Sexy thoughts by Ariezxxx: I'm coming home
3:43AM on November 03, 2011
You know I'm in Iraq right?
Well if I have not told you in this unit I'm in: nothing but males.
I'm not homosexual or bisexual I've tested this thoroughly trust me. I went on R&R but got nothing because I had too many family issues going on so it wasn't until the end when I realized I've been lacking that wonderful experience. So now I'm headed back in about 3 weeks and I don't foresee any pussy in my future either. Masturbating has become just a quick fix and is rarely satisfying for me now its just a habit more than experience. It's like part of my morning and evening regimen shower, shave, brush teeth masturbate sleep.
When I get on Rude and watch the vids, and pics yea its good to look at and it gets me horney and then I masturbate but after I'm mad because everything I was fantasizing about as I did it did not physically happen and most of the times I'd rather see them cum and envy them after because they enjoy being watched and don't really need to be actually involved unlike myself. Watching, being watched, and being physically involved is all inclusive in the sex act. Now I know that the performers would rather have the real thing most of time but they get paid to be watched so that gives tthem more of an incentive to put forth more of an effort than me.
But I digress.
When I get home I would love to have a beautiful sexy woman waiting for me when I land with the sexiest outfit on and ready and wett for me. After all the ceremony crap is over she takes me home and slides that wet pussy on me barely out of our clothes. Her feminine body so appealing to me after being around 100 guys for 11 months. We fuck so primal and animalistic that we sound like two wild animals scaring neighbors and shit. After we're both spent and lying naked on the floor in a pile of clothes she kisses me tenderly and says "welcome home I love you"
But I won't get that, instead I'll be forced to watch other people being greeted by their loved ones crying and so excited to be back home.
Then me waiting on line for my room keys, so I can hurry up and get home to get on Rude and jack off...
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