sex and the body
12:15PM on October 01, 2011
I have two more weeks exactly before the surgeon suggested iKon and myself have sex again. Not conceive, just have sex.
He asks almost daily how the bleeding is going and it kills me daily to say, "It's better/worse but still happening." We haven't had sex since his roommate caused their eviction in July. We are going on almost 3 months of no privacy (he couldn't stay here due to my work schedule) or intimacy. It's driving me frickin nuts.
Today is my kid's 9th birthday. iKon may stay over tonight IF I can manage to convince him and finish gutting my bedroom. It's a mess. Clothes everywhere in different piles of "can wear" "can't" "want to wear" "winter" "Summer" "Work" plus a pile of boxes from moving. I have to get that sorted, get the bed made and then try with all my might to get him to stay over.
Of course no sex. I could just use human contact - being held. You know? Sweet things.
I'm also off work till I get a release. So I'm broke for my birthday :(