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Ungreatful voyeurs
2:02PM on July 09, 2012

I've been on Rude for a few years now, and its still happening. I suppose I should blame myself for expecting more out of human beings. I need to just realize that every person is truely solely only out for themselves. Case in point. I have over 200 subscribers to my voyeur house. None of them are paying. Yet a few weeks ago, one of these subscribers basically demanded I turn on my cams one night and then just a few evenings ago another, asked me to reposition my cams for a "better view". I mean isnt free as good as it gets LOL
Why do these people feel tht just bcs they watch you, they have a right to run you, and your household. Obvioulsy if the cam is not right up in my face, its bcs I am not in the fucking mood. I am a human being, with feelings, moods and rights. If i feel like sharing my pvt shows with you I will but under no circumstances do u have a right to tell me to move the cam for you. 
Neither of these people bothered to ask me how I was doing, if i was ok, is there a reason for the cams being where they are, or not on. They could care less about wht I was going through at the time. Their only concern was getting wht they wanted, and Fuck me and how I feel. Some of you wonder why I have become colder over the years and this is why. People on Rude have been ungreatful from the get go. U are given so much for free u take it for granted and then expect more. NEWSFLASH!! You are not the king of my world and if u dont care about me I certainly dont give a fuck about you. U claim to care about me and oh ur my biggest fan, then why not show a lil bit of respect???

Internet Nutsos
2:19PM on August 26, 2009

Ok I have come to the conclusion that I need to document and share some of the craziness I encounter being an online mode. It never ceases to amaze me, the gall and yes ignornance of some of those I encounter all over the net. Now u can laugh your ass off too. LOL

3.31.2011 Private chat lobby
Aricellis13: hiya
horny-chunk: hey babe sorry no chips tonight was just coming on to say gr8t show...xx
 
If you dont have any chips why are u in the private show area. I have a rude message box, and a comments box to just say hi to me. Its very frustrating to try and juggle several sites, and stop chatting with someone to rush over to give attention to the next POTENTIAL CUSTOMER to read "Im just here to say hi" Seriously guys camming is a REAL JOB !!!!

ok Next
Pussybeater014: hey boo
Aricellis13: hello
Pussybeater014: You so beautiful
Aricellis13: ty bb
Pussybeater014: You must not be logged in ur live house chat
Aricellis13: i was all day
Aricellis13: not at the moment
Pussybeater014: go back im finna come
Aricellis13: um im not there bcs im not in the mood to chat anymore
Aricellis13: lol
Pussybeater014: U chatting now
Aricellis13: im workin on pvts now
Aricellis13: this lobby is to discuss wht i offer
Aricellis13: and then go pvt
Aricellis13: dear
Aricellis13: not here to chit chat lol
Aricellis13: i was there for 4 hours
Aricellis13: u are late
Pussybeater014: they finna stop me from chattin wit u in a few dats why i asked u
Aricellis13: check back later dear
Aricellis13: why is tht
Pussybeater014: um new to it and i havent bought no chips yet dont have the money
Aricellis13: thts not oing to stop u from sending me messages
Aricellis13: or goin in my house chat
Aricellis13: ??
Pussybeater014: give me 5 minutes in ur house chat dats all i need if u kno wat i mean lol
Aricellis13: no i dont lol
Aricellis13: wht do u mean?
Pussybeater014: I got a 8 in half hok dick dats standing up
Aricellis13: ohh u want me to go in my house chat so u can cyber fo rfree LOL
Pussybeater014: meet u home in 10 seconds
Aricellis13: log out of the area where i can make money doing
Aricellis13: it
Aricellis13: and do it for free
Aricellis13: for u
Aricellis13: are u retarded
Aricellis13: ?
Aricellis13: LOL
Aricellis13: u cant be serious
 and then he leaves LOL woooooow the nerve of some people,and the fun isnt over yet heres the very next chatter

Aricellis13: hello
nairb1996: travis porter in the buildin
Aricellis13: ok
nairb1996: u didnt know i can make it rain
Aricellis13: do u speak english
Aricellis13: ?
nairb1996: u must not me black
Aricellis13: ?
 
I think u meant must not be black and to answer that no Im brown and my race is african of american heritage. However not all people of color speak slang as we are not all from the street, do I look gangsta LOL
 

3.20.2010-Private show lobby
goodfocker151: let me sees your ass
Aricellis13: no
goodfocker151: why not
Aricellis13: why u think i have to
Aricellis13: lol
Aricellis13: hmmm????
goodfocker151: yhan why are you here
Aricellis13: im here to give shows to paying customers
Aricellis13: u are not paying so u do not get to direct
Aricellis13: u get to ask me wh ti offer
Aricellis13: and enjoy wht i choose to show u

and then he leaves without saying another word. Seriously where do these loosers get off thinkin they run us.and when I say loosers Im not referring to those who behave like gentlemen while in the pvt show area,u know who im talkin to LOL

8.26.09 -In private show lobby:

bmoney987: how u doin today
Aricellis13: so far so good thank u
bmoney987: so how bout to show me a lil something
bmoney987: :)
Aricellis13: how bout u buy a show first
Aricellis13: :)
bmoney987: lol
bmoney987: see all u want is money
Aricellis13: thts why im in this area stuipid
Aricellis13: its pay to play
Aricellis13: u have to buy before u direct
Aricellis13: no u cant tell me wht to do for free

Hey there
12:20PM on June 12, 2009

This weeks group shows went pretty good :) On Tuesday I ended up with the giggles right around playtime bcs my bf walked in and was all about trying to watch me. He tried to make it over before the show started but he had to pick up a few things for dinner so didnt quite make it, so he loved that he came in with perfect timing LOL He stood off to the side and let me finish with my group show but let me know that he wanted me to save some for him :P Thurs keep me company while I cam show was a lil weird, I had a room full but no one was chatting which kinda defeats the purpose of u guys bein there to keep me company LOL it was a good crowd albeit a quiet one so things went smoothly and that I always appreciate.
No major or exciting plans for me this weekend I hope all of u have a lil fun for me :) I played hookey last weekend so I have to work ths weekend. Im still fighting to get all of my finances back on track as Im sure lots of u are as well. My bday is coming up in July and I want to be be as much out of the hole as I can so I can save a lil bit for a good day. I want to g out to a few bars in Ybor on Saturday, and on Sunday get a pedicure and have a steak dinner and a tiny get together at Bookers for my closest friends and then some snuggle time :) Maybe fit a tatoo in there somewhere )

Still getting back to good
10:53AM on May 22, 2009

Hiya rude family, just wanted to give those of u interested a lil update on wht has been goin on with me lately. Last month or so Id been trying to pull myself out of an emotional hole at times,and had been going thru alot of umpleasentries as Im sure alot of u have been as well. I recently lost my mother, and was going thru feelings of guilt for being so far away from my family in their times of need and dealing with financial woes. Well I was almost all better with that and then I lost one of the most wonderful men Ive ever met without really knowing why. Well thts not entirely true he told me why and I didnt believe him LOL He was having a bit of difficulty with dealing with my bisexuality and the thought of loosing me to a woman entirely.
Those who know me know how stubborn I can be, and I just wasnt ready to accept that we were not meant for oneanother, uve seen us online do we not look like a good match lol I sent him a one line email the other day letting him know His company was missed and actually got a response that stated he was missing me as well. We decided to talk to oneanother and during the conversation I was able to explain to him that I was content with him in every way and that I truely did want to be with him. Id told him in the beginning of our relationship that I didnt know that I could be with a man forever ,and that is wht he was going on. He didnt want to be fully into me and a yr or so later have me come to him saying Id met a woman I would be leaving him for. I explained that was when wed frist begun dating and really before Id gotten emotionally involved with him, etc. So we have plans to meet ths weekend and discuss if there is a possiblity that we can work things out together, I m pretty sure we can, as he confessed that I was the best gf hes ever had and while tryin to date others kept finding his thoughts back with me. I was feelin the same Im sorry but guys sometimes yall dont know how to act LOL I went on a few dates and was soo discouraged and missing the man that Id grown to love so lets hope I can trick him into taking me back LOL  Even if we dont I will still be a hell of a lot better knowing the reasons why, before Id thought he was lyin about the bisexual thing and that I was just a horrid partner and he didnt want to tell me how silly is that?  :( Ok im off to get started for the day wooohooo have a great weekend all and stop by for a cht sometime, Ill be getting back into my live house chat now that im feeling batter.

Weirdo Day
1:13PM on March 08, 2009

Yesterday turned out to be one of the weirdest days Ive had in quite awhile. It started off normal enough. I woke up and had my breakfast and coffee and then got myself ready to log in for pvt shows. Spent lotsa time in my sponsor house chat room to be kept company while waiting for privates and had to deal with a few frustrating characters :P I had good luck on shows and got to try sumthing new tht it turns out lots enjoy. Pillow humping. During my private I was asked to grind on a pillow as I would his face.forcing my juicy pussy into his mouth. It felt good to rub clit on cotton as I rode the pillow for him. I get to indulge in this activity a bit more as one of my fans has asked me to create him a custom clip with me doing just that. Gonna B Funnnnnn hehe
After I logged out from cam shows I started doing a few chores around the house getting ready to cook dinner for my bf. I made him Sheppards Pie and he loved it. Dinner was good but I got a disturbing phone call from a friend who has recently been experimenting with illegal substances. Id dropped off contact with her waiting for her to be done with this phase, Ive had to deal with substance abuse within my life since I was approx 10 so I dont approve of certain things and can not be present while tht person is in the destructive behvavior. This friend knew wht I had been thru with my mother and ex fiance so it shocked the hell out of me when she told me shed been doing it. She called to accuse me of abandoning her in her time of need etc, and I quickly turned the tables on tht bs I told her I wasnt gonna take that and after a heated conversation she realized how shed miscalculated the situation and were supposed to share a meal today to talk. This convo ruined my evening though, it brought up a lot of old memories and I spent 30 mins in the bathroom crying, doesnt help Im pmsing and have PMDD. Grrrrrrrr Poor Booker didnt get any booty, but he was such a good boy consoling me and making sure I had everything I needed. Definitely gotta make tht up to him .:) Ok on my way to get started today, just wantd to let u know why I might be a bit off if u come to visit today. :) Have great week ahead Kisses and Cums

Trying to get back on track
2:41PM on March 04, 2009

Hey there fellow Rude pervies, sorry I havnt been around as much lately but Ive been busy trying to get things back in order while playing catchup with my bills as Im sure many of u can relate. Those of u closest to me here know some of the details of wht I have been going thru and have been very supportive. I'm hoping tht things will calm down for me within the next few weeks and I can get back into the swing of things. I finally got a few new vids posted both in freebies area and Flix and will have more coming soon. Ive been trying to get a new camcorder before makin new flix as my webcam isnt living up to what I need to produce quality content so wish me luck on that :P  Ive gotta buckle down and do wht it takes to get the extra fundage all while playing catch up GRRRrr lol
This is going to be such a long next two weeks.I have so much to accomplish.I need to get on more live group shows,(btw free live group show today at 9pm EST)get some more vids and pics taken and posted, and still get in 40 hours of being on webcam at least geeeesh. Talk bout a busy lil woman LOL .I will be soo glad when I finally breathe a bit. I hate being in debt, and not able to enjoy myself. Part of the reason I wanted to work for myself was so that I can enjoy life and lately theres not been much of that. Even when I do take a day off I feel guilty the entire day for not working. *SIGH*

Happy Hump day
1:55PM on February 18, 2009

Wow it has been quite the month for me. Im finally feeling back to my old self again. Some of u know wht Ive been going thru. Once I was back home I caught the worst cold/sinus infection Ive ever had. I was fighting it for about 3 weeks, starting my days with benadryl and nyquil. Once I was feeling better from tht I began my monthly cycle which put me bck in the bed for another 4 days. Well thts over and done with and Im soo glad to be feeling better. I hate being sick, well I know no one really enjoys it but ya know :) My two group shows for Monday went very well, most behaved themselves and my wonderful red mod took care of those tht didnt quite quickly. I had a yummy orgasm with all my masturbation buddies, I have another free group show today, thanks to SexSearch :) at 9pm EST its Weds so is ,come and look at my lumps day hehe. u can join me by popping my page, and entering via the Live group show area. This is a softcore show meaning I will not be masturbating, no sexual acts will be performed.

Justa daily
11:43AM on December 19, 2008

Yesterday ended up being a lil weird. I was feeling out of it and not very motivated for most of the morning. I started out with good intent :) I did accomplish two group shows, but not alot of camming got done LOL.Ive been wanting to get back into the habit of working out again as my belly is gettin a lil pouchy, now a lil belly is cute as hell so just gotta keep it a small one hehe.Ive found a reason not to get on my step thingy or do yoga in the mornin just bout every day so I came up with the idea to make it a group show so I would have company to chat with and wouldnt be concentrating on how long Id been on my machine so far and it worked out great, I went for a full extra five mins than normal.So proud of myself.AFter my workout I took my cam into the bathroom with me so my viewers could watch me shower after getting all sweaty. I also slacked on my holiday photo shoot I should have had done a long time ago for my website. Bad girl, I need spankins any takers :P I plan on being much more productive today after yoga of course hehe.My old roomie is coming over around 3 so we can do a lil stretchin we always end up gigglin more than we do anything else,but hey tht works our abs out right :P LOL
Hmm just remembered this is my bfs weekend with his daughter so I may be forced to get some things done.My to do list is getting out of control especially when it comes to how long I spend online for pvts.
Even though I wasnt logged in for as long as I should have I managed to have a few fun shows.The one tht sticks out the most was the bj on my dildo.My cambuddy for this show was also a fan of stockings and garters, sweeeeet :) I looked thru my bin where I keep my stockings handy and picked out a pair of beige with black seams up the back. I was already wearing a white bikini top and skin colored booty shorts so I used a white garter and slipped on my 7 inch white platform heels with cherries on them. I did a tiny lil leg tease making sure he could see my nylon clad legs before grabbing my flesh colored dildo and commencing to give it some special oral attention.After it was nice and wet I laid back,legs and shoes in full view and slid it into my wetness and had my first orgasm of the day.It was extra special bcs my boyfriend was actually here watching me, hed come over for a visit but I had not logged out yet when I had the request for this show. My cambuddy left right as I orgasmed and my bf was gonna ask me sumthin about the show, I held up one finger toldhim to hold on while my other hand ws on my clit helping me to have yet another orgasm, do I love my multiples or wht LOL
I had a few other short ones here and there but apparently they werent tht memorable :S Its been pretty slow due to the holidays and Im hoping it picks up soon or Im going to be in lotsa trouble.Okie dokie Im off to finish my morning duties and then get logged in to play.

Mornin rudies
9:36AM on December 18, 2008

Mornin all, yes Im up early as hell LOL Im not sure why I keep on waking up early but I do tend to get lots more done this way, but sometimes need a nappers in the eve hehe.I didnt do much yesterday but for some reason it sure felt like it by the end of the day.I managed to grocery shop for a few things,get some camming done and hang out with friends.
I was a lucky cam girl last night. I had been wishing for another visit from one of my favorit cam buddies SeamsLover. He enjoys vintage stockings and garters, and leg teases which is also very high on my enjoyable things to do list :P Today he wasnt interested in seeing me in a pair of stockings that he purchased for me, instead he was loving the tight white mini dress I was wearing and he asked me to cross and uncross my legs.Taunting him with my thick brown thighs.He came when I showed him my ass peeking out from underneath my dress in doggy position and wiggled a bit :P He is always soo much fun and so poilite its always a joy to see his name pop up in my chat room it makes me smile ang giggle a lil.
After we played I had a few more fun times with at least 2 orgasms and then I had to log out so my friend could fix my laptop. It took her a few hours but we came out victorious I can finally burn dvds once again WHOO HOO lol I was really stressing out about that.
My plans for the day include filming a dvd for an order, its an up skirt panty tease so I m going to love making that one and I will be uploading to my members area on my site as well for all my panty lovers,I will also be logging in for camshows, Im not sure yet where I will be camming but by now u know how to find me right :P hehe Ok Im off to chat a bit in my voyeur house chat room while having my tea see u soon. Kisses Muah

wht Im up to today
3:47PM on December 08, 2008

Ive been playing hookey so much with pvt shows that I have had to spend the past few days logged in all day, well 8 hours LOL feels like a long time when u have to amuse yourself while sitting in one spot for most of the day. I try going into my sponsor house chat but tht usually ends up not going so well bcs so many seem to be unable to comprehend manners, respect and wht the fuck voyeur cams means LOL but I do meet lotsa newbies in there and I have fun for the most part.
Im logged into the pvt lobby of  few of my camsites right now waiting for a few horny playmates to come my way. I am actually lil bit horny today myself. I had some yummy nookie time last night and have been thinkin about it all day so Ive stayed in a constant state of desire. Ive already asked him if he would like to come over again this eve bcs I need some more of that LOL
I do have a group show at 7pm (FREE thanks to SExSEARCHso I cant decide if I should have him come over before or after it hehe I dont want to be worn out for him nd I can always squeeze one off :P yep gonna text him right now :P

I just had to share
12:16PM on December 08, 2008

Last night I had some of the yummiest sex ever,and never before would I have imagined feeling tht way with a biological man. Ive had several male lovers in the past and they have never been able to satisfy me.I finally found one tht understands the act of foreplay and ensuring your woman is satisfied. When you consider it, as a man ure going to get off anyway LOL so why not give your woman the same pleasure??? He is good at holding off until he has adequately turned my entire body on before even attempting to penetrate me, and once we have reached the point he again puts him self aside and holds back to allow me to do wht brings me to orgasm and in turn after I have had mine its all about him and I do whatever it takes to make him cum as hard as I just have. Ive been a few new experiences for him and tht is really awesome. Among them is using my vibrator while he is inside me. As a cammodel I realized a long time ago how good it feels to have a hard cock inside you while tht vibe is right on ur clit. Its fucking blissful,honestly LOL for him it made my pussy soo much tighter around him and another bonus, IT MADE MY PUSSY VIBRATE LOL who woulda thought?? so he was totally into tht hehehe

Over the weekend his daughter was visiting so we didnt have any alone time. Id gone over to watch movies with them on Sat and while we were sitting on the couch together I leaned over and whispered," so um tomorrow ,we're gonna have a lil, u know" LOL I was trying to be a bit more lady like bcs most of the time I say stuff like"So, u wann do it or what?",or "Hey I need some" LOL He knew exactly wht I was talkin about though and nodded an adamant yes :P He sent me a text earlier in the day on Sunday tht said"Ive been thinking about you all day, and now I have blueballs" I giggled bcs I had been having similair thoughts about him and told him so. I'd put our liason until later bcs I despertately needed to work that afternoon and we were both dying bcs of it. When we talked on the phone he asked me to save some for him as he knew I was busy doing pvt shows all day. I promised I would. :) When he came over I was actually sitll camming and was in the middle of a private show when he walked in the door.It was a little weirdo to have him come in while my legs up in the air,vibe on my clit masturbating for some stranger on the net, but he just smiled and I tried not to be nervous that he was watching me. He jumped into the shower while I finished up my last show of the night and I was next in the warm soapy box. Felt soo good to have the hot water caressing my body, felt even better to know wht awaited me when I stepped out. Hed brought me my fav beer,and one of my fav naughty treats and I indulged in a cold beverage while we snuggled on the couch. His hand rested on my leg and soon began to travel the length of my thigh. His hands are much larger than the dainty female hands Im so used to and the weight of them feels good along with the warmth as he rubs me. Soon our lips meet, and can I just say I love his fuckin lips LOL they are so full and soft mmmmmm, and before long hes nibbling on my weak spot. My ears and neck are soo sensitive its ridiculous I swear I have body orgasms when its done in just the right way and he has it down pat LOL My pants are soaking wet, I wasnt wearing any undies so my juices were soaking right through the crotch of my satin pj bottoms. His hand finds my wetness and he rubs my swollen clit thru my pants slowly as I wiggle up to him. My pants slip from my body. Warm lips and tongue are soon wrapped around my clit and I moan in pleasure as he finds my rhythm it was fuckin amazing. He sucked and twirled my clit until Id cum twice and my pussy had made a puddle from all the wetness pouring forth. I couldnt take any more and thats when he slid inside me. His cock is the perfect size for my pussy ,it totally fills me without being too large and its perfect for when I want to be fucked hard. He doesnt have to worry bout hurting me and he can fully let go and just FUCK :P But he starts of slow knowing my body is stil really sensitive right now and he just pushes into me further,pushing againsnt my gspot as he does so and this sends me into another intense shudder. It feels soo damn good as he begins to stroke my juicy pussy.I had no need to use my vibe tonight bcs he was inducing gspot yummies nonstop I just laid back and enjoyed how good he was making me feel,moving with him pulling him closer. After we were spent we were both on tht high you find when u have just had some fuckin awesomely amazing sex. We couldnt stop touching each other after, basking in one anothers energy.*SIGH* it was yummy.

I sent him a good morning text saying "I enjoyed you last night, thank you for the gud fuck" and giggled bcs I knew he would read while at work and it would put a smile on his face. We hve plans for another evening together, I think we are craving eachother again. I know tht was my intention when inviting him over again tonight LOL Ive gotten myself all wet again while telling you all about it, I know Im gonna tear him apart tonight :P Mmmmm I should turn on my house cams this time and let all my Rudie voyeurs watch us. :P

Grrr I hate technology
3:08PM on December 04, 2008

My laptop has caught a bug, its been acting really crazy lately and is getting really unreliable. Its been doing the blue screen shut down thing so Ive been running my spyware removal thingy over and over nd it just keeps on finding stuff so Im not sure if Im gonna be able to salvage it. I really hate tht part of the internet tht theres so much bullshit out there tht can damage your computer just from being on the net. My desktop wont be able to handle the load of camshows Im sure as it was having trouble streaming all cams at the same time so not sure wht Im gonn a work out but I have to come up with sumthin soon :P
Ive not been able to have my house cams on for any amount of time thus far but hopefully it will be alright. Ive removed a lot of stuff cleared some room on hardrive and am still running spyware program so wish me luck hehe. I apologize for not being able to be on as much as Im supposed to but Im sure u all know how fragile a laptop can be. Pc permitting I will be doing group show today at 4pm which is  free one thanks to SexSearch.com  and another show with my lover tonight at 8pm on our page rude.com/forbiddenlust ; Hope to see all of u then dont forget send me good energy and good pc wishes hehe kisses A13

Sour Grapes
11:14AM on November 19, 2008

Im sure there will be more sour grapes out there from those of u that have expressed the desire to be the male in my life but hey tht just makes u even more unattractive and tht brazen cockiness is one of the major reasons I tend to find men so undesirable. Stop boasting about ur abilities in bed and instead try impressing me with your opinions of social interaction,views on theology, etc bcs truely, no one can fuck me like I can LOL It is such a turn off for a man to toot his own horn, bcs wht u all seem to forget is EVERY WOMAN IS DIFFERENT and most women are ashamed or embarrased to communicate with their man to express wht she personally likes and therefore tend to fake orgasms. U cant say how good ud personally make me feel bcs u have not idea of how to pls me and if u think slamming into a woman is wht gets us all off u are sadly mistaken and for tht I blame professional porn. How often is tht woman touching her clit as shes screaming in "pleausre" chances are none and if u dont know its a very small % of women tht can achieve orgasm without clitoral stimulation and u cant tell me tht every woman in porn does,or every woman enjoys being fucked in the fashion that is common to porn, if thts how u think each and every woman enjoys sex u are sadly mistaken. LOL If you dont like the way Im being fucked then chances are I wouldnt like U fucking me :) My lover caters to my body and wht feels good to me,not wht looks good to those who may be watching he actually caters to my body,and desires.So if u dont like wht u see move the fuck on pls dont waste ur time telling me wht u would do to my pussy bcs with tht type of thought process u will never be anywhere near me or my pussy :) Stop thinking with ur penis and perhaps then I will consider dating more men,as you would then be more attractive to me, my desire for women has nothing to do with the sexual ability of the men I have been with which is another silly rumor going around.I date women bcs they are more attractive to me mentally, spiritually etc ,I also find their bodies more astethically pleasing.Ive never met a woman and had her boast how well she can eat pussy,or how good shes gonna finger fuck me and if they did then Id probably be asexual,bcs thts not wht excites me by any means.So boys get over ur cocks and then perhaps u will capture my fancy but if all u have to offer me is ur penis dont waste my or ur time bcs I have a drawer full :)

Whts goin on with me
11:06AM on November 19, 2008

This week has flown by so fast for me. I got lotsa rest lastnight,as u kow if u were watching me LOL Ive been haivng issues with my eyes as a response to old contacts so thats why Ive been in my glasses for so long. Its amazing how many silly boys have come into my pvt lobby saying I should take them off, or Im sexier without them. Finally I had to let loose on one of them and explain they are nto a damn fashion statement,I need them in order to read their stupid ass comments :P LOL Seems like the intelligence level on the net has decreased even more, since when are glasses no longer used as a visual aid device LOL  I didnt spend any time on my cam doing pvts last night and instead took care of some things on my site,and took stock of some of some of the things I need to take care of for the rest of the month oooo xmas is coming eeeew LOL I hate the holidays and will even more this year bcs its been forever since Ive gotten to go holme and see my family.Eventually Ill have enuff saved up for a ticket.
  Im going to be ready for playtime around 2pm ESt and on throughout the day. While in my pvt lobby here, chances are I will be turning off the main lobby stream as Im just not in the mood to deal with those who cant seem to grasp the notion tht they need to purchase a pvt session before attempting to place demands and even when ure paying me u still need to conduct urself like a polite adult. Now there are some ladies that will allow you to act like a jackass but not me LOL So if u pop into my pvt lobby and dont see, doesnt mean im not there Ive jsut grown tired of being TOLD to "show my tits" show my pussy etc. All of my toys are available in a gallery on my rudepage pls ask me via chat if there is a particular one u would like to see me playing with during ur session. 
   Ok lets see other new stuff.........the boy and I are still together LOL we are looking into cameras so we can finally get some content uploaded for you all to enjoy.

Hell has Frozen Over
2:19PM on October 25, 2008

I have news for all my admirers,buddies and fans that I have made in my year here on Rude. Some of u will be estactic, some jealous and maybe even a few tht are angry but here goes LOL There is a man in my life as of two weeks ago. Ive always answered the question "Are you a lesbian" with the following response "I am technically bi, with a preference for women. If I find a man that intrigues me intellectually,physically, and spiritually then I will not hesitate to date him, however, it has been 5-6 yrs since I have encountered a man to do so" 

A few months ago I met a gentleman and he is truely that in every sense of the word "so far" hehe, at one of my fav hangouts. I was there with my girlie and a  mutual friend explained to him tht I was in fact out with her so he backed off. A few weeks ago we all met up down town and had a great time at the block party,it was later this evening that I discovered he was in fact interested in me and strangely enuff I was in him as well. I asked him out to dinner and thts where it started LOL We have been spending time together since that evening and I enjoy his company greatly. I was very impressed by the way he conducted hisself around me. Even if he thought I was hot, and wanted to fuck me it never came out of his mouth. He treated me with the utmost respect, it felt like I was hanging out with an old friend with the exception I thought he was extremely Hot :P. We have great communication and even better Sex!!! He is very giving in tht department,more concerned about giving me pleasure vs just being about himself and that in turn makes me want to please him even more.He understands that I prefer women, and that I will always want to have a woman in my life. He understands wht I do for a living does not define me as a person and he has expressed interest in persuing a project with me which is sooo fuckin exciting. Those of u that have been begging to see me with a man need to bookmark the page   www.rude.com/forbiddenlust  as that is our page. We have not had the chance to shoot any content yet but it will be coming soon. He is a caucasion male, half indian very handsome with the perfect package for me so I think u will enjoy watching us together. If you were spying on me last week you might have already gotten a peek at him. Alrighty Im on my way to get my day started I just wanted to let u all know wht was going on with the strange man wandering round my house LOL have a great weekend all

Its almost time to announce the raffle winner
11:16AM on October 03, 2008

Ive had soo much fun having a raffle with my show goers, I never imagined everyone would be soo into it and make it tht much more exciting. AFter each show I wrote down the names of my show tippers and dropped them into my silver box, which has to be upgraged bcs soo many decided to become a part.If you have meet the eligibility requirements u wont want to miss the free group show on Oct 4 at 4pm EST where I will be announcing the winners to my raffle.There will be one more chance to become entered before the winner will be drawn and  Of course we will have yummy playtime at some point :)  I cant wait to pull the winner of the webcam show out of the box, and to announce the one who loves me the most and will be winning the membership to my website for a month.Ive put the show on the schedule and will be taping the winner announcement and posting on my page just in case someone cant make it to the show.
     I also uploaded a new vid last night into my Flix area, I was clearing out my desktop and found a vid recorded during a show where we were concentrating on watching my pussy convulse as I orgasm. We zoomed in on my luscious pink parts and watched as my vibrator assulted my clit to the point of a screaming orgasm make sure u check it out if u enjoy seeing a pretty pussy pulse in pleasure.

Free Group Show Today
2:51PM on October 01, 2008

Yesterdays group shows went semi well LOL first show at 4pm was awesome I had great viewers and chatters the entire time and one of my rude crushes stopped in to help out with modding. I announced the first chance to be entered into my new raffle and it was soo much fun to write down the names of those tht were eager to win a lil bit of one on one time with me. I might need a bigger box I decided after the first show alone LOL.I played with my pink dildo and vibe, tried to get off riding but in the end had to lay on my back with legs up to get the orgasm out and it was a doozey LOL it was soo intense and felt fuckin awesome. Second show of the eve I guess all the nutjobs were out of work at this point and they all came into my show. Eventually they will learn to respect the ladies on this site and the world or they will never get to enjoy me cumming LOL between me and my great mods they get knocked out quickly.My secong orgasm was a bit harder to get, probably bcs the fools make it hard to stay turned on and excited for playtime but I still was able to cum nonetheless just wasnt as hard as the first one, buy hey I cant complain. LOL Im lookin forward to todays free group show at 6pm to see how many more entries I get to place in my shiny box :) Ive got to add a few more show times to try and give a few more chances to win. I spent the past few days redoing my website to make it easier to navigate and added more vids to my members areas and have lotsa ideas for new photo shoots, now I just need 8 more hours in a day to get them done LOL. Alrighty off to finish my coffee and talk in chat for a bit before camming. Hope all have a blessed day. Kisses A

Cute new pics and a Raffle
9:30PM on September 29, 2008

I snapped a few shots the other day before one of my group shows and I really liked how some came out so I posted them on my page. I had alot of trouble when I initially tried uploading them so for awhile I only had one to view, was soo relieved when I was able to get them up. Thought about sending out a new shout out for all of those whod seen just the one to inform them more were up but figured my die hard fans will come check my page soon anyways so :P LOL I also just started a new raffle  tht will end October 4th and the first chance for an entry is tomorrow at 4pm Est. Im having a raffle for all of my life group show tippers.  Each tip is an entry. The winner of the raffle will win a 15 min masturbation session with yours truely and the member tht tips me the most during tht time period will win a 30 day membership to my website Mistressofmasturbation.com. I wil take 10 mins at the end of each show to write the names of all tippers on paper and drop into the box. I will host a special show on the 4th to pick the winners. If you have any suggestions for future prizes pls feel free to send my way and make sure u are at all of myupcoming group shows that are free for your enjoyment thanks to sexsearch.com. If u have any quetstions concening the raffle just drop me a note or catch me in myhouse chat. Kisses all have a great week and I hope to see u soon. Aricellis

Come chat with me
2:48AM on September 05, 2008

Ive added a new show to the schedule for Friday eves at 6 pm.Whenever Im logged into the pvt show area I have lots of visitors just wanting to stop by to say hello , or to ask me questions about me and whts going on. Its very had to concentrate on regular chat while working, and yes camming is working. It seems many think we are bored or lonely while in the pvt lobby while in actuality we take the down time when we have low traffic to do things to promote ourselves and bring in sales etc. So many take it personally when they dont realize that offering cam shows is indeed a job, and most of u would be annoyed if u were tyring to earn a living and someone came by just for a chat, interrupting u and therefore impeding your ability to earn a living. So I ve decided to setup an hour a week for u all to come by and just chat with me. Im in my house chat lots for this purpose but this way u will get to hear my voice while we converse. Show time is at 6pm ESt and this will be a free gathering thanx to Sex Search my wonderful sponsor. So if u are free I would love the chance to get to know u better while giving u the oppurtunity to do the same.

Whts goin on
11:20AM on August 30, 2008

Boy oh boy has this week flown by. Im still in Tampa staying with my Mistress/Lover but we have not had much time to spend together. During the beginning of the week she had to work early the next morning so she had to be in bed early, and then when she had spare time I was busy online as its near the end of my payperiod and have been a bit behind on the rent check. We were going to make time Friday night but she had a migraine coming on an had to take her meds. With them its a catch 22 bcs the pills totally knock her out so its either be in bed all day or have severe pain. Were not sure how things are gonna go today we had originally planned on going out for a few drinks and to socialize with the swinger community here in Tampa so we will just have to wait and see.
I had a wonderful day camming yesterday. I started out spending time in my house chat to have companywhile I was waiting on shows but the mood in there was off. Lots of chatters were feeling the need to be obnoxious or rude the entire time so I didnt feel like being in the atmosphere. I wish those tht stop by knew how to conduct themselves but alas I cant change the cyber world LOL I m not sure whts so hard to comprehend about how the site works. There is something for everyone and slavery was over a hell of a long time ago so it totally baffles me when these people enter our hosues or shows and try to tell us wht to do. As if we were just sitting there waiting for them to come in and order us around. Cause geesh without some dude with a hardon telling me to rub my tits I dont know how to function LOL Geesh Ok oh well nuff ranting for today. Im having my mornin coffee and Im going to log in for a lil bit so I can stay on top of finances to continue having playtime. This  payperiod I only had to log on when I was truely in the mood to play and tht totally makes the difference.