I played with her breasts. Nice full tits. Nice full nipples emerging as we lay talking about nothing in particular. I studied her physical features. I liked her body. It was soft & delicate, it was curvy too with beautiful perky breasts & her small belly, but her hips which wowed me from the back along with her rounded shapely ass & thighs threw me into a tailspin. She was crazy for me. I was crazy for her too. I was crazy for her body more to the point. Her personality was nothing like her mothers nothing at all. Her mom was cold & conniving. She was like a little girl. She loved to play, loved sex, & she really liked me or the sex I gave her.

Im just going to tell you one thing. You have an incredibly beautiful body.

Wow. Really. You mean that? she said.

Yes. Dont you believe it?

She shrugged her shoulders & pinched her face up. I dont know. You know how moms can be. Shes always you know picked at it all my life.

Nooooooo, noooo I told her. It is ohhh man, stay with me all night & I will make you understand forever I said. I couldnt believe I'd said it, but I did.

But it was true. Veronica did have a great body. I had to prove that to her. So I tried. I tried as best I could. All night we stayed up. We kissed & we kissed & we held one another closely. I played on her body, her breast, & her lil belly. I kissed her everywhere. I told her or mumbled to her how this or that or elsewhere, such as her ass & thighs were sexy or beautiful. She asked me if I meant it. I told her I did or why would I be here doing this all night I had said.

Thank you. I love this. I love being here doing this with you.

And then I felt her hand on my dick, my limp lovable dick. She stroked it. She petted it. She held it in her hand as she caressed its softness. Finally after about 20 minutes or so it grew a little. She pet it some more. It grew some more. I found us coming closer. Our bodies closed in on each other. I found us wanting it at least one more time. I'd seen almost everything on her, at least twice. And I still wanted to discover something new. Could I or did I? I dont know, but being with her intimately like we were & at night was terrific to me. She was terrific. By the end, she was on me. By the end, I was in her. By the end, she was fucking me one last time, at least for the night. And by the end, she orgasmed although I had nothing left to give back.

And she enjoyed me as I enjoyed her. I enjoyed her body. I enjoyed her. We enjoyed the get together. And that was only our first date. We showered, cleaned up our mess, & I kissed & hugged her sexy body before we left that room. Next time she came to see me at my place & we didnt leave it for two whole days. Sex is great when you are with the right person. Veronica was the person. Or we hit it off well.

What Should I DO???
6:25AM on July 05, 2010

As some of you may know...I'm a CANCER baby nothing is better....Sure other signs would say them...But its the time of the crab right now so we're all that matters....But I wanted to do something special for my bday something I haven't done and remember we talking about Sw33tlips which is my alter ego which my alter ego has an alter ego which is SkiTTleZ...then let's not forget priscilla with her pussynalities lawd so many ppl in one person...WHEW!!! Glad im not bipolar....lol!!!...But plz give me some ideas as what I should do to make it hot fun and oh so RUDE!!! and plz let me know if you can guess some of the nasty bad things i've done???

What's your summertime activity??
12:22PM on July 01, 2010

I know it's hot but still what is your favorite summertime activity????


Mine is making homemade Ice cream.  Favorite flavor to make is peach.  I love when my dude puts it on me and licks it all off cools me down nicely.  Or when he has some on his tongue and he tongue kisses me oh lawd I so love it.

You know what they say "I SCREAM YOU SCREAM WE ALL SREAM FOR ICE CREAM!!!"

So tell me your favorite thing to do during the summertime that turns you on.....

What's Your Fetish????
7:32AM on June 25, 2010

For me, myself, and I we have a huge foot fetish.  Man I love getting my toes sucking.  I mean I had it done so good I squirted and went straight to bed afterwards.  Man he sucked my feet like my uncle cletis sucks on pig's feet. 

But Please tell me what is your FETISH???

That one thing if he or she does to you that just set your soul on fire and you have to release..................

What Makes You Bust That Nut???
11:44PM on June 23, 2010

What makes you cum in your girl mouth or on her ???


I want to know from my Rude dudes and ladies what technique you use to crack that nut....lol!! (no Pun intended)


I've been dating my current dude and I still have yet to taste his sweet protein.  Don't get me wrong I done sucked him for over an hour but still no reward for me.  So i'm asking my rude fam for help.


Tell me what technique you do ladies?? Fellows what does she do to you that makes you just let lose and put it all in her mouth, on her face, chest, or where ever she or you like it???


He told me not to stress it as he is hard to come from oral and has been 2 others that could do it... Shitten me not worry I told him I dont want oral sex til I can achieve this task.  He said he cant promise that as he likes pinning me down and making me squirt in his mouth.  He so damn nasty I swear....

But he said it's because he spent almost 15yrs in a marriage where head was done on his birthday and anniversary and if he was a good boy maybe christmas.... But hell he said he stopped it years ago as he couldn't get into it as she only did it til he was hard and he wasn't allowed to touch her head at all nor touch her during it....WTF???? I know right what bitch go down just to play with a dick such a damn waste.............


But this is my plea I need to make him cum!!!! Somebody Help ME!!!! I don't care if I have to suck, slob, gag, or throw up(lol) on it he knows and any who have seen knows I can suck a mean one.....But him he's a hard one just got him to touch me and my head during it!!!! So yeah this is hard!!!!

Does it matter if he Don't???
3:03AM on June 23, 2010

I just wanna know ladies if your man I mean hard working provider doesn't satisfy u sexual what would you do???

1.He doesn't perform oral sex on you, but wants it done.....Do you?

2.His ideal of foreplay is to suck on your left niple for all of 2.5secs and thump the right one... Is this good enough for you?

3.He say his ideal of marriage is everytime yall fuck yall married again and again and again....Problem is yall marriages only lasting 15mins..Do you buy into the marriage???

4.He wont even use a toy on you to help get you off..But gets offended if you do..Do you still use your toys??

I mean ladies if your man was a great provider made sure you didn't want for anything all bills paid but lack the sexual intuition to please you nor was willing to learn how to please you.  Would you still stay with him or would you let him go for a chance at someone who maybe will be better in bed but not financially???

What is a MILF!!!
9:03AM on June 20, 2010

People seen to have this defenition wrong.....


What makes a woman a MILF??


Just because u have children don't make you a MILF.... I would be considered a MILF as I have older children who's friends would like to fuck me!!!

See that's what makes u a MILF your childrens friends so if u have minor children say under 10 and there friends think ur hot....Sorry momma this dont count!!! Has to be teenage boys or young males or women for that matter.... but you having children means nothing in MILF world especially when ur have a baby I dont think ur baby has friends that would like to fuck u yet.... If i'm perving on u and ur younger than me and have a child ur just a hot sexy bb momma...Not a MILF but if ur old enough to be my mom and ur still sexy and i'm perving on u then ur a MILF.....But all women on rude are sexy in some shape form way or fashion as men taste varies just like our taste....So to all the sexy MILFS on rude and the MILFS in training keep doing ur thang and making RUDE the best.....kisses!!!!

My new TATTOO....
12:43PM on June 05, 2010

My new tattoo is coming along nicely.  It was a lot of pain at first but after it was said and done I was completely happy.  My bae loved it and it matches his "K" perfectly.  If you want to get a tattoo to represent your mate just remember to do it small at first so if you break up at least you don't have to cover-up.  So we both choose initials.  I will be getting more tats soon and so will he.  Just can't wait!!  Well here is a nice pic of my tat.  Anybody got any ideals on a tat you think would look good on me let me know.  Or send me a picture of it and tell me where it should be placed.  Just remember i'm in pharmacy school so nothing all down my arms, neck, face, chest, or lower back.  But other than that i'm good......lol I know I just limited where I could get a tat.......but hey my profession doesn't allow it......

I FEEL LIKE.............????
12:17PM on February 16, 2010

Man i feel like fucking....... Not any ole type of fucking.  I mean I want that dude that knows what the hell i'm talking bout.  He wanna punish something.  Cuz i've been really bad.  Tie me up so I can't get away.  I'm in one of my moods and I feel like fucking.  My pussy all wet and my clit is throbbing.... Yeah this is the right time to get head but i want head where im tied up and he eating me and rubbing a nice pretty glass toy with the bumps all up and down my clit. Fuck me!!! Til my legs shake and my pussy squirts.  Damn dont stop then Fuck me!! til I pass out again and again and agian..... Make me ur nasty slutty bitch. Make me do all the postions u normally dont get when we making love.... Fuck me!! til im sore.. make me play with my pussy and beg for you to fuck me!! Did you say handcuffs and shackles.........mmmmm im wet.. We can play fugitive cuz if u fuck me!! right I might be running from you....hehe  I'm just in one of my moods and I feel like Fucking!!!! Want taste ur dick lawd the pics of it driving me wild and it has a hook to it... Damn, can I suck it til u cum??? Where u wanna put it i know i wanna swallow it...But daddy its ur night so ummmm is we fucking tonight????

He is my everything....
11:25PM on February 12, 2010

Today I realize "I got a Problem".. Now this revelation came to me after a "crazy night".  That damn I want my Rude Crush to be my "forever". I know this may not mean nothing to yall but I giggle like a lil girl when he "text me" his sexy thoughts.  He makes me wet when he tells me he wants to "go low".  Mmmmm, I swear He should get me "pregnant". Somebody told me let him "be my # 2"... But hell I want him as my "number 1".  He has me going thru "changes" but his love keeps me "so high".  My dreams would come true if he asked "can I be your man". He is a true freak but "you know i'm nasty". The thought of him in my visions is a "sweet dream". I bet sex with him will be the "best I ever had"... All this playing around the bush has me "slippin". Damn I wanna scream out his name and say I love you.  But how you love a face on a screen how you love a man you aint never seen.  These are "my confessions".  "Truth is" "I'm so into you" til I just dont know what to do. This is "my last chance" to set right the wrong I did between him and I.  But can he see past our "differences"?  Lawd, i'm on a "merry-go-round" my feelings for him is breaking me down.  Do I tell him or do I let it go.  I love his "brown skin" and his soft juicy lips.  Damn the tats on him drive me wild.  This story here is playing it mild.  But damn i want to have his child.  Ok thats a bit far but thats just how i feel like "i'm wishing on a star".  Now its time for me to bring this story to an end but never my feelings for my one true friend.........Muahzzzz

Where they do that AT????
10:34PM on February 10, 2010


I'm confused about a few things and i wanna know where they do that at???


You say you wanna fuck but you only got $5 bucks...Where they do that at??


You say you got half on the room but can i pay the full price til ur tax check come in...Where they do that at???


You say you want head but you cant give head cuz you dont like the taste of pussy...Where they do that at???


You say you wanna be my full-time man but you can only give me part-time benefits....Where they do that at????


You say you want me to be your baby momma but hell you aint taking care of the damn pickney you got now....Where they do that at???


You say you want us to be together but why we gotta move in my crib(oh cuz you stay with you momma still)...Where they do that at???


Why everytime i go to work or school you need to hold my car and you aint got no job....Where they do that at???


See its plain and simple when you bow down ladies to a dawg you get fleas but if you bow down to a KING you get exalted as a Queen........ I say fuck yo diva status and yo damn 5***** stars.... cuz truth be told my big ass cant fit on no lil pedastal no how.....Move diva and u 5***** chic there's a queen coming thru and I sit on a throne try and knock that over you can't.........so before you tell him yes u need to ask him or her....plain and simple.....WHERE THEY DO THAT AT????

Can You Get Me Wet?????
12:48AM on February 10, 2010




So I wanna know how deep you really can go? Well there are a few things that I wanna know. Does it really matter how deep as long as I'm satisfied by You? There are a few things that you should know besides the fact that I like it nice and slow. It's not about your size when getting between these thighs. It's all about you so what you gonna do? You know I want you to go deep but that will happen with me. I see you notice i'm not deep as the ocean but for you I have a special treat just keep up this motion. I'll slow down, I'll wont move too fast. Just be patient because I want this moment to last. Yea! I see you like it just like that. You know I love it when you get it from the back. Ooh! I told you that I want you to go deep. There's no need for lubes and toys because I know you're feeling me. I got you about to explode. I'm good at what I do so let it be known. You know you wanna cum so baby let it flow. Baby let go deep inside of me, I got you wanting more. It feels so good, baby please don't stop. All this love I have to give is good to the last drop

My Deepest thoughts to you.....
3:58AM on February 06, 2010


My Deepest Thoughts to YOU!!!...."I LOVE YOU"





As i lay here pictures of you and I dance in my head.  I know i said i "feel like fucking tonight"... But damn you're so far away I would settle for "phone sex".  The thought of use making love while "banging on the headboard" yes i plead the fifth to that song when it comes to you........ I can't express in my own words how i feel about you but music some how knows exactly how I feel when it comes to you....... Yes, "sex is on my mind" but damn can you blame me?? The thought of you going "under" is driving me crazy... I would gladly "overdose" on you if i could.. Man, even if you was only my "weekend lover".... Yeah boo can't nobody do me "like u do"...and you best believe i got a "whole lotta kisses" for you.... if i had "one wish" it would be that "the neighbors know ur name"....lol...but i know i said "i feel like fucking tonight" but to be quite honest i want you to "yellow light" it.....we aint gotta rush....baby just "breathe" or better yet just "hush" and lets go where the music takes us even if just for "one night only".....my body is "feenin" for you.... i wanna lick u up and down.... hell when and where can i be your personal slut..... Do you wanna give it to me rough?? How about "nice and slow" yes take it "slowly" baby i only have "4 minutes" what can i say that i haven't already said wait before you go.... can i ask you something?? please don't say no!!! Do you know "sex with you" is like a beautiful kuntray morning in the foot hills of carolina... yeah i know you know...."i think about us" non-stop "day and night" but damn have u ever heard "love call" your name....your skin color, your eyes, your lips, damn even the  very touch of your fingertips.......yeah "i got it bad" shit your my "ex-factor" but i wish you was "my boo" but in the end i guess "all i can say" is i guess i see you next "lifetime"..............your my "desire"

I feel like Fucking Tonight
1:53PM on February 05, 2010


Yeah i feel like fucking tonight........ not just some play ole ordinary fucking.  I want that kind of fucking that he damn near assualts me.......


I Know most men long to have an woman he can come in rip her clothes off, shove his dick down her throat and say bitch bite me and im fuck u harder that ike did tina.  I mean pull my hair and smack my ass call me ur nasty slutty bitch.  Rape me in a good way. (lol in a good way) I mean of course we need to have that understanding before you can rape me but im all in once we do.


I feel like fucking tonight...... when i say fucking can i get fucked where ur hand is around my throat and your pounding your dick deep in me. (balls deep) Whispering sweet nothings in my ear (bitch shut the fuck up and take this dick).....mmmmmm music to my ears... Did you say you had cuffs and rope. WOW!!! please fuck me.  If i showed up at your door tonight with rope, cuffs, anal beads, wet platinum, and 5" heels. Can you tell me what it do??


I feel like fucking tonight!!!! tell me how you wanna fuck me???

Why we acting a ass it's Black History Month!!
3:35PM on February 03, 2010

Why we making hater shows? Come on black people it's Black History month. Don't that count for something?? Guess not!! Why in the world do black people think they have soooooo many haters when they don't have money?? I mean to collect haters you must have something the masses want. (ie money, cars, houses, education) I mean be able to be above the rest not below. And who can hate anyone on a damn nude site.  "WHERE THEY DO THAT AT????"  This has gotten way out of hand with black people on RUDE.  example "Yall hatin on me cuz i got pretty eyes , phat azz, juicy pussy, my body banging. Ok, you're body on point but what happens when your beauty fades and your negative attitude remains. At that point in life you become a bitter lonely busted body chic who can't get a man now. 


But I know you still have hater's. (smdh) What makes you feel this could it be your own insecurities that lead you to believe that all of the black women on RUDE hate you?? I personally don't use the word hate it is to harsh of a word for me. I happen to dislike things. How do i dislike a person I don't!! You may dislike a persons ways or things they do. Just never a person especially a person you don't know and have never meet and probably wont meet.


Black people on RUDE have the most drama filled shows ever. This is a tragedy!!!!!! I mean some act like lil children begging for there stars to be clicked, refusing to continue there show until there have so many stars clicked or unless people start tipping.  "WHERE THEY DO THAT AT???" Are you serious?? Black people it's Black History Month damn can we get along for 29 damn days. Hell we got the shortest month. This is looking bad and i'm sure when Rude kenny and lake have to address a problem on RUDE they already know it's the colored folk.....LMAO!!! That is causing the drama again. (can't take yall colored people nowhere yall never know how to act...)

This Month if no other month can yall for once act like Grown ass women and men instead of a pot of crabs. Let it go!! If you had anything worth hating on you ass wouldn't have time to be on RUDE at all. 

can the church say------AMEN!!!!