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Silent Cries
Two out of Three
She Is I
So It Seems
About Me - Survey

Silent Cries
3:38AM on May 06, 2011

When I think about it
I start to shiver
All of our tears
Could fill a river
Everyone says
It will go away
But they dont understand
What happened that day
It didnt happen to them
So they dont know
Now none of us
Know where to go
Were all trapped
In this world of fear
Our silent cries
No one can hear
It didnt happen to one
It happened to three
So why is it
That they choose not to see

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Two out of Three
3:36AM on May 06, 2011

I worry so much
But not for me
I worry about
The other two out of three
I worry about the one
Because I know how she feels
I worry about the other one
Because I know this is hard for her to deal

The one is going through
The same things as I
I know how it is
When it hurts to cry
You cant breathe in
And you cant breathe out
And no one understands
Why you feel the need to shout

The other one worries me more
For she keeps it all hidden away
She tells me how she feels
Im the only one that knows shes really not okay
She doesnt want anyone to know
About her pain
When she start talking about it
Her tears fall like rain

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She Is I
3:31AM on May 06, 2011

She is not here
Does anyone know where she went?
Life is too short
She never knew what that meant
She would always cry
But now the tears have gone away
She is gone
Even though she wanted to stay
She felt so empty
And tired of being used
She was broken
Her heart was bruised
She had nowhere else to go
She just wanted to die
I am she
And she is I

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So It Seems
3:27AM on May 06, 2011

Broken mind
Shattered dreams
Im still alive
So it seems
I want to die
And leave them all
They didnt see it this time
As I started to fall
The pain is worse
The cuts are deeper
Even God knew
That I wasnt a keeper
The lies are too many
The fear is too strong
They are all right
And I am always wrong.

 

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About Me - Survey
3:18AM on May 06, 2011

Name: Vizzy
Birth month: July
Your sign: Cancer
Current Location: Lower Burrell, PA
Eye Color: Blue with a little green
Hair Color: naturally blonde..but i dye it
Height: 5'6 1/2"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty
Your Heritage: German, Swedish, Irish...and some others
The Shoes You Wore Today: none??
Shoe size: depending on the shoe 8-10..yea i know i got big feet
Your Weakness: i have many..but i dont think i should tell you coz you might use it against me
Your Perfect Pizza: cheese cheese and more cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: hmmm...there are a few things id like to achieve. id like to know what has been making me so sick. move out of my parents house. get out more.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "jupjup" "lol" "k"
Thoughts First Waking Up: Is it morning already?? Didnt i just go to bed?
Your Best Physical Feature: i like my eyes..but thats me...idk what you like
Your Bedtime: never
Your Most Missed Memory: i have a few
How do you want to Die: sleeping
Are you a Health Freak: no..food has been the enemy for so long because of all the pain it would cause...im going to learn how to eat better
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a wife and mother
What country would you most like to Visit: Australia


THIS OR THAT...

Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonalds or Burger King: burger king
Quiznos or Subway: Subway
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Big or Small: Depends
Playstation or Xbox: wii


DO YOU...

Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: yea..but not as much as i used to
Do you Sing: yes, all the time
Do you Shower Daily: unless im sick
Do you want to go to College: naw maybe someday but not right now
Do you want to get Married: someday
Do you belive in yourself: im getting better at it
Do you get Motion Sickness: sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive: no
Do you Work-Out: not as much as i used to
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you have any Hobbies: photography, camping, fishing, singing, writing and other stuff
Do you like to play Video Games: sometimes


CAN YOU...

Can you play an Instrument: i try the guitar but im not very good lol
Can you Sing: yes
Can you Cook: sometimes
Can you Drive: if i have to
Can you Swim: not well
Can you Skateboard: no
Can you Ski: no, never tried


A NUMBER GAME...

Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: 300+
Number of Piercings: 6 in right ear 5 in left ear used to have my lip done...thinking about getting it done again
Number of Tattoos: 0 for now
Number of things in my Past I Regret: id rather not say


IN THE PAST MONTH, HAVE YOU...

Drank Alcohol: no
been Drunk: no
Smoked cigarettes: no
Smoked weed: no
been on Drugs: no
gone on a Date: no
gone to a Mall: yes
gone Swimming: no
eaten a box of Oreos: no
eaten Sushi: no
been on Stage: no
played a Video Game: yes
been in Love: yes
been Dumped: no
been Beaten up: no
gone Skinny Dipping: no
Stolen Anything: no


HAVE YOU EVER...

Drank Alcohol: yes
been Drunk: yes
Smoked cigarettes: when i was way younger
Smoked weed: no
been on Drugs: no
gone on a Date: yes
gone to a Mall: yes
gone Swimming: yes
eaten a box of Oreos: yes
eaten Sushi: no
been on Stage: yes
played a Video Game: yes
been in Love: yes
been Dumped: yes
been Beaten up: yes
gone Skinny Dipping: yes
Stolen Anything: i prefer to think of it as long-term barrowing haha no not really...i have once and i felt soooo bad about it for the longest time


IN A BOY/GIRL... boy for me...

Favorite Eye Color: any is cool with me
Favorite Hair Color: im more into dark hair
Short or Long Hair: short..but not too short...if long just not longer than mine
Height: 6' or taller
Weight: idk...whatever
Tattoos: tats are hot but don't matter to me
Piercings: don't matter to me
Best Clothing Style: NO CLOTHES!!!! lol

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