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Thanks
7:04PM on December 23, 2008
I want to thank everyone for being a friend to me. But all this pain and strife i have been through, in these past few months is too much for me to handle. So i wanted to thank you to everyone so if you dont hear from me anymore you will all understand.
Maestro
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DaDdY... |
December 23, 2008 (Report It)
Mae Take a break from the site get yourself together and come back to us |
gilbe... |
December 23, 2008 (Report It)
Pain & Strife seems to be the mode for many people these days, especially when coupled with the Holiday Season creates a lot of pressure on people. You have a lot going for you Maestro, hang in there and better times will come. |
pervo... |
December 23, 2008 (Report It)
you dont have to leave us mae we are all here for you we are here to be friends and for you to talk to whenever you need to. please dont leave us. |
mikklee1 |
December 23, 2008 (Report It)
Wait wait wiat, maybe I'm reading this wrong, but no need to do anything drastic, you have us all here to help with anything |
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I Don't know
4:42PM on September 23, 2008
I seriously dont even know why i even attempt to be happy, because every time something good in my life comes around and things start to look up. I always find some way to fuck it up. Why do i do this? Maybe in reality i just would rather be miserable then be happy. I don't know. I mean i have been dating this girl for almost month now and i think i just made her so upset that she wants to break up with me. I dont understand why i have to fuck everything up. Things were going perfect with her and now she wont even talk to me. Maybe i am over exaggarating or something. But i just feel like shit right now and i just wish someone would tak to me but everyone is just too busy. So i guess i will go and dwell and in my self pity.
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Nurse... |
September 24, 2008 (Report It)
no one is always Happy its Called Live! No one can make you Happy! Happiness comes from within! Smile Honey make your self,Happy Some times it only takers a good deed! Go volunteer at something ! Helping others often makes us see we dont have it so bad! She may not be the one but only time will tell Work on you and dont sweat the small Stuff ! HUgs NUrse Vicki |
TaQuilla |
September 24, 2008 (Report It)
If you sit back and think about it... you know why you feel the need to disrupt what feels right. |
BONNY... |
September 24, 2008 (Report It)
Hun from what you said to us about the situation I think it might be best that this problem is surfacing so soon into the relationship. Keeping secrets isn't the best start, it only snowballs. You don't need that sort of drama, and someone deserving of what you have to offer will eventually come around. Don't let her take you down, if anything stand taller and move forward. No one deserves to be screwed around like that. Look after YOU first. We wish you the best Maestro...keep the outlook positive; there's alot of power in it.
xxx
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lunac... |
September 23, 2008 (Report It)
sweety i was the same way. trust me when you find the right one, yeah you might fuck it up but they will always and i mean always come erunning back. just give her time and space for a bit and thene see what happens. if you need to talk feel free to rudemail me... |
wildt... |
September 23, 2008 (Report It)
Give her a little time, and then approach her again. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be.
I'm sorry that you are feeling down. You do deserve to be happy. Yout need to just look in the mirror, and remind yourself of that. HUGS |
mikklee1 |
September 23, 2008 (Report It)
Mae, most of the time women can be more trouble than they are worth, the ultimate mind fuck. If shes not interested, then its her loss. You'll find the right girl eventually. Not had much contact with you on here really, but I'll always be around as someone to chat to if needed. |
Naugh... |
September 23, 2008 (Report It)
Sorry you're feeling down hon. Don't give up hope. |
turbo... |
September 23, 2008 (Report It)
if she not the one for the next one i bet is |
travi... |
September 23, 2008 (Report It)
maes its me really sorry things are going crappy for u rigth now i just wanted to tell u keep your hops ps i will always be your freind still cool man |
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Father
2:38AM on July 02, 2008
So Yea I was just informed that my Dad was talking about me yet again?? "Hmmm wonder why he has to talk about me behind my back." This time he was criticizing my music and singing. I was told he was Saying all this crazy stuff to this damn woman who has no fucking idea who I am but yet he feels he has to tell her everything about me. He was saying to her that I try too hard with my music and stuff. And if I put the effort that I put into my music into other aspects in my life I would be much better. But my only problem with this is my dad has never been to any I mean any of my concerts, performances or anything. So I don't see why he has the right to talk about me when he has never actually seen me in an actual performance. But whatever It just hurts to hear some one you love talk about you and the things you like to do it just hurts alot.
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Summe... |
September 24, 2008 (Report It)
Im sorry sweetie...it sucks when you dont have parents to support you in whatever you do...in my opinion it is because they lack the drive to do it themselves and it makes them upset that you are doing what you want with your life and they are not. |
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August 08, 2008 (Report It)
Well I say this me and my brother didn't know our dad until my brother was i say about 6 years old to my 3 years old and he talk about us like was was nothing and came to our life as me and my brother say don't worry about him and don't be hurt about it just know that some that love u is your mom |
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Family
2:30AM on July 02, 2008
Have you ever had the feeling that your familly does care about you anymore. I have that feeling all the time. The reason i feel like this is because they act like they dont even know me or care about me anymore. Whenever there is a party or a family gathering I never know about it or i hear about it after it has already happened. And then they are like "Oh we forgot to call you". Like right now all my family is at a party at my uncles house and where am I sitting here doing nothing being all alone like i am all the fucking time. Its just depressing thinking that you own family wouldnt even have the decency to call me about anything. But o well i guess it doesnt matter anymore. I am going to be on my own in about 2 years or so. So i guess they can just start forgetting about me now so they can just not worry about me when im gone. Well Im done ranting and raving for now thanks for listening peace
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When You Love
8:08PM on June 21, 2008
When you love a lot, you give a part of the heart not all.
If one hurts you that part of the heart breaks and shatters.
It feels like a wound that can never be healed because that part of the heart will always be damaged.
But then one has to think to themself, if one causes so much heartache, is it really loved?
When you love, it should be more pleasure than pain.
Although you can't help who you love, one has to elevate and move on; Learn
that their is someone out there that will hold your heart in the palm of their hand and protect the remaining of your heart that still remains.
Maestrokun
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In Times Of
8:07PM on June 21, 2008
My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness.
It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth,
Yet finds no direction.
My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness.
It yearns to find warmth and happiness,
Yet it somehow eludes me.
My eyes seek out visions in times of want.
They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them,
Yet they cannot see the light.
My ears listen earnestly in times of silence.
They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console,
Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me.
My arms reach out frantically in times of despair.
They seek strength and compassion to enfold me,
Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap.
My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude.
It poses intense questions that demand answers,
Yet there are none to be found.
My hand reaches out earnestly in these times of confusion.
It dials the number of a familiar and calming voice,
And gratefully, my lifeline to sanity ... remains intact.
Maestrokun
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