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First Orgasm...
8:45PM on October 18, 2009

I was probably about 14 or 15 when I had my first orgasm.  I hadn't even ever masturbated. 

I was spending the night at my best friend's house and dozed off while we were in her room watching TV.  While asleep, I started to dream about sex... I only wish I could remember the dream!  Probably something horribly kinky. ;c)

When I woke up, my friend looked at me strangely and said, "You make funny noises in your sleep."

I didn't ask her anything about it, not even realizing until much later what had actually happened.  Now I wonder if she knew what those funny noises were about.

Pics/Vids for Pay... Worth It?
11:20PM on October 08, 2009

Like a lot of people, I'm in a financial bind right now and considering doing pics and/or vids for profit.  I don't know whether to do something like clips4sale or just do personal requests. Or is it even worth it all?  Can a fat girl make any money at something like this?  I mean, I know you BBW lovers are awesome but does anyone even have any extra cash these days to spend on something like this?

Would love thoughts and suggestions if you have any!

Meeting the Dom Couple...
3:51AM on April 22, 2008

This was actually written just after it happened a year ago. Sadly, I haven't seen them since as our schedules never seemed to match up after and I think they finally just gave up on me. A shame because they were a lot of fun.

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So today I met up with a wonderful Dom couple.
He is not at all a bad looking man but she is fucking gorgeous. Ten times, a hundred times more beautiful than her photo.

When we got back to their house, we sat around for at least half an hour, mostly playing with their kitties and making small talk. Well, they did. I just sat there and giggled nervously like a buffoon.

Finally, he stood up next to me and grabbed my hair to pull my head back forcefully. I gasped and whimpered a bit as he pointed out to her how much I was enjoying it. Placing his rather large hand on my throat, I whimpered louder and instinctively spread my thighs.

Then he sat back down in his chair.
I curled myself back up into a little ball of embarrassed subbie as the two of them giggled lightly at me for being so wanton.

She asked me if I'd ever been with another woman and I said that I hadn't yet. She squealed and clapped her hands together like a little girl I'd just told could have a puppy. Then came the bad news - she was on her period. So some things will have to wait.

After more talk about what should happen next between the two of them, they decided I should suck his cock so he took down his pants and I crawled to kneel between his legs as he reclined back in his chair.

Just as I was getting comfortable, she stopped me and asked that, before I get started, could I show her my tits. So I removed my top and bra and played with my nipples a bit until she nodded approvingly and motioned me to get back to him.

We had discussed a mutual affinity for gagging so, after I got a little head start (bah-dum-bum), he had her hold my head down on his cock. In no time, he was cumming. He scolded me a little for "sucking cock too well" and had me keep going, staying hard the whole time.

Next he had her grab the flogger which, along with a riding crop, he'd brought out while we were talking. She began to gently swing at my bare back while I continued to work on his cock. She doesn't top very often so he instructed her on how she should hold it, swing it, etc. The blows grew a bit harder as she perfected it, though still rather gentle.

I still had my jeans on at that point so she instructs me to take them down, leaving them around my knees. She switches off to the riding crop and he again helps her perfect her swing and this time she manages to get in a few good strikes. I still have welts! *bounce*

He tells me I'm not paying nearly enough attention to his balls so I end up bending a bit more to lean down and tongue bathe them. She mentions that this gives her a fabulous view and he asks her if I'm wet. Well, I could have told him I was almost literally dripping but figured it'd be more fun to let her check. She slipped in a couple fingers and went straight for my g-spot, rubbing in circles before adding another finger. I'm not sure but I think he was instructing her on what to do with hand signals. I saw his hands moving but didn't quite make out what he was doing with them from my vantage point.

She moves her fingers to my clit, rubbing in quick circles while I moan around my mouthful. I begin working harder on his cock as she goes back and forth from my clit to shoving her fingers into me, making it up to four fingers by the time he cums. Hard. I swallow down another load before he practically shoves me off his cock, obviously very sensitive at this point. She's removed her fingers from my cunt by now so I move to sit back and give my poor knees a rest.

Then he tells me I can get dressed.
The end. ;c)

Finally, a date!
8:27PM on February 03, 2008

Way back when, I was really into a guy named Kurt. I only had a couple of entries about him because we never got the chance to meet but I was all swoon-y over him and really hopeful for what might be. But then he and his family made the decision to move to California and things never came to pass.

We've IMed every few months since but mostly just "Hey, how ya doin'?" In October, he messaged me that he was going to be up here but it was right after mommy died and I told him I just wasn't in a mindset to be meeting anyone. Then last month he messaged again but this time it was right after grandma's stroke. Again, I said that the idea of meeting someone was too much stress for me to bear at the time.

Then last week I happened to see him online and thought I'd say hey and ask about his trip. It turned out that he is back in town and looking for work up here as they want to move back. I worked up the nerve to take a chance and we set up a date for breakfast this morning.

He is every bit as swoon-worthy as I thought from talking with him online. He is sweet and smart and witty and adorable and I just wanted to club him over the head and drag him to the hotel across the street. ;c)
The especially good part is that I wouldn't have needed to club him as he is into me, too!

I had such a good time with him and was at ease for most of the date, only getting a little nervous towards the end when he reached across the table to hold my hand. I couldn't help getting a case of little girl giggles at that point.

It may turn out that he'll be living in Oregon but it is at least closer and he has already said that he wouldn't mind making the trip up on a relatively regular basis. I was hoping to not have to do a long distance relationship but you take the good, you take the bad....... well, you know the rest of the theme song.

Hopefully there will be much naughtiness to come from this and I will be sure to share. ;c)

Whee!
10:52PM on February 01, 2008

Blogs!  How exciting!
I've been waiting for this feature for a long time.  This may just bring me back to Rude. I am already on the verge... I just wish I could get my camera back up but I don't have the privacy that I used to so I don't know if or when that could happen.